How to say the sad sentence about the burial of relatives?

1, the whole world suddenly darkened, the line of sight blurred, and the heart became extremely heavy. My mind was in a daze, and my body began to lose weight, as if it were floating. A feeling of falling into a black hole changed from eyes to tears. I suddenly realized that he (she) was gone!

The death of my relatives made me feel the pain for the first time in my life. It means forever parting! Brother-in-law, go.

3. A relative who had never been in contact died, but he felt very sad. I hope he will go all the way and smile in heaven forever.

4. I stand in the cold wind, like a clay sculpture, motionless, as if my uncle tied a rope to my heart, and my heart hurts when I take a step and get involved.

I really remember the despair of life at that time, the infinite nostalgia for my deceased relatives, and watching my father being carried farther and farther. I will never see your despair and inner coldness again, which makes my experience of life cruel, helpless, sad and resentful.