Miss grandma and wish you happiness in another world.

Grandma left me for almost two years. Recently, I always dream about my grandmother and wake up crying in my dreams. I probably miss her too much.

Although grandma has left, I always feel that grandma has not left me. I don't admit the fact that she left.

But I can't see her every time I go home. I miss her very much. In my mind, I still see her sitting on the kang, smoking on the kang. But my home has changed, which makes me feel very trance.

Now I can only sit here, thinking about grandma's voice and smile, talking to her and sitting down to have dinner with her. I miss her very much. There are too many stories with grandma.

Now I can finally understand a book "Grandmother's Quotations" written by Ni Ping, the host, because my grandmother and I have deep feelings, and she has given Ni Ping a lot of spiritual strength.

Grandma and I have a lot of feelings and have a lot to say with her. I really want to chat with her and listen to her past days and stories.

Grandma is a clever old lady with a good memory. Although I am old, my grandmother has always been very young in my heart. She is active in thinking, her ideas can keep up with the times, and there is no obstacle to communicate with her.

After chatting for a long time, I talked for three or four hours, which caused grandpa to protest. Either our conversation disturbs grandpa from watching TV or our conversation disturbs him from sleeping.

My conversation with grandma mainly includes stories about her childhood, such as when she was a child, she went to school, coaxed her younger brothers and sisters and went to the mountains to dig wild vegetables. Then there is the story of her marriage and family, as well as her in-laws, weddings, funerals and so on. And grandma told them the story of starving to death in hard days, and so on.

Listening to grandma's stories about the past means telling history. Every time I tell grandma, I always listen with relish. On the one hand, I think it's interesting to recall past stories now. On the other hand, I think grandma's past life was really not easy. Grandma has been a person with bad karma all her life.

Like grandma, my family was poor when I was a child. Besides working, she also helps her mother take care of her younger brothers and sisters. She went out to play with her younger brothers and sisters on her back to amuse them. When I was a teenager, I should not only cook like an adult, but also learn to make cotton-padded clothes and trousers for my brothers and sisters.

I think grandma should undertake the work that adults should do as adults when she was young. She has no childhood of her own, let alone a life of her own. She has been worrying about and doing things for her family. At an early age, she has to bear the pressure and burden that does not belong to her.

Grandma/kloc-married her grandfather at the age of 0/8 and became someone else's wife at a young age. After marriage, she began to have children. Grandma gave birth to seven children, five daughters and two children. But when grandma was young, in addition to taking care of her children and family, it was more painful for her to bear the blow of her children leaving her. Grandma gave birth to two girls in her twenties and then gave birth to a boy, but when the boy lived to 1 years old, he got sick and died. According to grandma, she cried for a long time and it took her a long time to get out of such a blow. Grandma finally gave birth to her only son, my father.

When grandma was in her twenties, the child left and was hit. Twenty years later, fate seems to be joking with her, and she has experienced another blow. My second aunt died of cancer. It took grandma three years to recover from the shock. Later, I heard from my grandmother that she was going crazy because she missed my second aunt so much.

In the following decades, grandma has been thinking about her second aunt, but she didn't say anything. As soon as the Spring Festival is over, other aunts will go home to accompany their grandparents. Grandma will miss my second aunt. Although she said nothing, she was still very sad.

By the time my aunt and dad got married, my grandmother could enjoy herself and began to take care of me and my sister. My grandmother took us to the university. She is over 60 years old. Grandma seems to have never lived for herself in her life. With her own time, grandma is old, can't walk, can't eat, her health is getting worse and worse, and she is riddled with diseases, so she relies on drugs to maintain her health.

Unconsciously, grandma has gone through her life, and she has worked hard all her life. Grandma's life, there are too many stories, but also too many bumps. Grandma loved dandelions most before her death, and she lived as stubbornly as dandelions all her life.

May you be happy, safe and happy in another world.