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I was four years old when my parents divorced. I clearly remember that my father knelt on the ground with tears and begged my mother not to leave. My mother has been kicking her father. I calmly watched my mother run away without looking back, and now I wonder why I didn't chase her out at that time. Up to now, my only impression of my mother is that she is thin and has long hair. She especially likes to wear beautiful clothes and often hits me, especially when she loses money playing mahjong. When my mother hit me, my father often blocked the stick that was going to fall on me with his body and said with tears that if he lost, he would lose. Why did you hit the child?

Later, my father began to drink, especially during the slack season. In the evening, he was drunk, but he never hit me, even when he was angry, he wouldn't scold me. He just looked at me, tears touching my head. When I was in the sixth grade, my father married a widow in the village. This is not a glorious thing. This widow is a famous "jinx", and she was married four times before she was 35. The terrible thing is that as long as the man he married died of illness or accident within one year, her third man spent the longest time with her. She was killed after being married for one year and five days. I heard that the body was not found.

In the days to come, I called her Aunt Lan, but she wouldn't let me call her mom, saying that she couldn't have an ugly daughter like me, and that her aunt looked younger. After marriage, my father was even more tired. Why can Aunt Lan buy more beautiful clothes? He even gave up drinking, and the cigarettes he usually smokes are homemade cigarettes from the exercise book I wrote. He is very kind to Aunt Lan. Usually he doesn't want her to do anything. When he comes back from work, he is always busy cooking and washing dishes after eating. Aunt Lan taught me to do my homework while watching TV. For about half a year, I felt the warmth of my family. Although I sometimes see my father looking tired, I always talk to Aunt Lan with a smile.

On the first night of junior high school entrance examination, I was reviewing my lessons. I heard Aunt Lan quarreling with her father. She said if you don't agree, I'll move back tomorrow. My father said you should keep your voice down. The child was reading a book, which made her hear it and affected her study. I don't know what happened. When I sent the exam the next day, I asked my father, why did you quarrel yesterday? Father blushed and said nothing. I said, dad, I have grown up. what can I do for you? There are only two of us in a family of three. Father sighed and said that Aunt Lan's younger brother was getting married, and there was not enough money for the bride price, so he had to borrow 1000 yuan from us. I cried when I listened. The money was saved by my father for my school by helping people move stones and sweating drop by drop. I said, dad, do you want me or her? Please let me know. I looked back at my father when I entered the examination room. He cried, and even his nose ran into his mouth.

Aunt Lan hasn't moved out yet. I know she is scaring her father. As long as she moves away, she will lose this carefree wife life. She won't give up. I don't think anyone can stand her except her father. Of course, the most important thing is that my father still lent the money to her brother, saying it was borrowed. I think it's a little funny. Her parents borrowed tens of thousands of things from our family. How come I've never seen them return it? I remember my father trying to hold back his tears when he spoke to me. He said, don't worry, I'll find a way to pay your tuition. It is natural for relatives to need help when they are in trouble. I said, dad, don't worry. I may not be able to go to junior high school this year. What I can't figure out most is why we want to help others when they are in trouble, but we don't. Later, when the teacher found our home, my father knew that I had written a composition in Chinese during the exam, and the rest were blank. That night, my father drank wine, and when he was drunk, he knelt in the yard and cried all night, accompanied by Aunt Lan.

Great changes have taken place in the future Aunt Lan began to learn to do housework without wearing beautiful clothes. She cooks every day, waiting for her father to come back. In the evening, her father can still smoke and watch TV, and the conditions at home are getting better every day. In junior high school, my father and Aunt Lan sent me to school together. When my father went to help me buy daily necessities, Aunt Lan whispered to me, Hanhan, if you don't mind, please call me mom in the future. I said with a smile that Aunt Lan is used to it, and calling you Aunt can really make you look younger. When I spoke, I saw her eyes were red.

I have lived on campus since junior high school, although the school is only a little more than two miles from my home. Dad and Aunt Lan discussed buying me a motorcycle. I insist on living on campus. I think different living environments may help me learn more. People always have to learn to grow up by themselves! I go home every weekend, so I can stay and chat with my father. Although Aunt Lan treated me much better, I still can't forget that she forced her father to lend money to her brother. She often finds topics to talk to me about, such as being used to it at school and not entangled in eating at school. I always answer casually. Maybe it's her habit of wearing beautiful clothes that makes me always feel that she is tarred with the same brush as my mother who has nothing but vanity.

When I was shopping with Aunt Lan on Saturday morning, she whispered to me, Hanhan, do you want a younger brother or a younger sister? I feel very dizzy after listening to it, and I don't know why I feel this way. I told her with tears, that is your business, and you won't have children with me. Why don't you ask my father? I saw Aunt Lan's face turned purple, and I felt a strange pleasure in my heart. My father was drinking at dinner in the evening, and Aunt Lan told me what happened during the day. My dad asked me, Han Han, what do you mean? I don't know why my tears suddenly flowed out. I said, dad, you can have it if you want. My father drank a big bowl of wine in one gulp. He said to Aunt Lan with red eyes, Xiao Lan, I think I'd better forget it. Many children have multiple burdens. We try our best to provide Han Han for the university. We have been farming for generations. I don't want Han Han to suffer any more. Aunt Lan didn't speak, put down the bowl and ran to the room. I eat with my head down. Back to my room, I said to my father, Dad, if Aunt Lan wants you to have one, I really want to have a younger brother or sister. Father smiled and touched my head, Han Han, study hard, and we will handle our adult affairs well.

Maybe Aunt Lan is really a "jinx" and my poor father can't escape. In the second semester of the third grade, Aunt Lan called me and said that something had happened to my father. I put down the phone and ran home. On the way, I have been cursing Aunt Lan. What should I do if something really happens to my father? My father was still in the emergency room when I arrived at the hospital. It turns out that my dad and Aunt Lan's younger brother drove to the city to do some shopping, and something happened when they came back. I was in tears when my father was pushed out of the emergency room. My father is still in a coma. Father opened his eyes in the ward and asked the first sentence, did you tell Han Han? Never call her. I cried loudly. I said, if dad doesn't tell me, who else can you tell?

I asked for leave to stay with my father. Only when I was discharged from the hospital did I know that it was a big mistake to oppose my father and Aunt Lan having children. His injured lower body was stuck in the steering wheel, which meant that he lost his fertility. I said dad was sorry for you, and dad said with a smile, silly boy, it is unrealistic for me to have children when I am old, and I am in good health now, so is running and jumping. I looked back and saw Aunt Lan's face stretched like a cucumber scorched by the sun.

I was successfully admitted to a key high school, and I was farther away from home, but I still went home every week. To make my life better, my father's business is getting busier and busier. Fortunately, it went well. When I was a sophomore, he picked me up in his car every Friday afternoon. Aunt Lan has changed. She started playing mahjong and quarreled with her father as soon as she lost money. My father and I told her to simply divorce. He always said that she was old enough to forget about it. Many times Aunt Lan always plays mahjong all night, and her father never asks her anything. Every time she asks for money, no matter how much, her father always gives it to her without hesitation. When I was in school, every night when I was lying in bed, I would cry quietly, thinking about why my father was so retribution, and always looking forward to the weekend coming soon, so that I could go home and spend time with my lonely and poor father.

Aunt Lan still had problems in her senior year. When she was playing mahjong with a hemp friend, she bumped into the bed. Father didn't respond when he knew. I don't know why he is always so weak. He even told Aunt Lan that I don't care how you play, but I hope you don't divorce me. Such a thing is undoubtedly welcome for Aunt Lan. At first, she seldom quarreled with her father, but she spent more and more time at home at night.

I quarreled with my father.

I would rather go back to that environment where I can only solve the problem of food and clothing than let my father indulge my wife so much. My father cried in front of me. I haven't seen him cry for years. He said I was old and didn't want to come and go. I won't live long anyway. It's the same if I leave! I cried with my father in my arms. The next day, I found Aunt Lan in a tea room. She is playing mahjong in a sweat, many of which are the blood and sweat of her father. A young man who helped her pour water looked like a eunuch. I know that the gold necklace around his neck was also bought with his father's blood and sweat.

I ran over and gave Aunt Alan a slap in the face without saying anything. She probably didn't expect me to do that to her, burying my face in the table and crying. The pretty boy next to me picked up a stool and jumped at me. I pointed to his nose and said, don't you dare touch me today. Believe it or not, I'll have your penis cut off! After he knew my identity, he smiled and took Aunt Lan away. When I got home, I sat on the sofa and waited for Aunt Lan to come back. She has the courage to bring the boy back. She even told her father that divorce was ok, but she had to give her some money. She also said that she was very attentive in this family. Dad's eyes almost fell out and threw all his savings to that ugly girl. When watching Aunt Lan and Xiao Bai go out, my father fell to the ground and cried like a woman. I dragged him off the ground. I said it would be good for a woman like dad to leave. You should take good care of yourself in the future, and I will make you live a good life when I work. Dad sat on the sofa, smoking one cigarette after another.

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Back at school, my father is still desperately doing business. When he is free, he will drive me to the mall and knock over my favorite things, no matter how expensive, he will buy them for me. Usually, he will drive to school to see me. Sometimes, in order to take me out for lunch, he will wait for me for two or three hours under the teaching building. Students are particularly envious of me, saying that such a good father is hard to find on earth. My father is getting old day by day, and there are more and more white hairs on his head. I often tell him to have a good rest and not just think about making money or even dying. It wasn't long before he learned to dye his hair. He said that people always have gray hair when they get old. He doesn't want me to see only his white hair.

When I was in college, I began to fall in love. In order to spend more time with my boyfriend, I often tell my father that I will attend cram school at school. My boyfriend is also from the countryside and his family is poor, so I often ask my father for money to buy clothes for him. Although I want more and more money, my father has never asked me for anything. He always tells me not to save money at school, but to stay healthy in order to study hard.

It takes more than four hours to walk from home to school. For going out to the movies with my boyfriend for Christmas, my father called me several times, but I didn't answer. Finally, I simply turned off my phone. After watching the movie, we went to have a barbecue. When we got back to school, it was past one. I saw my father's car at the school gate. When I passed by, I saw my father asleep. He crouched until his mouth watered. I knocked on the glass to wake my father. It turned out that he was afraid that I would buy clothes for me. He was already on his way to school when he called me. In order to wait for me, he sat alone in the car for nearly five hours on this snowy night. I cried with him. It's very late at this time, but my father insists on going back, saying that there will be a batch of goods to be delivered tomorrow, telling me to worry about myself, not to play too late casually, and the most important thing is to study hard. I knew my father was angry, and the moment I watched him drive away with a straight face, I thought I should die at once.

When I was lying in bed, I kept thinking about my father and his old face. I cried, and my tears kept flowing like a river that opened the floodgate. I began to worry about my father. Will something slide down because of the heavy snow? I hope Aunt Lan's departure will keep all disasters away from my father.

Something happened to my father. The next day, I got a call from the hospital. Something happened to my father. If the first car accident was caused by Aunt Lan, who brought it? I packed a car and rushed to the hospital without asking.

My father is still in the emergency room. He needs blood transfusion immediately because of excessive bleeding. My father's blood type is B, and the hospital blood bank just lacks B blood. I told the doctor that I was his daughter and could donate blood to my father. I think as long as I can restore my father to health, I am willing to exchange all my blood. It's really pitiful to think about my father. Now I know why my father didn't divorce Aunt Lan in the first place, because there was no one to take care of him except me when he had an accident. If there is no divorce, at least this time Aunt Lan will take care of him.

After the test results came out, the doctor called me to the office. He asked my father how he usually treats me. I don't know why he asked me such a question. I said no problem. Will my father be unkind to my daughter? When the doctor told me that I was not related to my father, I knew nothing at all.

When I woke up, I found myself lying in a hospital bed. My father looked at me in another hospital bed not far from me, wearing an oxygen mask, surrounded by doctors. I saw tears in my father's eyes. The doctor said that my father lost too much blood to be treated. Now wait for me to wake up and say a few words to my father. I threw myself into my father's arms. "Dad, don't die. What should I do if you die? "

Tears kept flowing in my father's eyes. He tried to point to the oxygen mask and the doctor took it away. "Hanhan," he said with a smile, "I have to take care of myself when I leave. When I am stable after reading the book, I will go to your mother. Only she knows who your real father is. I want to tell you when you finish reading the book, but I can't wait until that day. I hope you can take care of yourself! " When his hand drooped feebly, I shouted like crazy, "Dad, I only have one father anyway, and that is you!" " "I saw my father's eyes closed and nodded with a smile.

My father left me a lot of money, but I still finished my college studies. When I graduated, I went to see my father. His grave is covered with grass. I cried on the grave. I said, Dad, you will always be my best dad. If there is an afterlife, I won't be your daughter, but I will be your woman. I will take good care of you all my life and let you spend every second happily in a happy family. I can't wear beautiful clothes, play mahjong and have children with others! !

I have been writing to my father for countless nights. I want to tell him that we should make an appointment to be husband and wife in the next life. Looking at the light blue stationery that turned to ashes, I saw my father running towards me. I lay in his warm arms and cried. Tears of happiness kept flowing from my eyes and dripping on his shoulders. In that world, I can be with my father and devote myself wholeheartedly to the man I love. Finally, I saw my father smile, the most real and comfortable time! !

When moving, I found an old yellow notebook in my father's safe. This was written when he used to help people move stones. On the first page, it says: Han Han is one year and eight months old. I can't believe she's not my daughter. She looks like me. In any case, the child is innocent. I think all I can do is try to transfer (earn) money so that she can go to school well and not go abroad like me. Hanhan, my dear daughter, I will love you forever! April' 83.

The moment I closed my notebook, tears flowed out crazily.