I offended the class monitor in college and was hidden away

What do you imagine college life to be like? Is it an ideal "peach blossom land" where hard work will pay off? There is a thriving population, birds singing and flowers fragrant, chickens and dogs hearing each other, and traffic on the streets.

Throughout college, I discovered that I had always offended one person, and that was the monitor.

My opinion of her, well... I don’t have any opinion, I just don’t call her. Anyway, there is a kind of person who I don’t like at first sight. Maybe she also sensed my dislike, so let me tell you slowly, maybe you will understand why I was hidden.

?Military training started a few days after school started. The instructor was very strict. It happened that an instructor wanted to lead a group of female soldiers to practice daggers with heroic looks. Then she signed up very actively and boldly. At the end of the military training, I selected a model for military training. The instructor saw that I worked hard and seriously and gave me the model for military training. And when she joined the Women's Army, she didn't get any certificates. Later, she posted a comment on QQ, which probably meant that she was very happy in the Women's Army and had no regrets. Anyway, I can feel from her words that she thought there would be military training pacesetter certificates or something like that when she went there, and everyone thought so too, but it turned out there wasn't.

She has nothing. In fact, I wanted to join the Women’s Army at first, but then I didn’t have the courage to raise my hand, so she raised her hand. I regretted it afterwards, why couldn't I be braver? I secretly told myself that I must seize the opportunity next time I want to do something.

After going through a series of learning and getting along with each other, I just studied silently by myself and attended class seriously. I never looked at my mobile phone in class. If I had any questions that I didn’t understand, I just asked the teacher. The teachers were also impressed by me. profound.

I lived my life in silence without knowing anything. In the second semester of my freshman year, the teacher once selected people to participate in professional competitions. I signed up, but I failed. Many people felt that It’s incredible, I think I should go because I’m so capable. I was also puzzled. After all, I was ranked first in my major at that time. Later, Xiaopang told me that it was because someone was wearing small shoes behind my back. I don't know who it is, but I feel it vaguely.

In fact, the days passed day by day, and I had no idea about her at first. Until one day, when choosing which internship unit to go to, the National Education College needed students with better English, so Xiaopang asked She pushed me up, and then she loudly suggested to the teacher that Xiaopang's English was better, and then Xiaopang said that my English was better. I won prizes every time I participated in English competitions, but she never won any prize. She said: "Really? I don't know." I thought to myself at that time, you don't know, so what are you saying so loudly?!

Take now, for example, we are going to the township government for internship. The teacher said that the monitor should arrange what kind of people should go to each place. I knew that my end would be bad.

I have been in college for so long and have done a lot of group assignments. How many times have I done everything by myself, while they just silently get the marks. I have always led my team members to charge into battle and help them achieve high scores. Anyone with a discerning eye can see that I am definitely a good team leader. Many people want to be with me when they are divided into groups, because they can do anything with me. Get high scores without doing anything.

?The reason why I want to be a team leader is also because I want to get high scores and show myself more in front of the teacher, because other people are really not qualified to be team leaders. It is really low. I can tell from the topic selection and approach. There is no new idea and I will just copy the text.

?The list of internships this time has come out. As expected, I am not the team leader, but a person with no professional ability has been chosen. A person who doesn’t even know how to make PPT has been chosen. ! To be honest, of the three team leaders she chose, only one I thought was acceptable and capable.

Let me tell you what I think of her.

My grades are better than hers. I often think that if she is not the monitor, she might really have nothing. Because although some people are not outstanding in their profession, they still have the ability to make the teacher remember them--they are naughty in class.

I remember one time, in an English class, the teacher asked someone to read English. When it came to her, I thought she was very good, but as soon as she read out her English, the corners of my mouth turned up. If she were not the squad leader, I think based on her qualifications, her ranking would be at least in the middle and lower reaches now.

She has always given me the feeling that she is the kind of person who wants everything but has little ability.

This is okay. I understand that she wants to make progress, even though she has no ability, so she became the squad leader, because although the squad leader is a tiring job, it is a fat job. If the teacher has any problems, he will talk to the monitor first, and she is the first person he gets to know. If the teacher has any recommendation quota, he feels that the monitor knows his classmates best, so he will let the monitor implement this matter. Often, whoever is good with the monitor will be given priority. Whoever the monitor likes will be the group leader.

I think her criteria for selecting people are very funny. It doesn’t matter who it is, as long as it’s not me. That's how I was hidden. Others don’t know who I want to praise and suppress, but I know.

Basically, I don’t understand why I offended her, because I don’t like her very much, so I don’t have much contact with her. I have always been busy with my own affairs and never participated. strife. But I was just targeted.

I have always been hidden because I stand out among this group of people, but this also shows that I am still not good enough.

Do you think university is wonderful?

Yes! It is very beautiful, packaged by everyone. In other words, the person who says it is beautiful is the person who enjoys the "benefits". In the university, a tropical rainforest where dragons and snakes are intertwined, there are many traps and snakes and scorpions. Compared with more truth, goodness and beauty, we face falsehood every day. Ugly. How to deal with these bloody claws and shining bayonets depends on various methods, attitudes and opportunities.

I used to be tortured by this kind of thing, but an article by Yang Qihan woke me up, "It's because you are too scumbag to deal with bitches and bad things. Instead of following a group of yourself Thinking about disgusting people or things, arguing and fussing over them, it is better to work hard to prevent those disgusting people and things from having the qualifications and opportunities to appear in their own world. ”