Do you have anything to say to your predecessor?

? Long time no see, I called you a lot. The only thing that responded to me was a mechanically cold female voice: "Sorry, the number you dialed is power off." Are you okay?

In the past ten years, I have traveled far and met all kinds of people, but no one can be associated with the word "memory" except you. In retrospect, life is always like this, only the time spent with you has always reminded me repeatedly.

Young feelings are so specious that we leave in a hurry. What should be got is not got, what should be lost has been lost, and what I hold in my hand is just a sincere heart.

You once said that you don't love me, and you are only with me because of loneliness. Remember what I answered you? I know. Yes, I know. Those passionate decisions a few years later.

Late at night in the summer vacation of 2008, you called me and just said: I want to see you. That's one of the few ways you express your feelings. In an instant, I felt that I had the power to shine and climbed over the wall from home like a thief. Without a taxi, I ran, ran and ran all the way until the wind was behind me, and the bugs running in the bushes cheered for me. At that moment, God blessed me.

I've been running to the place I agreed with you. Carefully pat the dust on your body through the dim and flashing street lights. You said you like cleanliness. So, I waited, waited, waited until the faint light gradually appeared on the horizon and the birds in the tree began to feed. You still haven't come. You said you didn't want me to call you because you were afraid your parents would know. I always keep this in mind and dare not press the dial key. Young and stubborn, I don't want to leave for a long time, wandering under the tree, always telling myself that you will come and I will wait.

I sent countless messages anxiously, and finally I waited for your sentence: I'm kidding, you are so stupid. At that moment, I was unexpectedly not angry, but relieved that you were all right.

? You always said you didn't want to make public the news that we were together. I think this is a supreme honor and a secret between us. In the winter of 2009, I still remember the snowstorm that year. When I got up in the morning, the whole street was crying and grabbing land. Knee-high snow collapsed the brick house, and the animals I fed froze to death overnight.

People have a gloomy face, and everyone invariably avoids this topic. Everyone is as busy as a clock, as tight as a tightrope, trembling and firm. Even in the gloomy days like the end of the world, I am still a little sweet. Is this the end of the world? Until, you let him appear in front of everyone and say, "This is my boyfriend."

? I don't know how to react. I pulled out a look of crying and laughing and said in a hoarse voice, congratulations. People are happy to congratulate you together, but I just want to hide in the corner in shame and run away in a panic. Later, you said that you were just having fun. Don't leave me. I want to refuse, but I can't say anything. I clearly remember that your side face was outlined by the colorful light reflected by the flowing river. I finally realized that the place where your eye pupil reaches and the angle of your side head are far-reaching and do not belong to me.

I am willing to be deceived by you, resented by you, and deceived by you. I just hope you can stay with me for a while, for a while. Watch movies I don't like with you, like everything you like, and see your mood. Even if I go all over the city to buy you a breakfast you casually say, I will tell you stories every night before going to bed and collect all kinds of jokes when you are sad. Even if you say you don't love me, you are holding hands with others and being hacked again and again. Even if I'm black and blue, I'll walk through the thorns to you.

You always say that you like my melancholy. But what you don't know is that my sentimentality doesn't come from puberty hormones, but whether you will come with me or go first, whether you will wake up today or stay with me forever.

My friend said that I endured this relationship too hard, but I never felt sorry. At that time, the joys and sorrows were so obvious and so ups and downs. Since then, I have been as calm as water, with no special joy and no sadness that can drown me. After so long time, your face in my heart has begun to blur. It's time to let go of everything. No matter what happens in the future, I just want to be the tyrant Louis XV at the moment.

After I die, even if the flood is terrible.

After I love, even though I never sleep.

Life is so short, I don't intend to accompany you for a thousand years.

? Dear l

? 20 17.9. 17