I feel that living is suffering, so I am bored, depressed and want to die. I often put a knife on my wrist, but I don't have the courage. I am too weak to even die.

Be strong. No one can cure depression by one or two sentences. You can only rely on your subconscious to motivate yourself. What others say will only make you feel disgusted. This is my personal experience. People don't live for so-called success, so-called fame. This world is so wonderful that you can never hide it. According to our character, we can only live a little like a Buddha. Don't struggle every time we encounter bumps, we should keep ourselves optimistic, ask for help when we encounter difficulties, and we also need to calm ourselves down.

There are many people like you in this world, and I have encountered your problems, but I have realized my philosophy. There are many mediocre people in this world, most of whom are mediocre, mediocre and addicted to the rules of life. Even if they know that they are mediocre, they will doubt themselves and question why I am so useless and why I am not successful in society.

Mediocre people must first wake up to themselves, and self-help instinct will cross the barrier of doubting themselves. When you completely doubt the meaning of your existence, you will choose to abandon your life, you will spit on the whole society, and if you can wake up to yourself, you will be reborn.

Finally, I want to tell you that fear of death is not a disadvantage. Fear of death saved you, and I'm afraid of death.