"Crime Hunting Illustrated Book": Why is Shen Yi, played by Tan Jianci, said to be in a traumatic state?

In a live broadcast, Tan Jianci said that he would set the family background when creating characters, so Shen Yi's traumatic state should first originate from his family.

There is no explanation about Shen Yi's family in the play, only his teacher and mistress, so his family relationship should be broken.

The first trauma came from his growing environment and broken family relationships.

The second traumatic state may stem from his "talent" for killing police officers.

When he was three years old, Painting has always been a gifted artist and he is very proud of it.

However, when talent is restricted by life, his self-esteem and morality are not allowed, which is also the source of his trauma.

The root of this trauma is that he is losing and giving up a lot of things.

First I lost my parents and family, then I gave up the aura of a talented artist, lost the fame and wealth brought by genius, etc., and then I lost the important teachers and teachers in my life.

I don’t know what Shen Yi will lose in the future.

Although Shen Yi is constantly losing, he is also constantly gaining and becoming stronger.

I hope to see Shen Yi, a gentle but determined little painter, in the second part.

Tan Jianci said that Shen Yi's state is very gentle, but his heart is very hard.

When the audience watched the play, they actually wanted to feel his trauma, so I made a corresponding identity substitution. I asked myself if I could do what he did in his state. I cannot selflessly heal someone with physical trauma.

I have also received feedback from some people who have received some inspiration and healing from me.

But my unconscious. I'm just being myself. But he was braver than me and he healed in his own way. Even open his own wounds.

There is also a scene where he is painting, his hand is shaking, he is breaking the brush, it is all an emotional progression, there is no dialogue.

Because when people are in pain, they will lose their voice accordingly. The talent of an artist lies in being alone. Loneliness also gives artists purity of soul. The two complement each other.

If a person cannot completely settle down and does not consider silence, how can he truly shine?