True story

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Outside the window, the cold wind roared, the rain poured down, and the white buildings were teetering in the storm, as if shrouded in layers of death. A pungent smell of disinfectant continued to pervade the air and the whole ward. The infusion bag or bottle at the bedside "ticks, ticks", and the room is full of anxiety.

Wei Jun just walked out of the gate of hell, stayed in the intensive care unit for three days and three nights, and just transferred to the general ward. He lay quietly in his hospital bed like a dead body, staring blankly at the silent ceiling, his eyes empty. But at this moment, his brain is awake.

To tell the truth, death has always been a very terrible thing for him, no matter in what way. Before that, Wei Jun never thought that one day he would be forced by life and choose to commit suicide. But just as he was cruel, he swallowed the whole bottle of sleeping pills and lay in bed waiting for death, Wei Jun thought it was the best relief for him.

"Now the patient is still in a semi-coma. Although he is out of danger, your parents should pay attention, especially to take care of the patient's emotions. We will stay in the hospital for observation in the next few days. Every day, we will regularly arrange doctors to check the patient's physical condition ... "The doctor explained the patient's condition to his family and quickly recorded it in his notebook with a pen.

"Doctor, this, my son can wake up from the hospital? I don't think it matters. " The woman's tone is a little urgent.

"Our suggestion is that after the patient wakes up, he will stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time. After all, it is more convenient in the hospital. If there is any emergency, we can deal with it in time. Of course, the choice lies with your family. " The doctor answered calmly.

"Yes, yes, the doctor is right. For the better recovery of children, it is more reassuring to stay in hospital for a few days. " The doctor said, and the man standing next to the woman spoke at once.

"That line, here I will arrange as soon as possible. Also, you should pay attention to the problems mentioned just now. I have other patients here. If in doubt, please contact us in time. " The doctor said, and turned to leave.

"When the doctor comes, it won't do. A few days ago, I spent more than 20,000 yuan in the intensive care unit, and we ... "The woman took the doctor and was interrupted by the man before the words were finished. "Well, follow-up treatment will do as the doctor says! Thank you, please! "

Although there is a door, Wei Jun can still clearly hear the conversation between the doctor and his family. The impatient woman outside the door is his mother and the man next to him is his uncle. He didn't seem surprised by his mother's reaction, but he was a little disappointed in his bloodshot eyes. During his stay in Wei Jun, his father never showed up. However, he didn't have the heart to blame his father at all.

Wei Jun painfully closed his eyes. Eight years, too many things have happened in these eight years. Especially his experience when he was young, I shudder every time I think about it. At that time, he was only 16 years old and very young. He should have sat in the classroom with other peers to explore the mystery of knowledge. However, due to family changes, he had to drop out of school and step into the society ahead of time, bearing the pressure that did not match his age.

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Almost everyone in the village knows that Wei Jun's mother is addicted to gambling and drinking, and many people even ridicule: Who dares to marry such a woman? But then my father fell in love with her. Although my mother restrained a lot in communication, my grandparents and uncles strongly opposed my father's marrying such a woman home. Just when my father hesitated to get married, my mother held his hand tightly and gritted her teeth and promised, "That's all in the past. I promise never to go to the casino again. " Trust me! Her sincere face touched her father and he decided to marry her. Father and his family have been quarrelling for a long time.

Married life was passable at first. My father is a teacher in the village. Although his salary is not high, he is respected by the villagers. Mother mainly helps others to do farm work, and can subsidize the family more or less. In the following years, the mother gave birth to two sons (the eldest son: Jie Jun; The youngest son: Wei Jun), the mother is expensive. After getting married, she really stopped gambling. Slowly, my in-laws recognized her from the heart.

With the growth of the two sons, the economic expenses of the family are increasing day by day, and there are many similar families around. Most parents let their eight or nine-year-old children do farm work together early and help their families. My father is a teacher and knows the importance of education to children. He is usually very busy at school and has to go home on weekends. The short two-day break is often used to correct students' homework and prepare lessons. He has no time to take care of his son. Mother was uneducated and sometimes she spoke rudely, so father decided to send his two sons to school. Only in this way, the burden at home is heavier. Looking at her husband's sad face, my mother wanted to say something, and then she swallowed it.

After paying the tuition and living expenses of two sons, life is not as difficult as my father expected. He wondered why his wife earned so much from farm work at once, and her mother didn't explain anything, but just handed the money to her father as always.

Later, several times, the neighbor secretly said to his father, "I recently saw your wife frequenting two dog (the casino in the village). Is this Eiko (mother) starting again? " Father was very angry. "Don't put these nonsense aside. You must have mistaken me for someone else. You don't know that my eiko hasn't touched that thing for years! " In my father's heart, I still care about others looking at his wife with mocking eyes as before. "Well, I didn't mean any harm, just kindly remind you." The neighbors are obviously a little unhappy.

My father didn't doubt it, but he never believed it. Because of his busy work, he didn't go home to verify his neighbor's words. Plus, every time he came home, his wife's performance was normal, so he didn't ask much.

-3-

One day after dinner, my mother said to her husband who was bent over his desk to correct his homework, "Hey, I'll go to Sister Li's to settle this month's salary." Jie Jun ran to his mother. "Mom, I just finished my homework and have nothing to do. Let me go to Aunt Li's house with you. " My mother hesitated for a while before my father turned to see her. In order not to let my father see the clue, my mother had to say, "OK, let's go together." Then he took his son out.

At ten o'clock in the evening, my father looked up at the old clock hanging on the wall and began to sort out a lot of exercise books on the desktop and folded them neatly. I got up and stretched myself, stared at the iron gate and muttered, "Why don't you come back so late?" Father grabbed his coat and put it on his body, ready to go to Sister Li's house.

Before he walked out of the alley, he saw Jie Jun running to his father happily. "Why come back alone? What about your mother? " Father asked. Jie Jun shyly, "my mother ... I came back alone ... my mother, oh, by the way, my mother is still drinking tea at Aunt Li's house. She said there were still some things to do, so that I could come back first, so that Dad wouldn't worry. Brother ... is brother asleep? " My father seems to be thinking something. Jie Jun pulled his father's skirt a few times, and his father woke up. Hold my son's hand. "In that case, let's go home first." On the short trip home, Jie Jun was in a very good mood. Although he tried to suppress it, he was full of joy. My father witnessed all this.

Entering the house, Jie Jun took off his shoes, washed his face casually, whistled and got ready for bed. Father stopped him. "Come on, tell dad, why are you so happy today?" The son is cold. "No ... No, I ..." "Is there anything that a father and son can't say? Come on, let ABBA be happy. " When the father finished, he moved two short stools from the side and motioned for his son to sit down.

Jie Jun couldn't beat his father, rolled his eyes, looked at his father's eyes again, nodded heavily, and then asked seriously, "ABBA, is reading really useful?" Do you want my brother and I to study hard and be teachers like you in the future? "The father touched his son's head and said lovingly," It doesn't matter whether you are teachers or not. The key is to study hard now so that you can do what you want in the future. " The son cocked his head and continued to ask, "Do what you want to do? Is it possible to earn a lot of money by reading books? "Father smiled." It can be said, but money is a thing outside the body, but knowledge is a rare treasure! """the adults in the village all praised ABBA for his good work, but ABBA, our family is not rich. Some people can easily make a lot of money without reading, just like tonight ... "Jie Jun covered his mouth in the middle, awkward. The father's face suddenly became serious, but without asking, he patted his son on the shoulder. "Study hard and don't fantasize too much. Go to sleep first. " Jie Jun nodded embarrassedly and ran into the back room.

Father took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, pulled out one, picked up a lighter, snapped, lit the cigarette sandwiched between his forefinger and middle finger, took a deep breath and spit it out slowly. He smoked one cigarette after another, and his cigarette butts spilled all over the floor. He is not like this at ordinary times. His wife bought this pack of cigarettes four days ago. Behind the smoke is the dead face of a middle-aged man.

"ABBA ABBA, why don't you sleep?" /kloc-Wei Jun, a 0/2-year-old son, got up to pee and found that the small white woven light in the outhouse was still on. His father sat there as if he had lost his soul. He called his father several times, but he didn't get a response, so he came to see.

Wei Jun shook his father several times before he recovered. "Oh, why are you up? It's cold at night. Go inside quickly. Dad stays up late. Oh, your mother hasn't come back yet, I'm waiting for her. " Father looked at the clock again. It will be twelve o'clock in a quarter of an hour. Wei Jun "well", and went in. Today weekend, I went out to play with my companions for a day, and I was a little tired.

Soon, the door outside creaked open, and it didn't seem to hear footsteps. The door was gently locked. Mother crept in, afraid of making too much noise and being found. When she opened the door, she saw a light in the room, which made her feel a little guilty. When she came in and saw the familiar figure under the lamp, her heart was even more shocked.

By the light, the small pile of cigarette butts on the ground was extremely dazzling, and my mother felt uncomfortable. She still pretended to be calm and said, "Why don't you sleep so late today?" Father looked up at her without saying a word. "Well, I was going to come back with Xiaojie to get the completion payment ... but Sister Li ... just took me to sit for a while. Woman, talk about darkness ... "Mother explained intermittently, then took out a cloth bag from her pocket, put it on the table, opened it and said," Hey, here's the salary, take it. "

Father glanced at it. There were at least several thousand dollars on the table. He pinched off his unfinished cigarette and stood up with a straight face. Mother looked at him timidly, afraid to speak, but guessed something in her heart. Father finally said, "Where did you go except to Sister Li's house tonight?" "No ... no ... I went to pay her ... and sat for a long time." Mother bowed her head and dared not look her father in the eye.

"salary? How many times more than before these days? Did you go to two dog again? " My father said bluntly, "How did you promise me before? Besides, you said your son was young. How can you take him to a place like that? " Mother felt no need to hide it. "Don't be angry. I've been lucky recently. In fact, most of what I showed you won. " I estimate that with a few more, my son's tuition in autumn will be reduced. ""Shut up, you don't know this situation in our family. If you lose the bet, you won't have enough money to pay! " Father is very angry.

My mother suddenly hid her face and cried. "Yes, I know there is no money at home, and I depend on your salary of eight thousand eight hundred every month. My income is not high and my son has to go to school. This day is very tense. But that's why I have to make more money to relieve your pressure! Of course, gambling has lost and won, and I know it. "

Father is even more angry. "People must keep their feet on the ground. Your money comes and goes quickly. If the tuition fee is not enough, you can borrow it from your relatives and pay it back slowly. But you, if you don't change your mind, what if you want to bring your son down? " Mother cried even louder. "What relatives are willing to lend you money? Your sister didn't say anything about the money she owed my aunt for decorating the house last year. What about your brother-in-law? Doesn't he care? And my brother's wife, who was collecting debts last month. What can I do? "

Father was silent for a long time. Mother wiped her tears and tentatively said to her father, "Why doesn't Xiaojie stop reading? Many people say that he is very talented tonight, and I will get started right away. " Father jumped up and the veins stood out: "Don't hit my son! Don't gamble in the future, or I won't finish with you! "

Wei Jun witnessed all this. He didn't sleep after entering the room. I secretly opened the door several times. My father is a little abnormal tonight. He wanted to ask something more, but he hesitated and held back. Until he heard his mother's voice, he hid behind the door again, carefully opened a door and looked at his parents.

That night, the little son who suffered from insomnia, not only his parents, heard that his mother had the idea of not letting his brother study. He was afraid and wouldn't let him study. He also wants to go to college with his deskmate's good brother Quan.

-4-

From then on, my father found a part-time job. He had to provide education for his two children, and neither of them could be left behind. Wei Jun, the youngest son, studies hard, while the mother takes her eldest brother out from time to time, occasionally encouraging her youngest son to join her, but he resolutely refuses every time. My father knows this, and every time he goes home, he earnestly discourages his mother. Many times, it is fruitless, and there is nothing he can do for his eldest son.

My father never imagined that my mother would never change her mind, but she became bolder and bolder. If you lose, try to borrow money from relatives and friends behind your father's back. At first, other mothers thought it was for their son's tuition. Later, when they heard that they wanted to take money to gamble, they stopped borrowing it, and some of them gradually stopped contacting each other. Even my grandparents don't want to pay attention. At first, their parents strongly opposed their father marrying their mother. The old man is worried that his daughter-in-law has bad hobbies, which will affect family harmony.

In the following years, my father was disciplined by his elders and laughed at by his brothers and sisters, and was expelled from school. Later, he changed careers and jobs, but he never handled the relationship between his colleagues well. Because wherever my father goes, my mother will cheat people around her when she knows. My father had no choice but to go home and farm.

Father is the main source of income in the family, and his life is not comfortable. In addition, without a fixed income, life is more difficult. Besides, my mother has given up gambling for several years. At that time, she originally wanted to collect tuition fees for her son and tried her luck. It happened that she would win every bet in a short time, and it was out of control from then on.

Jie Jun, the eldest son, kept skipping classes, learned all kinds of gambling in three years, and often smoked, drank and fought. Although the school is in the town, the headmaster is from the same village. Because of my friendship with my father for many years, I couldn't bear to let him drop out of school and went to the office to talk to him several times. I hope he can return to the prodigal son and cope with the upcoming senior high school entrance examination.

The youngest son, Wei Jun, entered the second grade of junior high school, and his grades were among the best in the grade. He tried his best to help his father. On holidays, he will work in the fields with his father and also contract most of the housework. His mother and brother wandered around the house day and night. When they entered the room, they asked his father for money. If his father doesn't give it, his mother cries, and sometimes he punches and kicks his youngest son. The father blocked the fight for his youngest son several times, but he never had the heart to start work on his mother, which is one of the reasons why his mother's condition worsened.

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Until one afternoon, Wei Jun and his father were having dinner, and his mother and brother had not come home for several days. Before the table was cleared after dinner, four or five fierce people came in with iron bars. The father didn't know them, so he held his youngest son tightly behind him. "What are you ..."

One of them shouted, "Let's ask for money! Last month 18, your wife borrowed 50,000 yuan from our boss and promised to return it ten days ago, but she didn't even show up. Do you think this debt should be paid? "

Wei Jun leaned out from behind his father with a surprised face and a trembling voice: "Fifty thousand? So much? Uncle, will you make a mistake? " Father has always been a gentle man. Faced with these strong men, he could barely squeeze out a smile and nodded. "Big brothers, isn't it different to borrow fifty thousand dollars?" ? Have you seen our home ... "

"Come on!" As he spoke, one of them suddenly raised the table with an iron bar in his hand. "Your wife called eiko? Oh, is that Jie Jun your son? " "It seems that this matter is true." Father thought. He hesitated for a moment, then continued to say kindly to them, "Why don't you go back first and wait for my wife to come back, and I will discuss with her and return the money to you as soon as possible!" "

"Huh?" One person motioned to the person next to him with his eyes, and several others understood and searched his father immediately. His father had only a few dozen pieces in his pocket, and they took them away. "Come into the back room and have a look!" The man shouted again like an order. Wei Jun ran to the front to stop him, but his father stopped him. His father shook his head at him, looked out of the door and motioned for him to find a chance to run out later.

The men rummaged through the wardrobe for fear of missing any corner suspected of hiding money. Later, they only found a few hundred dollars in their father's coat hanging in the closet. Wei Jun took the opportunity to run out. He wanted to call the police, but the police station was in town. He didn't have a cell phone, and he couldn't find a phone nearby. It is estimated that it will take a long time for the police to come, and it is a matter of course to pay back the money. At most, it is a punishment for burglary. He thinks it's best to go to the village Committee to find the uncle who has contacts with his father. He has some official positions in the village. If he comes forward, can you reduce the interest?

When Wei Jun, his uncle and several other elders of the village committee arrived, only his father stayed in the room. He sat on the ground in a trance, and his elders kept asking him what had happened, but his father never spoke. Wei Jun watched his uncles take turns comforting and persuading his father, but his father didn't respond, so he said to several elders, "Thank you for your concern. You go first, I'll tell my dad. "

Seeing that his father still didn't want to talk, Wei Jun picked up a broom and dustpan, cleaned up the broken bowl of dregs on the ground, and went into the back room to sort out the clothes scattered all over the floor. "Son, listen to ABBA, you must live well and study hard. Don't stay in this small village in the future! " Father suddenly came in and said to his son who was squatting on the ground sorting things. Wei Jun looked up at his father, who turned his face away, and two lines of tears fell on his wrinkled and dirty face.

Even after being chased home, my mother and brother did the same thing and continued to gamble outside. Wei Jun works harder than before. Near the third grade, he wants to stabilize his grades and strive for greater breakthroughs. He hasn't been home for two weeks, and the school is not far from home. He has been living in school and doesn't want to go back. When he left home two weeks ago, his father gave him 200 yuan to study and ignore other things. Both mother and brother are stubborn, and the only thing that can make him worry at home is his father.

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Although the living expenses given by his father are still there, Wei Jun decided to go home and have a look. Before entering the house, he saw a man sitting at the door in the distance. Looking closer, the man hung his head, dressed in rags and unkempt. Before the man could ask who it was, he looked up at the footsteps and looked blankly at the newcomer. "Ah ... ABBA?" Wei Jun opened his eyes wide. "Who are you?" Fathers who have been together for 16 years don't recognize their sons. His tears suddenly stopped. What the hell happened?

Wei Jun helped his father and went into the house. The house is empty and many furniture are missing. Suddenly, his father opened his hand and ran in the room, laughing as he ran. Mother is cleaning up the faded food, and my brother is sitting on the ground and smoking gloomily. Mother was a little happy when she saw her little son. "You're back!" ""mom, did dad ... see a doctor? " Wei Jun asked anxiously.

"Oh, you ABBA, I don't know. I thought I had heatstroke before, and it's not good to drink medicine. I'm a little crazy recently. I always talk to myself and I don't know what I'm talking about. Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad, and now he makes trouble when you come back. " Mother seems very calm. "Oh, your aunt came to see, put two hundred dollars. She also said that your grandparents were sick when they found out, but let's not worry. They'll handle it over there. We also found the girl in the big room (the old woman playing ghosts and gods in the village, also called her "fortune teller") and said that she was crazy, poof ... "My mother actually smiled while covering her mouth.

"How much is that fifty thousand before? There is still money owed to Uncle menstruation? " Wei Jun stared at his mother. "Ha, ha, ha, don't worry. The boss said he could give us some more time. " Mother is not worried at all, as if she can pay off her debts soon.

"I went into the house to do my homework." Wei Jun helplessly looking at his father, said. My younger brother suddenly flew into a rage, tore off his younger brother's schoolbag and fell heavily on the ground. "I said, can you stop reading this kind of broken book?" Brother suddenly froze, unknown so. My brother continued to roar: "Do you know that our family has no money to give you? Tuition and accommodation, and information fees from time to time? Can you think about your family? " Wei Jun didn't speak. He looked at his father who was giggling. His father stopped suddenly. "Yes, no money, no money."

Wei Jun didn't know how to finish the meal, but on the way back to school, his heart was very heavy. He recalled that when he left home, his neighbors caught him and secretly told him that in the past two months, different people had been coming to collect debts, mostly from other villages. Even a bearded man forced his father to kneel. Many people are watching, but they dare not interfere. Father also became abnormal after that incident.

He thought a lot along the way. A boy of 1 m 75 walked and cried. He neglected the strange eyes of passers-by. He just kept thinking: Is he a drag on his family now?

For the next month, Wei Jun couldn't concentrate on his studies. He ran home after school. His father didn't want him to do too much work before, just needed him to study hard. But now that my father is ill, it seems that I don't know him. I no longer urge him to read more books when he is free, and I no longer discuss with him which writer has which creative styles.

On the eve of the final exam, Wei Jun never went to school again, and he planned to drop out. Once the class teacher met him, and after learning the situation, the teacher felt very sad. Later, he secretly gave him money to pay for next semester's tuition. Tell him not to tell. The teacher asked him to prepare for the final exam, and then we can work out the rest of the tuition together. Wei Jun thanked the head teacher from the bottom of his heart, and shook the idea of dropping out of school. Unexpectedly, when I came home that night, my brother somehow rummaged through his schoolbag and took hundreds of dollars from the class teacher. He is desperate to the bottom, and the book really can't go on.

In this way, Wei Jun made up his mind to drop out of school. After bidding farewell to my teacher and several close classmates, I left school. But instead of gambling in the village all his life like his brother, he decided to go to a new place to work hard. When Wei Jun packed his bags and prepared to go to the station, his father hugged him tightly and kept chanting: "ABBA is useless, ABBA is useless!" "

-7-

In the next three years, Wei Jun went to five cities and worked as a coolie. In big cities, he still pays attention to academic qualifications. He regrets dropping out of school, and now he doesn't even have a junior high school diploma. He worked as a waiter, real estate agent and porter ... but his salary was not enough. As soon as the monthly salary reaches Cary, he takes it out and sends it home.

In the past three years, Wei Jun has only been home several times. It's not that he doesn't want to go back. He is bent on making more money outside in order to pay off the debts owed by his mother and brother at an early date. The debt at home is like a bottomless pit and an invincible cage, which keeps Wei Jun trapped. Every time my mother promised on the phone, she went back on her word intermittently. When she entered the casino, she didn't even know her last name. My brother has no real job and dreams of making a fortune by gambling all day.

Wei Jun once wanted to give up, but the thought of his father suddenly softened him up. Since my youngest son left, my father's illness has become more serious. Sometimes when I see a teenager with a schoolbag on his back on the road, I run to grab him and walk home, saying that I want to go home early to make up my homework. Most of the children in the village are afraid of him, so many parents have warned him that if they scare the children again, they will call the police to arrest him. He is always happy. "Can the police take me to Xiao Wei?"

There used to be a clever girl named Xiaoling around Wei Jun. She also dropped out of school and went to work. The difference is that she is a rich second generation. She is tired of the bondage of study and family. I often go on a hunger strike. Later, parents really had no choice but to let Xiaoling go out by herself, on condition that the family temporarily cut off her financial resources. Xiaozhen really came to a strange city alone. The first person she knew after coming out was Wei Jun. After getting along for half a month, she became fond of Wei Jun and pursued him actively.

Wei Jun, who has just turned 20, understands Xiaoling's thoughts. In fact, he has feelings for her in his heart, but he also knows that he is not worthy of this girl under his present conditions. As far as the current situation of his family is concerned, he should not move his mind except to work hard for a while. Although Xiao Ling pursued Wei Jun fiercely, he always pretended to be indifferent, but his heart was extremely painful. Soon, Xiaoling was picked up by her parents. Wei Jun didn't say goodbye to her, but silently wished the brave girl a bright future. However, what about his future?

The fourth year of coming out is the most difficult time for Wei Jun. He works in a factory during the day and works as a waiter in a restaurant at night. He is only allowed to rest for two days a month. These two places are full of the smell of oil smoke. In the factory, people who come into contact with them are rude and irritable. With the low roar of the machine, people who are sleepy will always give angry abuse tacitly, breaking the peace of the air, and Wei Jun has gradually become a member of numbness. In the restaurant, Wei Jun needs to control his emotions. He always smiles in front of all kinds of guests. Every time he sees others sitting around the dining table, he is especially envious. He once had a happy family!

-8-

"awei, come back, your dad ... your dad ... he's dying!" When Wei Jun got a call from his uncle, he didn't have time to pack too many bags. He took a small bag and hurried to the railway station. He was trembling all over, and he couldn't even tell where he was when he bought a ticket at the station. In the past twenty-two years, there has never been a moment that made him panic like this. Thirteen hours after the train returned, he wanted to fall asleep with his head tilted, hoping to wake up and find that everything was a dream, and Dad was still waiting for him in the alley as usual. But he dare not sleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, ABBA stood in front of him covered in blood.

He couldn't help crying on the train. In the past few years when he left home, he silently endured fragility and loneliness and dared not talk to others. Now the closest person is leaving. He cried one after another, and the strength he lost in crying was beyond imagination.

When my father went to the funeral, he looked at the painted scarlet coffin lying in front of him, and the four corners of the coffin lid were firmly fixed by nails. Wei Jun can't cry any more. Here, lying down, is the person he has always cared about most!

In the mourning hall, many relatives and friends who have not been in contact for a long time suddenly appeared. They wear white coats, hats and belts, and burn incense in turn. The earthen basin on the ground turned red because of the constant burning of paper money, which made the mourners' faces and eyes red. After burning incense, relatives from all walks of life retreated aside to have tea and chat casually. My father didn't like excitement before his death, and he still couldn't escape the noise and noise of this world when he took the curtain call. Wei Jun looked around and didn't seem to see any sad expression on her face.

Before carrying the coffin, relatives bowed five times and deducted three times. Mother suddenly fainted from crying and was helped aside by her aunt. Wei Jun met his bohemian eldest brother for many years for the first time, and skillfully obeyed his master's arrangement. Last night, he was at the wake, and his brother was lying on the coffin, crying like a child.

-9-

After dealing with his father's funeral, Wei Jun was exhausted. In the evening, my father ran into his dream again and said with a wry smile, "I'm sorry!" " "Wei Jun suddenly sat up, sobbing.

Before he could completely calm down, there was a quarrel from the outhouse, which broke his heart. He got up and opened the door. Not far away, the two people who fought for the rest of the funeral expenses were his mother and brother. Mom shouted for money to turn over the books, and my brother shouted for money to invest in stocks.

Wei Jun didn't come forward to dissuade. He closed the door quietly and locked it. He completely collapsed. Trembling, he took out the sleeping pills in his small bag. This family, he alone, probably can't survive. ...

- 10-

Thought of here, Wei Jun thumped on the hospital bed, accompanied by a painful roar!

Mother rushed in. "Son, you finally woke up!" "Wei Jun turned his face to one side, and his mother stood by, crying to admit his mistake, just as sad as when his father cried at the funeral. Wei Jun suddenly turned his head, looked at this poor, sad and ridiculous woman and laughed. Will mom really turn over a new leaf?

Wei Jun tried to pull out the needle on the back of her hand, and her mother plopped down on the ground. "Son, you can't take it hard! If your uncle hadn't found out in time that night, you would have left long ago. " "Son, who would your mother expect without you?" "I promise ... yes, I promise I won't gamble when I get home!"

Soon, my uncle also heard the news. He pulled Wei Jun's mother away. "Elder sister, you go out first, and I'll tell my nephew." Say that finish, mother slowly walked out of the ward. Wei Jun looked at her rickety figure, and her heart was pricked.

"awei, my uncle knows that you won't listen to anything now, but I still want to say a few words to you. You must live well ... "My uncle sat by the bed, holding Wei Jun's hand, and talked sincerely for more than half an hour. Wei Jun hardly listened. His mind only revolves around the words that his uncle began to say: "You must live well!" "Once upon a time, my father told him something similar!

It is a dark night outside the window, as if it were smeared in the sky with endless colors, without a glimmer of light. The ward is still horribly silent, and Wei Jun muttered, "You must live well for yourself this time!"

Wei Jun stared out of the window for a long time. The sky is not pure black, but there is an infinite blue in black. Along the heart of Wei Jun, it has been extended to far, far places. ...

Turning real life into stories: the first season of the real story collection plan