I just want to talk to you.

It's midnight.

I just miss you and want to talk to you.

I haven't written to you for a long time

Being fired last month, my boss told me, "Don't come to work tomorrow."

I once said the same thing to my employees, but I didn't expect others to say the same thing to me one day.

This is a blow to me, maybe not too heavy, but it is undeniable.

Even now, after the past, on the 40th day, I will still look out of the window, from the 25th floor to the window, and I will still reflect on myself.

This is the fate between people! Some people get along well with each other, while others meet just to have a quarrel. Some people are popular, others are unpopular.

I think we should be close! How else can we be together for decades? I want to have deep feelings with you, even if it's just a kind of care and miss.

I will be a housewife at home seriously! Stop thinking about opening a shop. If you think like this, you won't be sad or entangled.

In fact, being a housewife is a very selfless and necessary occupation, and has no sense of self-worth and identity.

I feel that I have lost my ability to make money.

I asked myself over and over again.

I have answered this question again and again.

No social security and medical insurance, no pension, and even no savings. Some are just mortgages and debts, and some are just educating two children. The pressure of life has long been numb, insignificant and vulnerable in front of poetry and distance.

I hate to tell you these complaints, but if I don't tell you, who can I tell?

I told my son that when my mother was my age, I left home to go to college. At that time, I thought my mother was old, but now I don't feel so old.

In fact, we can't empathize, because everyone's fate and situation are different.

Life is hard.

Seeing someone's screen name is "play alive, play dead", after laughing, there is something wet in his eyes.

I need to find myself.

I bought some flowers the day before yesterday, which are my favorite sunflowers and small daisies. I bought a handful of dried azaleas and rich bamboo today, and I like flowers in my heart. I bought it for myself. At this age, I gradually began to understand one thing, that is, to please ourselves. No matter whether others love you or not, we should love ourselves.

So, baby, I love you.