Lonely people always come home late.

Are you going home now? I just finished working overtime and caught the subway home for an hour and a half. It's really hot, even at night, it's still like a steamer, which makes people dizzy. The wind was hot, the flowers withered and the heart dried up. The night in Yangcheng is lively and bustling, with bright lights everywhere. Everyone who hurried home is eager to look forward to it in sweat, and home makes people feel safe and quiet.

Dear, are you always eager to go home at midnight like me? I think you can understand this desire. Our life is tense and busy, and everyone is working hard for life. Suddenly I feel that the city is so big and the night is so deep. Only lonely people always come home late.

I once wrote a paragraph on the speeding train to work in other places: this city is full of high-rise buildings and crowded people. I stand at the crossroads, always wondering where I should go. I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, with the abyss in front and the wild animals behind me, and I feel deeply desperate and lonely. This should be the life of most people. When writing these words, I always felt a little sad at that time, but now it seems to be the most painful understanding. This city is very big, people come and go, and nothing can be caught. I was in the empty subway, watching the hanging hand pull ring dangling, and my heart was booed

Suddenly I remembered a sentence: no one stood with me at dusk, and no one asked me if the porridge was hot. Perhaps this is the portrayal of the life of people who come home late and feel lonely inside.

But life is not lonely. You see that friends had a good time when they were young, and then look at the study and life together when they were students. There is no estrangement, no pursuit of fame and fortune, no interest involved, only pure friendship and sincere feelings. Later, I entered the society and honed a lot. In a group of thousands of people, we are no longer pure and sincere. One day, I picked up my mobile phone and wanted to talk to someone, only to find that there were hundreds of phone numbers in the address book, none of them; One day, I saw a funny thing and wanted to share it with others, only to find that no one had shared it … I was already alone before I knew it. Loneliness has become a normal life.

As a result, we gradually got used to eating alone, going to work alone, watching movies alone, going to the hospital alone and doing many things alone.

Honey, do you know what it's like to cry and laugh with popcorn in your hand at the movies? Once, I turned off all the lights in my room and turned on the TV in the middle of the night to watch the movie "Rolling Red Dust". I was the only one in the room, and my shadow flashed on the screen. I have a glass of cold water in my hand, and everything is quiet. The love and hate of the plot rise and fall, and so does my heart. When the hero and heroine danced to the music of the world of mortals, I couldn't help crying any longer. At that moment, I understood that no matter how noisy the world is, closing the door has nothing to do with me. I am alone from beginning to end. Since then, I have stopped watching sensational movies and TV at night.

It is said that where there are many people, people will not be lonely. But on the contrary, the more people there are, the more they resist the tasteless forced smile. Life is very tired, and I need a rest in my heart. For the deep complexity of human nature, I gradually became understandable and unbelievable. I don't want to choose loneliness, but loneliness chose you and me. A person is not necessarily bad, and a sea of people does not necessarily have a place to live. Just a few friends, a few friends is enough.

Life is long, and lonely people always come home late. And I hope I can go home with a happy mood every day in the future.

What about you, dear? Going home late or early?