What's wrong with ray?

The 70-year-old Joe Anshan deeply recalled his acquaintance with Lei Feng in the factory and army in the book "Joe Anshan's Lei Feng", and witnessed Lei Feng's extraordinary life course in the morning and evening. ...

I know very well in my heart that you all want to know and ask how Lei Feng died.

Although the story is clear and written in every book, you want to listen to me and tell me what you see.

Decades have passed, and my memory is not as good as before. Many things have become increasingly blurred, but the scene of that day is becoming more and more clear in my mind.

I don't remember what happened now, but I will never forget the past.

Some people say that they don't believe that a wooden pole for drying clothes can take away the life of such a great Lei Feng. To be honest, I don't believe it either, but it's true. Many media and movies have reported the scene of Lei Feng's sacrifice in detail, and they are all true. In fact, when I backed up that day, there was no one around, only Lei Feng was directing me to back up. Because the car turned, I couldn't see Lei Feng either, so I could only listen to his voice. At that time, we often carried out this operation of one person commanding on the ground and one driving in the cab, so we didn't realize that this time would be different. When I realized that something was wrong, it was too late. ...

During the period of 1962, the main task of the 10th Corps of shenyang military area command Engineering Corps was to construct in Tieling 105, Liaoning Province, but the amount of construction tasks was not large. Only a few troops are stationed in Tieling, and other troops stay in Yingkou and Fushun for logistics support.

The transportation company stayed in Fushun, and only four classes were sent to leave the team to go to Xiashibei Village in Tieling to cooperate with the regimental headquarters to perform the task alone.

Shibei Village, Hengdaohezi Township, Tieling County, Liaoning Province is about 60 kilometers away from Fushun, but the mountain road is narrow and steep. We have to run back and forth on this dangerous road to transport building materials and supplies for the troops.

In order to ensure driving safety, Lei Feng repeatedly surveyed the road conditions several times, and drew a road survey map in his notebook, explaining the road conditions with various symbols for everyone to see and remember.

(Lei Feng died) The night before, we received a task from the logistics department of the regiment in Xiashibei Village, Tieling, and asked us to rush back to Fushun camp early the next morning to carry out three-level maintenance on the 13 car to meet the heavier transportation task in autumn.

(65438+August 0962) On the morning of June 5438+May 5, Lei Feng urged me to get up and load and unload quilts and other items for winter. I was going to have something to eat before I left. Lei Feng said: Now the task is tight and there are few cars on the bus. Let's go back and eat. We can leave early.

So we hit the road without even having breakfast.

When he first came out of Xiashibei Village, Lei Feng was driving. At that time, a leader returned to the group with the car and sat in the cab. I was in the back compartment, lying in a compartment full of quilts and cotton-padded clothes.

On the way, Lei Feng came down and asked me to drive, saying that I should practice more and improve my driving skills. To tell the truth, I was very happy at that time: at that time, there were few company cars, and all our drivers drove a car, so the opportunity to drive was rare. Because Lei Feng often goes out to give reports, which affects the normal driving time, in order to take care of Lei Feng, Lianyi assigned this car with the number 13, and let me be his assistant. Other drivers have also complained about this matter.

However, I hesitated again: it rained for several days, the road was muddy, and a leader was sitting in the car. I'm worried that my skills will not pass and there will be problems on the road.

Lei Feng saw my doubts and said, "Be careful, the road is not easy, you can practice your skills."

So I changed to Lei Feng. I have been driving to the camp.

After arriving at the camp, Lei Feng told me that he would report to the company commander and ask for instructions on his car maintenance. He mentioned this to me many times before, saying that it would take at least a week to deliver the car for maintenance, which delayed many things. If you can maintain it yourself, it will not only save time, but also improve the maintenance technology. He went to report, and I waited for him in the car.

After a while, Lei Feng came back. He said that the company commander has agreed that we will maintain the car ourselves. Let's go and wash the car first. I promised to get off the bus and wanted Lei Feng to drive, but Lei Feng insisted that I drive. He walked to the front and took off the barbed wire in the way first (we were going to wash the car at the faucet in front of Jiulian, and because Jiulian was on a mission, we were afraid that nearby children would go in and play, so we pulled up the barbed wire with several trees at the intersection).

When I got to the barbed wire, I stopped the car and asked him, "Can I pass?" He said, "Nothing, just drive." I just got into the first gear and turned a right angle. It's hard to turn. I remember reversing the car, turning the right corner and driving straight ahead.

The car drove into a narrow sidewalk and there was a big tree on the left side of the intersection. Starting from this big tree, a row of 1.5-meter-high square wooden poles with small bowls were connected with No.8 wire, which were usually used to dry clothes. On the right is Jiulian's house. I hesitated at that time, not sure if I would touch the company's house. I stuck my head out of the window and shouted, "monitor!" " "

Lei Feng ran up and asked, "What's the matter?"

I said, "monitor, do you think it will hit the house?"

Lei Feng looked around carefully and then asked, "Is the steering wheel dead?"

"Kill," I said.

Lei Feng walked to the left front of the car and gestured to me: "Let's go, it's okay, pour, enter, enter ..."

So I started in second gear and quickly killed the steering wheel ... the car "exploded" and drove forward. I didn't expect the rear wheel to crush the nearest square bar from the root. The broken square pole flew out under the tension of the wire, and the upper end just hit Lei Feng's temple.

I didn't know all this at that time, only vaguely heard a "chi". Because I didn't hear what Lei Feng said below, I didn't take it to heart and drove all the way to the faucet in front of Jiulian.

I didn't see Lei Feng fall to the ground until I got off the bus. I rushed over, and several soldiers working in the nearby vegetable garden came running. I picked him up when I ran to the front. At this moment, his nose and mouth are spraying blood at me. I was so scared that I just kept shouting "monitor, monitor, wake up!" "

Now I think about it, I still regret it. If only Lei Feng had been driving, if he hadn't gone there to wash the car, if the car had turned a little to the right, if there was no wire on the square pole, if the square pole had flown a little in the wrong direction ... If any of them had been realized, the tragedy would not have happened and Lei Feng would not have died. Then he should be 66 years old this year, full of children and grandchildren. He is so excellent. Maybe he has become a great leader now, so we can call each other to greet each other during the Spring Festival. Maybe we can meet and talk about our life in the army.

At that time, I didn't think it would cause Lei Feng's death. I believe most people are like me.

Maybe someone reported it immediately after the accident, and the company commander came to the scene soon. At that time, several people at the scene were in a daze. I held Lei Feng tightly and kept calling his name.

The company commander immediately directed us to send Lei Feng to Fushun Western Staff Hospital.

After arriving at the hospital, the medical staff immediately put into rescue. On the way to send Lei Feng to the emergency room, I saw Lei Feng twitching all over, smoking badly and even sitting up suddenly.

Outside the emergency room, I watched the doctors and nurses go in and out, busy, and my eyes just sparkled ... Until then, I thought Lei Feng had only fainted temporarily, and he would definitely wake up and recover, and he would definitely continue to drive the 13 car with me.

Later, a man came out and said to us, "No, go back and prepare for the funeral."

I can't stand up at once.

That's not true.

Then someone covered Lei Feng with a white sheet and pushed his bed forward. I instinctively dragged my limp legs and followed him until I reached the morgue. I don't even know when others left.

I have no strength all over, and I have been leaning against Lei Feng's bedside, staring blankly at the white sheets.

Then an old man came up and said, I'll lock the door.

I shook my head and he left.

I don't want to go. I have no strength to stand up. I just want to be with the monitor.

It's freezing in the morgue. There must be other bodies next to it. At that time, I knew nothing about fear, and my mind was blank. I didn't know what I was thinking.