Fall in love with the exterminator.

Record a netizen's true emotional experience

After I mentioned it to him by accident, you said that I would remember to come and see you when you were old. Hearing this, my tears flowed out instantly, but in the dark, you can't see my tears. When you are old, I think I will definitely remember you.

Why do I say that? Because I haven't forgotten that he is someone else's husband around me, so he and I are doomed to have no future. When he is old, I think we should break up for decades. Will he and I be together forever? In fact, I knew the answer without thinking, but I just didn't want to admit it.

Out of curiosity about his wife, I once saw his wife's WeChat circle of friends with a trumpet. From the first article, I clearly know that she is also an ordinary woman, and the most friends circle is the photo of her son.

I have to say that my heart melted at that moment, and I wanted to retreat and quit your life. Before, I thought that as long as I didn't affect your family and hurt her, I should be right, but this kind of weakness was only a moment. I don't want to leave him after seeing him. I didn't leave him because I was soft-hearted

I just chat with him on WeChat, never video, occasionally send a voice, and only call when something happens. The frequency of meetings is once or twice a week. If the company is busy or goes back, we won't see each other for ten days and a half months.

Although wechat is neither too hot nor too cold, we met and could chat all night. I remember one Saturday, I didn't go to work on holiday, and then I slept until noon. You woke me up to eat. I told you to get up first, and I got up, and you stayed for two hours. I have to show you your clothes, so get up and put on your underwear first. You had a fight with me. Put on long pants. You had a fight with me. You could have got dressed and got up in two or three minutes. It took you more than half an hour to get here.

When we were not together before, I really thought he was a very cold person. After we were together, Gao Leng completely lost contact with him. I often say that he is teasing B.

I wonder what will happen in the future. I want to spend the best time of my life with him. Even if I leave later, I won't regret it. It is worthwhile to love the person I love the most with the best time.

With him, I never go through his cell phone or his bag. I think the mobile phone is personal privacy. I guess I will be in a bad mood after turning it over, so I won't turn it over. Instead, I often go through my mobile phone and read WeChat, QQ, SMS and phone records.

He was playing outside with his friends that day. He said he was alone in a hotel on the edge of the city, and then I went to see him again. I began to despise myself. Do I love him too much?

Habit is a terrible thing. In the past, we met once a week. Almost every day recently. Don't get into the habit of seeing me every day, or I will be more sad after a few days or completely.

I still remember when we first met, you asked me out to dinner. During that time, I was on annual leave. You call me at noon and invite me to dinner. I played until three or four o'clock the night before, so I naturally didn't want to get up. But you asked me out, so I agreed and went downstairs. Your car is parked on the side of the road. I have seen your photos before, but when I saw the real person, my little dream was still pounding, in order to avoid embarrassment.

You asked me what I was eating, and I struggled for a long time. I chose the latest Chinese food and talked a lot during dinner. I look calm on the surface, but my heart is already surging, and my little heart is pounding.

A meal finally ended after countless psychological activities. I said I was eating, but I didn't eat much. We are all chatting with him. When we walked out of the hotel, he said that he wanted to get a room in the hotel opposite. Because my partner is here, I went to the hotel with him.

Despise yourself at that time. In fact, you should be able to understand that everything is involuntary when you meet the goddess. Yes, she is my goddess. No matter how old he is, he is the goddess in my eyes. When I arrived at the room, I was still calmly playing with my mobile phone, but my heart seemed to jump out. I'm expecting something, but I must keep calm. Then it all happened naturally.

In my opinion, lovers need two things for a long time. You can choose one or both. One is the spiritual pillar, and the other is the material pillar. I have my own job and income, so what I need from him is spiritual support. To put it bluntly, I value my feelings with him more.

Tell me about the time when we went out to play together just after we got together. We were only together for a few days then. He has gone somewhere on business. One night, he chatted on WeChat and asked me if I wanted to go there to play. I promised to go, and he immediately booked me a plane ticket. He flew away the next day, and I really trusted him unconditionally.

In the evening, we go to the seaside to play and take a walk on the beach. At that time, we almost went back for dinner. Few people walk. We are holding hands, following the footprints and blowing the warm sea breeze. It was really enjoyable. I just want to be with him all my life.

That trip was my happiest. In this beautiful seaside town, walking hand in hand with the people you like on the street, there is no disturbance, some are simple folk customs and those tropical fruits full of trees.

Many times, I feel that I am not suitable for being a lover. I usually wear no makeup, but I don't wear delicate makeup when I see him, and I'm not very feminine with him. I will wear flip-flops. He is whiter than my skin, and he will laugh at me for being fat. He would also pull my torn jeans and joke with my friends that I had cut some holes myself. I will tell him frankly that I like him and I am in love.

I didn't send him WeChat when he came home. He gave me a lot of time. I should stay with his wife when I am at home. Although I was very sad, when I chose him, it was doomed to such a result, but I still went my own way. I shouldn't have any complaints now.

I am afraid that the longer I stay together, the more sad I will be when I am apart. Actually, I know it's only a matter of time before we part. Unless I don't fall in love and get married, as long as I meet the right person or get married, he and I are doomed to separate.

I am really unhappy that he can't accompany me. He said I could understand her. Now, even if you feel uncomfortable, you have to endure it. It suddenly occurred to me that last time I said that she might come to live permanently. If I stay in such a disconnected state, I will collapse and choose to end it early.

I will keep in mind everything he says about him. He said that his wife's arrival was an inevitable factor, and then I was silent. He repeatedly said, you will know when you are old. Actually, he's really nice. I would like to see him show such respect for his wife, and I would also like him to keep his wife in his heart. Even if there is no love for more than ten years, there will be blood-like affection.

I'm not an idiot, but I don't want to uncover the film between people to see people. I think people in other relationships need privacy except husband and wife. I won't ask him embarrassing questions unless I think too much sometimes. I think he likes her very much, at least more than me.

I'm not a person who likes to look at other people's circle of friends, but because of him, I turned over her circle of friends at least three times, and each time it ended in discord. I am a contradictory person. I know he doesn't belong to me, but I still approach him like a moth to a fire.

I seldom contact him these days. I'm just saying hello. She is here and should leave next week. I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time. I miss him so much.

Can't sleep at night. I'm so tired during the day that I still can't sleep at night. Missing is really a tormenting thing. The more I think about it, the more confused I am. I want to get out of this predicament, but my heart has fallen here. I don't know how to treat my feelings for you more and more, and now I can control them within the scope of reason.

Those women who are depressed by love or hate by love, what despair they have experienced, I am afraid that I will be the same, and I am afraid that one day I will lose control of my emotions and reason. I have been thinking about a question. If one day we are not separated peacefully, will I have revenge to make him pay the price? I denied the idea in my mind. No matter how things develop, I won't do anything to make him suffer, because then I will be more painful than him.

Sure enough, I dreamed of him that night, but I forgot the specific dream. I only remember that he was very kind to me in my dream, and then I ignored him all the time. In fact, in reality, although I often do this, it is only when I haven't seen each other for days or when he doesn't return my messages.

Ask him: Do you think I'm bored? He said no, and I said: The attitude you gave me was that I was bored. He said she was here and it was not convenient to reply to me. Actually, I can understand this inconvenience. She seldom comes here once. Although I can understand, I still feel uncomfortable. My speeches are always prickly. I hate who I am.

I thought of him when I saw the tattoo on my body. The tattoo is about the days when I was with him, as well as my name and his last name. If we separate in the future, I won't wash it. This is my eternal brand with him.

I can't sleep, turn to all the photos about him in the album, and I can't help laughing when I look at them. Love is blind. This sentence is really right. In my eyes, he is the best.

It's another rainy day, sitting alone in a coffee shop, watching people come and go outside the window. Inexplicable loneliness, without him around, my heart is cold again.

Chatting with him this afternoon, he said he was talking about things outside, so I asked him to send me a photo. He sent me a photo of playing in other places. I asked him when he took it. He told me where he went on a business trip in April and went to play around. It's a neighboring city, so I'm confused.

Because I talk to him every day, there are almost no days when I don't talk to him, and then I asked him why he didn't know you were there. Did you go with other women? He said I was ill and told me not to guess. He had no other guess, but later I found out that my guess was true. A woman's sixth sense is innate, accurate and unpredictable.

When I was just with him, I told him that if there is another woman, then tell me, separate peacefully, and don't hide it.

I always hope that the days of separation will be far away, but the reality is that everyone has everyone's life, and I can't interfere with what he does.

Even if I hesitate, I don't want to be apart, but it's only a matter of time, isn't it? It's time to part, and now it's time to part. How can I be so reluctant to part? Hiding at home alone, crying all over my face.

He and I are constantly making concessions for each other. I have such a relationship with him now, standing in such a position.

There is a saying that water under the bridge, everyone has desires, all kinds of desires, some of which can be controlled, but the desire for feelings can not be controlled, only rational or irrational.

I am with him, and my mood is completely two extremes. When I am happy, I feel that I have the whole world. When I am unhappy, I feel that I have nothing lovely.

People are strange. When you have such a person in your heart, others are inferior to him in your eyes. It's especially easy to compare with other boys now.

All feelings are fleeting, although the heart is bright, it blinds the eyes and cannot see the world clearly.

It's a long way to go, Xiu Yuan. Be good, remember or forget. Some existence is like a dream that suddenly wakes up. Turn it over and you forget the details. You may not even remember yourself.

Goodbye, my him, until now, I don't regret having loved him.