Want a classic sad conversation or diary. .......

Those who have nowhere to put beautiful youth,

Still wasting.

This empty, boring and meaningless day,

How long will it last?

I have never asked myself in all these years.

What exactly do you want?

Never really knew myself,

Who the fuck are you ?

Tell yourself again and again to change yourself,

But nature makes me irresistible.

Tell yourself again and again that you want to live a new life,

But the reality makes me unable to struggle.

Must there be so much helplessness in life?

I hate myself,

Hate your cowardice.

Does life have to have so many regrets?

I hate myself,

Hate your selfishness.

Does life have to have so many setbacks?

I hate myself,

I hate myself for choosing to escape.

Is it necessary to lose so much in life?

I hate myself,

I hate myself for not knowing how to cherish.

Maybe I'll change,

Maybe I will fall.

Maybe I'll try,

Maybe I'll go bald.

Maybe I will,

Maybe I will lose it.

Maybe I will succeed,

Maybe I will fail.

Maybe not. Maybe not.