A cheap life

In the past month, the word "despicable life" has been tossing in my mind. All because of one sentence.

My friend said to me, "In fact, if you go on like this, you will easily die of overwork."

I was surprised, wasn't I?

The friend said, "You sleep later than the dog and get up earlier than the chicken. I still think so much all day. Although sometimes the temperament of 250 is completely revealed, you are not a particularly optimistic person in essence, and you will put a lot of pressure on yourself. "

Hearing this, a word suddenly flashed through my mind: cheap life.

My life is quite cheap. No matter how sleepy and tired you are, you can't sleep for long. Go to bed at twelve o'clock at night and wake up just after seven o'clock in the morning. However, in the meantime, roommates can sleep until ten o'clock the next day.

My life is quite cheap. Every time I think my life can be better, there are always many accidents in my life. When I got paid last month, I lost all kinds of money. Then I got seriously ill and spent a lot of money. Every time I do this, the money I earn from working is always not enough for the so-called accidents I encounter in my life. So I'm tired, but I haven't accumulated at all. To put it bluntly, I just feel exhausted, but I haven't made any money yet

My life is quite cheap. When I have experienced many things, I always feel particularly bad. I've been stunned by all kinds of blows. When others can get it easily, I can only envy it.

In fact, one is bad life, and the other is bad life. I'm just saying. It's just that I've experienced a lot of life, and things have changed, making me laugh at myself more.

I just feel that I have experienced many so-called accidents. And these accidents make me more difficult when they keep hitting me. However, at the same time, I feel more confused.

The biggest pressure at this stage is undoubtedly the pressure of money.

After mom and dad paid off the mortgage, my brother immediately chose an extremely expensive major. The tuition fee of this major is calculated by thousands, which makes a well-off family that was still happy become heavily in debt. I have a house and a car, but I feel that my life happiness index is very low. My mother has a headache about our tuition. There's nothing we can do.

So if you can earn some living expenses yourself, let your parents take less. I don't want them to embarrass me to work alone.

So every day is just to meet the basic needs of life, and there is not much luxury. It is also satisfying to go out to the next restaurant once in a while. For example, eating Yang Guofu or Mala Tang will make you feel very happy.

I especially hate the feeling of sitting at a table and eating around a round table, except for people who are familiar with majors in the class. I especially hate the feeling of eating with people I don't know very well. Although I'm not the introverted or silent type. But I actually have special reservations in my heart.

I have always thought that college students now will enjoy it especially. What I can see is that few people know that parents are just eating rice porridge and pickles when eating out. I know my parents didn't.

Last time I went home, I especially wanted to take my mother to a buffet, because she hadn't eaten for a long time.

My mother told me that when she was alone at home, she cooked a big pot of rice porridge in the morning and didn't get off work for an hour until noon, so she heated the rice porridge in the morning and ate it. When I come back at night, I may have cooked too much, so I will continue to eat if I don't want to waste it.

But under normal circumstances, my parents give me and my brother 1000 a month for living expenses.

Last month, my parents wanted to chip in part of my brother's tuition, 15 thousand. So just give me 600 living expenses. I understand.

Actually, I'm frugal. I may eat less than 500 yuan a month, and it will cost about 700 to 800 yuan to buy some clothes and daily necessities. But the money saved is always used in unexpected places. Nothing can make me feel that I can enjoy or satisfy my little desires.

So sad reminders are always like this.

If I tell you, I still believe that life will be better. Can you believe it?

In fact, I tell you, I don't think my life will be good at present, and I believe that I will only get worse for a long time. Because of life, bitch