There was an article among the readers around 2006 about fatherly love.

Her memory of her father began when she was five years old. That night, her father and mother quarreled. After she was awakened, her eyes were still blurred and she came out of the bedroom. A cup flew right in front of her and hit her on the forehead. The bright red blood flowed down, and before he cried, his mother burst into tears. My father panicked, too, and froze for a while before he came to his senses. Hurriedly picked her up and ran out; The hospital is about ten kilometers away from home, and my father ran all the way, dripping water on his face. She kept calling her name, her voice was soft and urgent. He deliberately ignored him and lay softly in his father's warm arms. Father was in a hurry: "Ya Ya, don't scare me ..." Ya Ya suddenly put her arms around his neck and whispered in his ear: "Dad, don't quarrel with mom again, will you?"

"Crazy" dad smiled and cried. He said, "Yaya, stop scaring dad." At this time, her voice choked, and she held the child tighter. Since then, my father has never quarreled with my mother again; That year, Yaya was 5 years old and her father was 35 years old.

When she enters puberty, she grows into a slim girl, and there are often notes secretly put by boys in the drawer of her desk. That day, he took up his schoolbag and went to school in a panic. His schoolbag fell and his books were scattered all over the floor. Father squatted on the ground to help her pick up books, and a piece of paper fell out of the long series, which said, "Let's go for an outing on Sunday, I'll wait for you." The owner of the note is a boy he has always had a crush on. Father took the note in his hand and read it again and again. She blushed and her heart beat, and she lowered her eyebrows and didn't dare to look at her father. Father didn't say anything, just folded the note and put it back on his cheek.

That day, Yaya rode more than 20 kilometers and met the boy in the suburbs. On the way, the sky changed suddenly, with lightning and thunder, and heavy rain poured out. He arrived at the appointed place in the rain, but there was no one there. A person standing in an unknown place, full of enthusiasm, was a little soaked by the rain. Disappointment and fear were intertwined, and at last she couldn't help crying, but suddenly she heard a familiar voice, "Don't be afraid, dad is coming!" " Since then, he has no interest in boys at school; She secretly vowed in her heart that she must find a tall, handsome, down-to-earth and reliable man like her father when looking for a boyfriend in the future. That year, Ya Ya 14 years old and her father was 44 years old.

That summer, Yaya was admitted to a key high school in the county. Father was very happy and took her to the interview. Because she didn't prepare for the exam sprint in advance, she wore a pair of worn sandals; The back of the shoe broke after a few steps, and the shoe was thrown far away on the runway. Seeing the shoes, she suddenly felt funny and stood on the runway giggling. She got zero in physical education, and the teacher's reason was that she was extremely serious. Yaya can't laugh anymore. You know, if you fail in physical education, the school will not admit you no matter how high your grades are in culture class. She looked for her father in the crowd with tears in her eyes, but she couldn't find him. When he was deeply remorseful, his father came running sweating. Holding a pair of brand-new sneakers in his hand, he put them in his daughter's hand and said tightly, "I'll tell the teacher to make up the exam again." Don't worry, don't cry ... "

Yaya sat on the ground changing shoes and saw her father rush through the crowd and squeeze into the teacher's exam table, bending down and talking anxiously. He vaguely heard the teacher's reprimand. It was an August day, and the sun was as hot as fire at noon. In the distance, she silently looked at her father who bowed his head in the sun, imagining him smiling like this and taking the blame for her with great respect. Suddenly my heart ached.

Her father's efforts finally qualified her for the make-up exam. When he ran to tell her happily, Ya Ya was in tears ... In the afternoon, Ya Ya passed the exam with the first place in the whole grade. That year, Ya Ya 16 years old and her father was 46 years old.

In the summer vacation of Grade Two, I went to play with my classmates. On the way, the car he was riding collided with another car. When her father arrived at the hospital, she was already lying in the operating room. After the operation, she met her father; Ya Ya hardly recognized him. My father's face became old and haggard, his eyes and corners of his mouth kept beating violently, his dark hair turned pale gray, and his tall body suddenly stooped. My father aged ten years overnight; The doctor decided that her daughter would spend the rest of her life in a wheelchair. Father didn't dare to tell him the result, so he went to the hospital toilet and cried with his shoes in his arms. The seven-foot man is completely like a helpless child …

My father stayed with him for three months, turned her over and fed her. The father carried his daughter to the third floor for an injection and went to the fifth floor for examination. Step by step, sweat soaked his clothes a little.

After a few months, the muscles in Yaya's legs began to atrophy. He finally ignored the doctor's warning, insisted on putting on her shoes and let her go to the ground. He said, "Ya Ya, we can't just appoint her. You have to stand up. " Father slowly moved it to the bed. He and his mother held her arm and tried to get her to stand up. But ya ya's lame legs don't listen at all; His body kept shaking and sweat dripped from his face. They were out of breath, but their father still insisted on not giving up.

As a result of persistence, he fell to the ground and his daughter fell heavily on him. The daughter finally despaired and helped her father cry. At that moment, as a father, he sighed and burst into tears. That year, Ya Ya 17 years old and her father was 47 years old.

The daughter's temper has become particularly violent, but his sister is wearing the skirt she used to wear, and he is determined. He knocked over the table, picked up a bottle and threw it at her sister. Father blocked his sister behind him, and the bottle actually hit his father's arm. Sharp glass cut his arm and blood suddenly flowed out. Father raised his hand high, as if to fall on Ya Ya's face. Ya Ya closed her eyes and shouted, "Fight, fight and die. What's the point of living like this? ! "However, my father's slap didn't fall, and my foot slammed; Yelling at her: "How long are you going to make trouble? ! Look at your promise! " That night, Ya Ya couldn't sleep, and Dad played the erhu outside the window all night. All the sorrows are melted into the music, and the erhu is played mournfully and desolate.

Yaya shed tears in her father's grief, and she clearly saw the heart of a father who was disappointed and then bled. At breakfast the next day, Ya Ya said to her father, "Dad, why don't you go to the library and get me a library card?" My father looked at her, and the muscles in the corners of my eyes and mouth began to beat violently again. Father's hand trembled obviously and the food fell on the table.

Since then, every afternoon, I often see a middle-aged man pushing a girl on the way to the library, with tall ginkgo trees on both sides. Sometimes girls tell interesting stories in books, and men listen to happy smiles; Sometimes my father ran to the edge of the flowers and secretly picked a magnolia. The girl suddenly cried nervously, "Dad, someone is coming, run!" " "So the man hurried back, only to find himself trapped by his daughter. What a warm picture this is! That year, Ya Ya 19 years old and her father was 49 years old.

Yaya's first article was published in the Metropolis Daily. Her father went to the newsstand and bought all the newspapers that day. Then I stood in the street stupidly and sent a copy to everyone, repeating the sentence "There is an article about my daughter in today's newspaper, please have a look!" " Yaya looked at her from a distance, and tears blurred her eyes again and again. She said to her father over and over again in her mind, "Dad, I didn't let you down." That day, my father cooked a good table and my father drank wine. At that time, my father drank wine for the first time after Yaya became ill. When drunk, the father grabbed his daughter's hand and said incoherently, "Ya Ya, you are the pride of my father. You have no idea how worried your father was. " Then my father fell on the table and began to cry like a child. Yaya gently stroked her rich father's silver hair with her hand. Every hair was written with her father's suffering, struggle, worry and care, and tears welled up in her eyes. ...

That year, Yaya was 23 and her father was 53.

Yaya is in love. The other party is a middle school teacher, with short marriage age, good temper and love. Father watched the man wash her face and comb her hair, buy her books and snacks, and carry her upstairs and downstairs ... only then did he safely give him the wheelchair. Once, she heard her father talking to someone else. "My girl's boyfriend is a middle school teacher who teaches mathematics, and they are quite in tune." Can dig out, father's tone has the meaning of showing off. On the wedding day, according to the local custom, she should be carried by her father, but she can't find her father anywhere. She wanted to kneel on the ground and kowtow to her father, saying "Dad, I'm leaving ~ ~" seriously, but her father didn't give her such an opportunity on the wedding day. The wedding car passed the little flower bed where her father folded the magnolia for her. Suddenly, she saw her father, squatting on the edge of the flower bed, looking at the passing cars and pedestrians with empty eyes, and wiping his face with his hand; As if wiping away tears, the car drove very fast, and she kept looking back at the figure that was getting farther and farther away and smaller. Tears fell on the white wedding dress drop by drop ... Later, my sister told him that after she left, my father had been hiding in her room and smoking for a long time, and kept calling my sister's name.

She was 26 years old and her father was 56 years old.

In the second year of marriage, Yaya became pregnant. Her physical condition does not allow her to have children. Husband and mother took turns to persuade her, but she was unmoved. So her mother moved to her father, and her father looked at her and said, "Ya Ya, be careful yourself." . "Her reaction was very strong, so her father lived in her house, bought books, and studied how to feed her well and what to eat for her children all day. For eight months, he was raised by his father as a rose.

The due date is coming. One night, Ya Ya suddenly became upset. She went to the study at two o'clock and turned on the light in the living room. Suddenly, she found her father sitting on the sofa. Seeing Ya Ya, Dad nervously asked, "Are you sick? Do you want to go to the hospital? " She saw that the tea jar was full of cigarette butts. Father smiled and said, "I can't sleep anyway." I'm afraid you have something to do. I ... "

When she was about to give birth, the doctor said that she would have a caesarean section and asked her husband to sign the operation list. My father repeatedly told me that if there is an accident, I must protect my adults. That night, father refused to go back. He sat on a bench outside the ward all night. At three o'clock in the morning, he finally heard the loud cry of the child. The nurse came out and said, "It's a girl. Mother and daughter are safe. " Father was so excited that he walked back and forth in the corridor, but he fainted after only walking twice. After waking up, the doctor complained that he was "so old, his blood pressure is still so high, why bother?" But he took the doctor and said, "My daughter, how is my daughter?"

Yaya was 28 years old that year, and her mother and father were 58 years old.

How long can we love someone? Someone wrote in the book, "We can love a person longer than his life, but not longer than our own life." When the person we love dies, he can still love her forever, but only until the end of his life. But here, I want to say "no, it's not like this!" " "Because there is a kind of love that will last longer than his life, because even if his life ends one day, his love will accompany him. What kind of love is that? Have you ever had such a love? This story tells me that it is the deepest and widest in the world-fatherly love.