Don't confuse life

Recently, I listened to a song called "Getting Old in an Instant". The lyrics in it make people feel that life will always come.

I don't know when the temple has frosted.

I wonder when my face changed.

Suddenly miss those who were brave.

And the frivolity of ignorant teenagers.

Suddenly found that life is short.

Suddenly found that the road is no longer long.

I haven't made room to hug myself yet.

Time flies in such a hurry.

How can you get old just by learning to be sensible?

How can you get old just by learning to be tolerant?

How do you know where to go?

Why do you get old before you get there?

Why do you get old at the beginning of maturity?

Why do you get old when you start to understand?

How do you understand that time is useless?

Why do you get old in the blink of an eye?

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Ordinary and realistic lyrics always remind people of their confused life. From birth to frosting on the temples, the luggage of the years is full of ups and downs. Looking back on the past years, everyone yearns for the ideal wave year. In the age of no doubt, I found that the life I came over was actually calm.

When I leave my parents for the first time, I have to walk 100 kilometers and go to high school on the banks of the Yangtze River. I took my father's homemade wooden box, my mother's only two patched coarse clothes and a pair of worn cloth shoes, as well as corn saved by my parents and processed and stored. I left my hometown for ten years with two lines of tears. My mother didn't know that waving is goodbye. She stood at the entrance of the village for a long time, watching my back disappear. .....

The first time I entered the society, I just turned 15 years old and had to drop out of school because of the hardships of my family. I go out with a basket on my back to earn money. I give people manure to farm and carry wood. At that time, I worked hard to earn a dollar a day and then I was satisfied. It rained on a cloudy day, and I repeated my day's work like a donkey. At that time, the biggest confusion in my life was what to eat to save money. My landlord is a 50-year-old man. Every rainy day, he sleeps in the big bed in the main room, and naturally wakes up when he snores. Then he wiped his cold face with his big fat hand, smoked a bag of homemade local cigarettes, and strolled to my mill to check it again. At that time, I dreamed of living to 50 years old early. Then I can also pace like this and soak in time.

It's my first time to work, wearing worn-out sneakers and pants that show my knees. Carrying a canvas satchel, I came to the company to report with longing, yearning and ideals, complimented the smiling face, and carefully answered the applicants' family background, social relations and other questions, for fear of missing the turning point in my life.

After tempering, I finally understand that life is not designed by myself, so I can do whatever I want. I always follow the market like a commodity in the market, otherwise I can't sell it.

In middle age, it reminds me of an article I read, middle age in dog days, which said, "Middle age is an age to laugh. We should not only win the love of the elderly, but also set an example for our children. Always pay attention to your wife's face and cater to your boss's wishes. For the sake of livelihood, face, house and ticket, I later found that passion is a waste for middle-aged people, and dreams are a memorial arch for middle-aged people, so I can remain loyal and be a good bitch. " I think Jiang Wen has a thorough understanding of middle age in life.

In the age of no doubt, all the sharpness in the past has been honed without edges and corners, and the rest is only steady or childish. Say what you want others to say. In addition to doing what you can, spend more time chatting with your children and friends instead of talking about the right and wrong of being a man; And friends in trouble, blowing the scenery of the past, seeking happiness in the mess. ......

The confusing life always makes people feel a lot. The story you have experienced is an experience, and sometimes you can't accept it. Life without confusion is also a kind of creation, so that you haven't had time to realize that times have changed. As the lyrics say: only know where to go, you will be old before you arrive; Old at the beginning of maturity; I am old when I first understand it; I just know that time will grow old if it is not used. ......

This is also my "lost life".