What does it feel like to have anorexia?

After getting anorexia, I just don't want to eat, not hate food at the sight. But I feel that in my own life, there should be no such operation as eating.

Many people will lose weight by controlling their diet, and occasionally they will envy those who eat less. People who are anorexic will even be envied by them. In fact, anorexia patients, if their condition is serious, are really harmful, endangering health and life.

Half a year before graduation, I was accompanied by work pressure and busy things. Sometimes at work, time is always reversed day and night. Because I am a designer, I usually work until three or four in the morning.

So I often skip breakfast, and the meal schedule is also very bad. Sometimes, when you are busy, you don't eat. After a long time, the appetite is getting smaller and smaller. The obvious performance is that even if I have enough time, I eat very little. Chew slowly every time you eat, for fear of poisoning.

As a result, the appetite is decreasing day by day. The weight is also exploding. My height is 174. Although I am not tall, my weight dropped from 130 to10 kg in four months. My thin figure makes me look particularly ugly. When I came home after graduation, my family thought I was taking drugs in college. Even lost the confidence that men should have. What is even more ridiculous is that when I went back to my hometown for a blind date, the matchmaker looked at me and dared not introduce me. People like me seem to have serious diseases. I am afraid that the wrong introduction will delay the girl.

So many things really endanger my life.

Unlike other diseases, anorexia is a psychological disease. It may be because of stress that you eat less, or it may be because you deliberately eat less to lose weight. But slowly this bad habit was formed, and people who lost weight lost weight and were not beautiful at all. And it is difficult to restore the original normal food intake.

My thin figure makes me look fragile, and my protruding skeleton and sunken eyes make the whole person lose the vigor and vitality that a young man in his twenties should have. This is definitely not possible, so I decided to change all this.

Every bad habit is difficult to change, but everything is involuntary and natural when it slowly deteriorates. People who have experienced how hard it takes to change this sickness are unforgettable.

Anorexia is caused by abnormal psychological factors of various pressures and purposes. Anorexia, like depression, also needs to be recuperated slowly and needs a process of gradual recovery. Also, we must establish the consciousness of "health is the most important".