What should I do if I marry love rat?

Do you know that?/You know what? I've always been scared. I don't know how long I need to be with you. All I know is to hold your hand and go straight ahead! I don't know whether the road ahead is tortuous or smooth. I don't know whether you still need my care or my company.

In your silence, I seem to see the ending. Is it time to leave? Breaking up hurts. I'm afraid of leaving. I've always been scared! Once I found courage in your eyes, but now I find that courage has disappeared silently in the years! I found that I don't have much courage to accept you and love each other. It doesn't matter whether it's your fault or mine.

All along, our feelings are an extravagant hope, an endless expectation! In your eyes, feelings can be false, because I have given you a beautiful reality, countless impulses and countless expectations. You were trying to hide yourself when I found that I was fully involved in this dream. Then, I saw my helpless eyes, I saw my depression and pain!

I haven't seen Bing in the infirmary for three days. I think he should be fine. But I'm a little lost, I can't lift my spirits in everything, thinking about my eyes when chatting with him. Chatting with colleagues will also inadvertently mention his wit and talkativeness, and his face will be irritable and embarrassed. My colleagues laughed at me and said that he was not only funny and talkative, but also handsome. You may like him. I feel the same way myself. I have a unrequited love.

After suffering for a week, I finally told this story to the only female best friend in the factory. She is also sunny, rational and wise. She always cares about me like a big sister when I am in a bad mood, enlightening me. After listening to my story, she suggested that I can pursue bravely. Men chase women over mountains and mountains, and women chase men across the veil, and cited a lot of successful cases of women chasing men. It seems that my love is at your fingertips. I am so excited that I can't wait to find Binbin and tell him my love.

But I'm still me. I'm shy. After all, I still can't afford the courage to walk to find him.

After graduation, my father arranged for me to work in his hospital, but I didn't agree. I went to SZ alone with my backpack.

When I am alone, my heart is lonely. Fortunately, I have long been used to that kind of loneliness. It's been more than a year since I came out in a blink of an eye. In the occasional phone conversation with my parents, they are urging me to go home and find someone. I have always resisted going back, not because of the scenery and things there, but because of the people there. As luck would have it, when my parents pursued their marriage, I happened to be experiencing the first relationship in my life? ..

As the days passed, the factory was preparing for the basketball match. As a factory doctor, I was assigned to be on duty, responsible for dressing the wounded. In this factory with an absolute surplus of girls, a basketball club not only attracts handsome guys from all departments and workshops to show their heroic posture, but also attracts a lot of beautiful women to watch and cheer. The scene was sweating and crying for a long time. Suddenly, there was a scream in the gym. In a short time, a hole was made in the originally airtight stadium, and several players joined forces to hold a person and walked to the factory medical area. I was listless and immediately prepared gauze and anti-inflammatory drugs.

The injured person only twisted his foot, and it didn't hurt to change the medicine several times. After that, the wounded came to the infirmary to change their medicine at intervals. He belongs to the sunshine type, always with a smile on his face, warm and easy to approach. When talking to him, I knew that his name was Bin, and he came from Afghanistan like me. He has been in the factory for 3 years, working as a senior technician in the production line. When talking to him, I feel surrounded by happiness all the time.