Tell me what life wisdom you have gained from small animals.

What I get is not the wisdom of life, but a feeling caused by fear, which is barely the wisdom of life.

I have been Xiong Haizi since I was a child, and I love to be naughty. I did many bad things when I was a child, such as knowing that earthworms will not be divided into two parts after death. After the rain, I went to dig earthworms in the yard and cut them into two parts one by one to see its reaction. For example, I saw an ant nest find a bottle and poured some water into it, squatting there to watch the ants move. Another example is to catch a "ground reptile" (the scientific name should be gecko) in the dense jungle and catch a bottle full of mineral water to scare girls. Reptiles on the ground are very fast and difficult to catch. Generally, they step on their tails first, but sometimes they choose to break their tails and escape. A broken tail will "bounce" like a fish just fished out of the water, but I have never been afraid of these things.

Later, when I grew up, although I didn't have this "leisure", Xiong Haizi's heart was still there. I remember very clearly what happened when I visited my grandfather's house in the summer of my second year of high school. Grandparents can't get used to living in buildings. They have been living in rural bungalows with vegetable fields, orchards, chicken coops, a small piece of Yang Shulin and a fat orange cat (pictured).

That day, I wandered in the poplar forest behind my house. I looked up and found that there were many little black bugs under the poplar leaves, so I took a bamboo pole about two or three meters long and stood far away to beat the poplar leaves. I'm a little happy to watch the bugs fall. Later, when my grandfather came to ask me for help, he stopped me, probably saying that bugs were good to poplar trees, so I took my hand and followed my grandfather to work. Grandpa wants to clean up the yard. Let me sprinkle water on the ground first to avoid dust. I turned around with a kettle. The scene is probably really spinning and jumping. I close my eyes. It happened that the orange cat nest was resting in the shade. I am so interested in playing that I sprinkle water in its direction. As we all know, cats hate water very much. It jumped up and changed its position. As soon as I saw it, I chased it and splashed water, but I didn't really splash it on it, just kept teasing it. After repeated several times. After giving me a hard look, I ran away. It was weird when it stared at me. At that moment, I had the illusion of looking at someone. During the day, the cat's eyes are thin and long. There is no denying that I was really a little timid at that moment, but I didn't take it to heart.

Who knows, going home is the beginning of a nightmare. After playing all day, I came home in the afternoon. I feel particularly sleepy. When I got home, I fell asleep in bed. I am a person who sleeps soundly and never dreams much. But as soon as I closed my eyes that day, I started dreaming. I dreamed that I went to school by bike. At the end of the school, the sky suddenly fell like the end of the world, and the whole place was sinking. My area seems to be suddenly pulled out, and a bottomless black hole appears, and I keep falling. The wind blew like a blade and scratched my face. All my strength was taken away, my calf cramped and I fell in mid-air. At the moment I was about to land, I suddenly went back to the beginning of the end like a rewind. I still have the same conversation with my classmates and know what will happen next, but I can't change it. I watched myself repeat the end of the world over and over again like God's perspective, but I experienced it with the first-person senses.

Cycle after cycle, I don't know how long it took, and the ending finally ended. I got to school smoothly. When I stopped the car, I picked up the kaleidoscope. I narrowed my eyes and looked over. In the kaleidoscope, there is a cat eye with golden pupils staring at me. It's so slim that I lost my kaleidoscope. In an instant, the picture jumped back to my room. I know I am. But I think I can see everything around me. I saw a pair of women's legs, wearing a pair of red high heels, walking catwalk and coming to my bed like a runway model. High heels make a particularly strange click when they touch the ground. She reached out and grabbed my neck. I can see it clearly, but I can't I want to open my eyes, but I can't. When I thought I was dying, she let go. Although I couldn't see her face, I knew she had found it, smiled contemptuously and walked away gracefully. After the sound of high heels completely disappeared, I woke up sweating.

It's almost six years now, and I remember all the details and feelings clearly. Although it didn't leave me a psychological shadow, I also consulted many people. They all say I'm just a nightmare. I only have such a dream because I care too much about things during the day. I know what they said is very scientific and reasonable, but I still think there is something wrong. I would rather believe it. This is a hint to me. After that, although I am not religious, I believe in one sentence: don't be bullied. If anything, it is that from that day on, I was filled with awe of any tiny life.