Living is disgusting (a person's despair and helplessness about life)

People often say: "Living is a kind of happiness." But for me, living is disgusting. I have to face the pressure and helplessness of life every day, which makes me feel exhausted. I can't stand this life, but I can't escape it.

Despair of life

Every morning, I have to get up and go to work. I don't like my job, but I have to work because I need to make money to make a living. I don't know the meaning of my life. I feel desperate and helpless. I don't know if I can find a better job or live a better life.

Helpless pressure

My life is full of stress. I have to pay rent, utilities, food and so on, which makes me feel helpless and tired. I don't know how to deal with these pressures. I think I've reached my limit. I want to escape from this life, but I don't know how.

An inescapable life

I want to escape from this life, but I can't. I don't have enough money to travel or find a new job. I don't have enough courage to face the unknown risks. I can only continue to face this life, and I can only continue to endure this pain.

Find your own way out

I know I have to find my own way out. I can't live like this forever. I began to look for new opportunities and learn new skills. I know it's not easy, but I have to try. I must believe in myself, and I must believe that I can find my own way out.