The indulgence of youth and the infatuation with the English teacher and her agreement have changed my life.

Everyone has a young and unforgettable first love. My first love is very special. It's not so much the first love as the unrequited love, because the other person is none other than my English teacher in high school. Indulge youth I didn't expect that I fell in love with our English teacher, and I worked hard for her. Although I know it's impossible between us, no matter how slim the hope is, I will seize the opportunity, just to leave no regrets for my youth.

Now, I am married, have a career, a wife and children. Only in many midnight dreams, I still often think of the deep and indulgent first love when I was young. I admit, I still haven't completely put her down in my heart, and I still have her shadow.

The first love of others is young and beautiful. My first love is like a cup of bitter coffee. I thought it would be bitter with sweet, but after drinking at the bottom of the cup, what remained in my mouth was still very bitter. But I am strangely infatuated with this feeling.

Because my first love was none other than the teacher who taught us English in high school. I also know that the relationship between teachers and students can't have any good results, not to mention a wishful thinking person like me.

However, I have to admit that if I hadn't fallen in love with my English teacher, I don't think I would have achieved today. It was my obsession with her that turned me into a driving force for learning. I tried my best to be the person standing next to her in the future.

Unfortunately, I'm still a little late. She knows I like her, but she can't like me. Even though there is a difference of six or seven years between us, she already has a heart. It's all my fault that I appeared too late and didn't occupy a place in her heart in time.

I think I will never forget what happened between us in the park. Her gentle but cold words plunged into my heart like a knife, and my first love was unilaterally sentenced to death by her.