Flowers for the sea: chapter 3? rose

Text/Yuan Peng

? Hao Yuan's room is clean and tidy, with flowers and books everywhere. Besides many books, there are many flowers. The fragrance of potted flowers and the ink fragrance of books and periodicals make me feel indescribable. I was fascinated by Hao Yuan's articles and read them with ecstasy. "You like reading, too." Hao Yuan woke up.

? I said awkwardly, "I didn't wake you up when I saw you still sleeping." I'm sorry to look through your things casually. "

"Never mind, the article is for reading", Hao Yuan said with a smile.

? "By the way, I stewed chicken soup, try it!" It suddenly occurred to me that the chicken soup was still on his desk, but it's not hot now. I handed it to Hao Yuan by the bed.

? "Thank you, Yuanji." Yuan Hao was a little embarrassed. He is really cute when he is embarrassed. He blushed, hehe.

? I said happily, "We are neighbors now, and we are a family. It's okay to help each other. Don't mention it. "

? "Well," Hao Yuan nodded politely.

? Hao Yuan drank chicken soup: "Chicken soup is delicious, and your cooking is good."

? Hao Yuan is complimenting me. I don't know how happy I am. I have long put myself in the first place in the world, but I still say against my will, "Really?" I don't feel very good today. It tastes terrible. You can only drink. "

? "You are too modest, and it really smells good," said Hao Yuan.

? "If you like, I will often cook for you in the future," I said with my head down shyly.

? "That's not bashful," Hao Yuan said quickly.

? "It's okay. I like cooking anyway. It is too much trouble for you to cook alone. Tell me what you want to eat in the future, and I'll make it for you. It is also the atmosphere for many people to eat, "I said.

? Hao Yuan said: "Sometimes it takes me a long time to go out to shoot, and the time is not fixed, so my meal time is different from yours."

? "Oh, well, by the way, I've known you for so long, and I still don't know what you do?" , I asked

? "I work as an editor and photographer in Blue Leaf magazine," Hao Yuan said.

? "No wonder, I said why you like taking pictures so much. Your literary talent is quite good. I have seen that many of your articles have been published in newspapers and periodicals, which is very powerful. "

? "Photography and writing are my interests, and I think it will be more efficient to do what I am interested in," Hao Yuan said solemnly.

? "Yes, only if you are interested, you will be motivated. Your articles are very emotional, and you can choose almost every one, "I said.

? "I work in Blue Leaf Magazine, but I don't know why my articles are easier to be published in hundreds of millions of newspapers, and the fee paid by Art Style is higher," Hao Yuan said doubtfully.

? "Who cares? Good works will be valued everywhere. Maybe Yifeng newspaper sees that you are very talented and wants to dig you up. " I guess.

? Hao Yuan said nothing. After drinking chicken soup, he looked at me with grateful eyes and said politely, "Thank you for taking care of me so busy."

? "Don't bother, I'm free every day, hee hee." I packed the bowl and said, "You have a good rest." Then I'm going back.

? Then someone knocked at the door, and I went out to open the door. It turns out that Song Liming came to see Hao Yuan. He greeted me with a fruit basket: "Hello, Yuan Qi, you are here."

? "Yes, Hao Yuan is ill, so I came to see him," I said.

? Song Liming put down the fruit basket and went to Hao Yuan's bedside and said, "Brother Hao, it's cold. Take care of yourself. You are usually strong. How can you say you are sick when you are sick? Are you better now? "

? Hao Yuan and Shao Liming are colleagues and friends. They jokingly said, "When I was strong and sick, if I were an iron man, I wouldn't be caught cold by the sea breeze. It's okay. I have already taken the medicine. "

? Song Liming took an apple and threw it to Hao Yuan: "Eat more fruit. Apples are your favorite fruit and have been washed. "

? "You are good at physics, and the parabola is so tangible," Hao Yuan said with a smile.

? "If I had learned physics well, I would have gone to Tsinghua in those years. Maybe I am still a boss now, hehe. " Song Liming sighed and said with a smile.

? Hao Yuan and Song Liming have always had a good relationship and talked about everything. I am different. Hao Yuan is always very polite to me. This politeness and politeness implies a gap. How much I want to break this so-called barrier and blend in with them. I like him and Song Liming, and I am very happy. I share and bear my troubles with him.

? "You two talked so much as soon as you met, and you ignored me," I pretended to be angry.

? "How is that possible? You and Brother Hao are neighbors and a family. You take care of Hao Yuan so carefully. Maybe one day I will be ignored. " I looked at Hao Yuan in Song Liming Dynasty again and smiled with a bad look.

? "Don't talk nonsense, we are all friends," Hao Yuan said.

? "Yes, Song Liming, the last time I saw you in karaoke, I was honest. It seems that you are also glib. " I say this in my mouth, but I am very happy in my heart. I wish Song Liming would say this more. In fact, in front of the person you like, it's a bit awkward for two people to get along. If there were other people present, the embarrassment would be reduced. It is often through other people's words to cover up this embarrassment and convey some feelings that I want to express but dare not.

? I stood up and said, "Song Liming, I just stewed chicken soup today. For Hao Yuan's sake, I'll let you drink a bowl for free. "

? Song Liming said shyly, "How dare you ..."

? I went out before he finished. Soon I brought a bowl of chicken soup to Song Liming. Song Liming said gratefully, "Let you ... bring a bowl of chicken soup yourself, thank you."

? "Come, drink. It will get cold later. You have come a long way. You must be hungry. I'll give it to you later if you can't finish it. " I said with a smile.

? After Song Liming finished the chicken soup, the three of us talked for a long time. Being with Yuan Hao will make me vulgar, because Yuan Hao's special literati temperament is always above me, which makes me feel too sacred to approach, because I like him too much, so I dare not get along with him with my true self, and I am always worried that I will have many original shortcomings to disgust him. But I don't feel this way about Song Liming. Communication is natural and not nervous. Maybe it's because I don't like him. I always want to show my best side to the people I love, and I can do things I don't like. ?

? We talked a lot. When we said goodbye to them, I said, "It's late now. How to sleep at night? "

? "Let's sleep in the same bed and huddle together," said Song Liming.

? Seeing that I was a little surprised, Hao Yuan explained: "Last time we were on a business trip, because we couldn't book a hotel in the tourist season, there were many people and our good friends were used to it."

? I thought it was embarrassing for two big men to sleep together, but Hao Yuan explained that besides, with his cultivation, I couldn't think of anything out of line. I thought I felt too vulgar and always felt that others were so rude. I can't be so vulgar I want to chase Hao Yuan. Hey, hey, I was wishful thinking when I walked to the door. I turned around and said, "Yuan Hao, I like you very much."

? "Well, if you like, take a look," said Hao Yuan.

? I happily picked up his portfolio, said "thank you" and went back.

? I chatted with Hao Yuan for a long time that day, and it was really nice to chat with him. He always speaks softly, and sometimes I want to talk to him all night, which brings us closer.

? Going back at night, I can't sleep all night, and I can't wait to turn over Hao Yuan's works. An article "East Wind Sigh" deeply attracted me:

The winter breeze sighs

Text/Hao Yuan

? In the winter of the Year of the Horse in Wu Jia, the morning will be refreshing, and other people at the party will walk. Suddenly, I heard a voice coming from the northwest, and I listened in horror. At first I whispered softly and sadly, then I flew into the sky and suddenly made waves. Like an iron horse walking towards the enemy, and like a group of hungry wolves. Looking around, the blue sky sets off the white clouds, and nothing moves around, only the vegetation leans to one side, and the dead leaves fly paper moves elsewhere. This is the winter wind.

? Looking at the appearance of winter, its color is dim and the sky is low and withered; Its capacity is terrible, misty and misty; Its spirit is fierce, biting and stiff; Its meaning is bleak, the mountains are silent and the water falls. Alas, what is the wind in winter? Flowers are blooming, flowers are blooming, and good grass is lush and pleasant; However, the flowers wither when touched, and the grass turns white when touched, so the sound of the wind is piercing and urgent, like a call sign and angry.

? When things are old, they will be sad, and if they are too prosperous, they will die; Ah! The vegetation is ruthless and the sky is falling. Man is an animal, he is just the spirit of all things. Sometimes all kinds of worries disturb his heart and everything invades his body. If he feels it, he will touch his soul. On the day of the increase, I don't think I can do it. I'm worried about those who can't do it in those years. So, for a long time, I turned my Dan Rong into a piece of wood and my black silk into star cream. Why use a non-stone body to compete for glory with the universe; However, if we look at it on the other hand, there is a sigh in my heart: "The winter wind is weak, why is it stronger than the world?"

? Hao Yuan's literary accomplishment is quite profound. I tried to read it three times, but I still didn't fully understand the content of this classical Chinese. How can he write ancient prose? How did he do it? How good the vernacular is, it is comfortable and easy to read. Alas, I didn't learn Chinese well in primary school, I couldn't understand Tang poetry in junior high school and Song poetry in senior high school, so I can't get into Hao Yuan's mind now. Watching, I suddenly turned to a page with a red highlighter:

? "Love flowers and trees, love autumn wind, for songs, for poems, for lovers"

? These two poems are very literary. They must have been written by Yuan Hao. Hao Yuan wrote two poems for a girl. I'm a little sad to think of them, but look carefully, the fonts are very thin and the intervals are clear and concise. Although Hao Yuan is conscientious and has excellent analytical judgment, this font doesn't look like Hao Yuan's handwriting. Hao Yuan writes forcefully, like a symbol of a ghost painting a peach. The eighteen bends of the Yellow River, which is also a major shortcoming of Yuanhao, seems to be the only shortcoming I have found so far. Actually, I was a little happy to see Hao Yuan's ugly handwriting. It's not that I gloat, but that I find such a handsome man has shortcomings, so I won't be right. So who wrote these two poems? Thinking about thinking about not knowing when I fell asleep.

? The winter temperature in the south is not very low, but it is very cold. Unlike the north, the south is wet and cold, and it is cold to the bone. In a blink of an eye, it is already 65438+February 24, and tonight is Christmas Eve. I have never received apples since I was a child, and I have basically never sent them out. Will I receive apples from Hao Yuan tonight? If he gives me an apple, I will stay up all night, but I know he won't give me an apple, let alone an apple. Even meaningful festivals like Christmas Eve and New Year's Day are usually no different.

? Today, in order to accompany Hao Yuan, I specially asked for leave. I don't intend to stay in this company, so I asked for leave to have a rest. More importantly, I want to be with Hao Yuan, so I can kill two birds with one stone. Unlike what I saw on TV, talented people can't live without wine and women. They are all romantic talents. Hao Yuan always looks lonely. Maybe talented people and beautiful women are always lonely and quiet, and there will only be a bunch of useless talented people under the lamp. This is my sigh for the fresh and refined contrast between the boys who only drink and sing every day and Yuan Hao!

? I got up early and saw Hao Yuan's door closed. I wanted to invite him to dinner, so I knocked on his door. As a result, his door was locked. It seems that he has gone out, and his cell phone is turned off. His mobile phone is often turned off because he doesn't want to be disturbed when taking pictures. I knew he must have gone to the Bund, so I put on my most beautiful clothes and dressed up to look for Hao Yuan on the Bund.

? There are many people on the Bund. I searched for Hao Yuan in the crowd for a long time, but I didn't see him. I walked on. There is a flock of pigeons under the Monument to the People's Heroes, and a man is squatting beside them to take pictures of the pigeons. He is Hao Yuan, wearing a red sweater and jeans. The cold air made Hao Yuan's face a little red and his nose red. The white inside is red, revealing his handsomeness is like lying drunk.

? "Yuan Hao, I knew you would come to the Bund as soon as I guessed. Hey hey, I'll come to the Bund when I find you later, "I said patting him on the shoulder.

? "How did you get here in such a cold day? It's windy by the Huangpu River, "Hao Yuan said when he turned and saw me.

? "I have nothing to do, so I came to the Bund to enjoy the scenery of Huangpu River. I did not expect to meet you here. " I smiled and thought that I actually came to see you, but girls should be reserved, so I said so.

? Hao Yuan didn't say anything. I said, "So many pigeons are dancing, which is a bit like the scene in John Woo's movie. The effect must be good. Let me see your photo. "

? Hao Yuan handed me the SLR, and Hao Yuan and I talked about photography. Taking pictures is what I call "taking pictures", which is very vulgar. From Hao Yuan's mouth, it is elegant, and it is "photography". Once again, I feel very vulgar.

? "The bund is quite cold. Let's go shopping. Anyway, you have finished shooting pigeons, "I looked at Hao Yuan expectantly and said.

? "All right," I didn't expect Hao Yuan to readily agree.

? I am very happy. We went to Nanjing Pedestrian Street and were hungry at noon. We went to the Japanese restaurant in Pingchengwu.

? "Hao Yuan, please order." I handed the recipe to Hao Yuan.

? "I can do whatever I want," Hao Yuan said.

? I know Hao Yuan likes salmon, so I ordered a sashimi platter. Hao Yuan looked at me and seemed to find it. To cover it up, I quickly said, "Three ... salmon, I like it very much. It's no fun just eating vegetables. Let's have some wine! " Tonight is Christmas Eve. Let's celebrate. "

? "Christmas Eve as usual. Since you like it, drink two bottles, "Hao Yuan said, and casually ordered some dishes.

? I am very happy. I thought Hao Yuan would refuse to drink, but I didn't expect him to agree. I am in high spirits eating sashimi and drinking sake with Yuanhao. I'm not used to eating raw food. Watching Mabel Yuan eat sashimi naturally, I lamented that the world is really too colorful. Is the Japanese primitive and like to eat raw food, or is the food in China delicious? Is it because I have poor taste? Not only do I think mustard salmon can't stand it, but sake tastes so bad, but I can't show it and pretend as if nothing happened. I asked, "Yuan Hao, don't you usually celebrate Christmas?"

? "It was a western festival, and I didn't spend much. Besides, it's the same as but, "Hao Yuan said.

? "After all, the festival is very lively. Have you ever sent apples to other girls on this day? " , I continue to ask

? "No, sending apples and presents is just a formality," Hao Yuan said flatly.

? Hao Yuan said that he had never sent an apple to a girl, which I thought was very sweet, but after listening to it, he would definitely not send it to me. When I finally checked out, Yuan Hao wanted to check out, but I wouldn't let him, so I had to check out. Hao Yuan said, "You usually let me eat when you cook. When you were sick, you cooked chicken soup for me. Let me pay the bill today! " I can't stand Hao Yuan, so let him pay the bill.

? After dinner, we all went back. Although I don't want to be vigorous today, it seems too boring to spend Christmas Eve like this, but everything is natural and dull to Yuan Hao, so I followed him. Today, Hao Yuan seems to be very enthusiastic. He accompanied me shopping and eating. He invited me. It's not as cold as before, but my heart is warm. The first time I met Hao Yuan, it was only because of his handsome appearance and long time. Moreover, there is a beautiful soul. Although the surface is sometimes not enthusiastic enough, I know that Hao Yuan is a person who values affection and righteousness. Once he has decided something, he won't give up easily. Such a man has a sense of security and will be a good man responsible for his family after marriage in the future. I think, except Hao Yuan, he may never meet such a boy again. Hao Yuan's enthusiasm today made me feel that he didn't hate me at least, which gave me the courage to confess to him.

? At the gate of the community, I said, "Yuan Hao, go back first, I forgot to buy something."

? Hao Yuan said "yes", and then Hao Yuan went back.

? I went to a highly decorated fruit shop. Today, many shops pack apples in beautiful boxes, which dazzles me. I still can't choose what I want after reading it for a long time.

? The shopkeeper, a woman, came up to me and asked, "Little girl, do you want to buy an apple for your boyfriend?"

? "Oh ... well, yes, but I don't know how to choose," I faltered.

? "Well, purple represents romance. Today is Christmas Eve. It's for boyfriends, representing your romantic love. " The shopkeeper took an apple wrapped in purple graphic wrapping paper.

? "Well, all right, I'll take it," I said.

? The shopkeeper packed the apples in a beautiful gift box. Walking in the street, Andy Lau's Today is playing. In the music, I watched couples of men and women, some drinking milk tea, some holding hands and even kissing in the street. My heart can't be calm. Although I am 25 years old this year, my heart belonging to a girl has not been erased, and I still need romantic love to nourish it.

? Downstairs in the apartment, I met a junior and a sophomore who lived next door. She has apples and roses in her hand. She also saw me: "Sister Yuan Qi, did you buy an apple for your boyfriend?"

? I was afraid that she would laugh at me because I was single, so vanity drove me to say in a panic, "Yes, today is Christmas Eve, hehe."

? "Yuan, you still spend less. Sending apples is too monotonous. Roses for lovers represent love, but also depends on the number of flowers.

? 1 Hua: I have a soft spot for you.

Two flowers: There are only two of us in the world.

3 flowers: sweet honey

Four flowers: the oath of eternal love

5 flowers: no regrets

6 flowers: I wish you all the best.

7 flowers: endless blessings

Eight flowers: I am deeply sorry. Please forgive me.

9 flowers: permanent possession

? 10 flower: perfect love?

? 1 1 flowers: love

? 12 Hua: I miss each other every day.

? 13 flower: You are my secret crush.

? 20 Flowers: Love you forever.

? 22 flowers: Two flowers are exactly the same .. You are strong and I am strong. ..

? 33 flowers: affectionate call [I love you]

? 36 Flowers: Romantic feelings are all because of you.

? 44 flowers: an eternal oath to you.

? 50 Flowers: This is love without regrets.

? 56 Flowers: My Love

? 66 flowers: Love goes well.

? Hua: Meeting is natural.

? 88 Flowers: Make up all the mistakes with your heart.

? 99 Flowers: Love is invincible, but friendship lasts forever.

? 100 flower: hold your hand and grow old with your son.

? 10 1 Hua: You are my only love.

? 108 Huaer: Marry me ~ ~

? 123 flower: freedom of love

? 144 Hua: Love you every day, every month and every generation.

? 365 Flowers: I miss you every day and love you every day.

? 999 flowers: eternal and endless love.

? 1000 flowers: loyal love, till death do us part "

? After hearing what she said, I feel so unromantic. I'm not as good as my sisters in emotional matters. Am I going out of society soon? As Andy Lau's song:

"……

I waited for a long time and finally waited until today.

I dreamed for a long time and finally realized my dream.

I still have a long way to go.

Good thing you're still here.

I've been looking forward to this for a long time.

I dreamed for a long time and finally realized my dream.

Those persistent winds and frost

It doesn't matter long ago

Tired also don't say tired.

……"

? I am full of passion again. Today is Christmas Eve, which is a special day. Today, I want to make a confession to Hao Yuan. If I keep it in my heart for too long, I feel uncomfortable. As the lyrics say, I waited for a long time and finally waited until today, and today's confession to Hao Yuan is unforgettable and will never be forgotten. So I went back and bought 10 roses, which made my love with Hao Yuan perfect.

? Walking on the stairs, I was very excited and nervous. Later, I didn't know what to say and my heart was pounding. Finally, I got up the courage to open the door of Hao Yuan. I hid apples and flowers behind me. Hao Yuan was reading a book when he saw me come in and said with a smile, "Come in and sit down. It must be very cold just coming back from outside. "

? I stood for a long time without talking. After a while, I said, "Yuan Hao, I will give you an apple and a rose on Christmas Eve today!" " I handed Hao Yuan the apple and the flower sticking out from behind.

? "Yuanji, the flowers of the years are like roses in your hands, and they are gorgeous in an instant, just like a dream after the prosperity. People often feel good, just like a flash in the pan, thank you for your kindness ",Hao Yuan hesitated, looked at me and said deeply.

? Hao Yuan's words are so elegant. Although I don't fully understand them, I know one or two things. These words hit my eardrum and made me cold from head to foot. I feel that everything I cherish most seems to have been abandoned by others. The pearl I have been holding carefully is just a drop of water, which will soon slip through my fingers and then evaporate and disappear. The fear of nothingness and the persistence of Yuan Hao's love finally made me unable to hold on. I put apples and roses into Hao Yuan's hand and hugged him tightly.

? "Yuan Hao, looking at your sad and lonely appearance every day, my heart is very uncomfortable. Let me accompany you. I like you. I like you very much. I love you from the bottom of my heart Not the moment you said. When I first met you, I didn't live in Yanchang Road. I said this on purpose to be with you. After hard work, I learned "Iron Blood Dan Xin"; I specially stewed chicken soup for you. I learned it while reading the textbook. In fact, I can't understand many of your works, so I borrowed them to get close to you. In order to have the same hobby as you, I began to learn photography and try to eat salmon ... I've liked you since I met you, and I've always liked you ... "I couldn't help it any longer, and today I let out all the secrets I've been hiding in my heart.

? Hao Yuan looked at the girl in her arms and slowly pushed me away: "Yuanji, thank you, thank you for being so kind to me, but I can't accept you. I vowed to wait for her to appear, no matter what happens in the future, I will always wait. Maybe you think I'm stupid, maybe I'm just stupid. People don't do stupid things when they are young. When will they do it later? I would rather regret waiting for her in the future than. " Yuanji, you are a good girl. I have always regarded you as my friend, because I am an only child, and sometimes I regard you as my sister. I was and always will be. Wait a minute, there will be better boys to accompany you. "

? I looked at Hao Yuan stupefied, tears slowly shed in my eyes, and then I threw myself into his arms and cried. This time, Hao Yuan didn't push me away.

? "Yuanhao, are you waiting for the girl you like? This girl is so happy. Can you tell me some of your stories? " I whispered, and I sobbed

? "The word youth has gradually drifted away from us, and those beautiful memories have been gradually blurred by the quicksand of the years. Only a faint fragrance is left in the mottled memories, which makes people nostalgic ... it is difficult for people to get together all their lives. It is not that two people who get along will be together. There will always be unexpected barriers between them, which makes people want to stop. "

? Hao Yuan looked up at the distance outside the window. The black night sky sparkled with neon lights. Perhaps the flashing light was too abrupt and dazzling, so he also shed tears.