I became something I hated.

I don't know when it became something I didn't like.

Fickle, lazy, confused and decadent, I still don't agree with them.

Others say that there is nothing to be afraid of in the world, as long as you make up your mind, you will definitely solve it; The outstanding people in the world are nothing, but they are better than you and work harder than you.

We all know the truth, but we just know it.

I am in my twenties, and there is nothing obscure. Philosophic sentences and words are not only self-aware, but also often used to exhort friends, hoping that friends can understand and put them into action. Ironically, friends often respond, "I know everything, but." . . "The subtext is that I can't help myself.

I hate it so much now. I hate the decadent appearance of others, just like myself now. I know I need to change, but I still stay the same. My thoughts and actions are struggling every day, and the result is that there is no result in continuing.

I like to enrich myself and do everything exquisitely according to the schedule every day; I hate triviality and boredom, despise vulgarity and laziness, and muddle along.

But during this time, I completely became something I hated.

I know that only I can save myself. People who care about me just repeat what I know. It is I who make the change.

Sometimes I comfort myself, maybe I can't fall down again, and the turning point is when I can't bear it, but at this moment, Ge You is lying down, proving that it doesn't make any sense.

I'm always fighting my inner demons, but every time I'm degraded, defeated and run away.

I hate myself now, and I hate the truth that everyone knows.

Maybe everyone will have such a period of depravity, but the time is just unlucky. No, you shouldn't give up on yourself, because this is who you really are.

Maybe everyone has this stage. After all, no one is in the state of fighting chicken blood every day, and the fatigue period is also our inevitable state.

Now I understand all the reasons, of course, I also know that we can't always be so annoying, moderately decadent, and then enough is enough. This is the correct solution to occasional depravity.

I hate myself now, so I'm typing these words on the keyboard just to say goodbye to myself.

Come on, boy, young people should look young and run!