Minghua journal

when Minghua got married at the age of seventeen, it was in September, and it was the day when chrysanthemums were blooming all over the city.

the general mansion behind Minghua is getting farther and farther away. And in the future, it is the prince's mansion.

She has seen the next side of the Prince's Palace, which was in the largest restaurant in Beijing six months ago. At that time, there was only one sentence left in her mind: "The column is as loose as jade, and the stone accumulates like jade. Lang Yan is unique and unique. "

The prince is twenty again, and there is only one side princess in the mansion, Liu, who is the first daughter of the third-grade Shangshu family. Or a beauty given by the emperor at the bar mitzvah of the prince.

For more than a year, the prince didn't often go to Liu's side princess's yard, so that Liu's side princess didn't get pregnant today. Her family is naturally in a hurry. It's not. Today, the princess passed the door, and she is also the only daughter of the current Yipin General and the sister of the Tri-product Brave General. Father and brother are all big shots in the DPRK, and now they are princesses, and the prince personally asks for marriage, and the emperor marries. This position is naturally incomparable to Liu's side princess.

when Minghua arrived at the prince's mansion, the laughter of the emperor's old son just came out. He said, I have fulfilled the queen's wish today.

actually, this is not for the queen. I don't know why, the queen's life is not good, and she can't live past thirty. The prince is the only son of the queen. When the queen went, she went in the emperor's arms. It was the time when husband and wife were most affectionate, and the emperor swore that he would never stand up again. In the past ten years, the back seat of the harem has been idle. In the harem, my great aunt Minde, the imperial concubine, is the biggest.

Minghua doesn't know why she thinks so much. She can't say that she likes this marriage. Born into a martial arts family, she also hopes that she can fight in the battlefield like her father and brother, instead of being a woman in the deep gate compound.

since childhood, Minghua has been exposed to the art of war, not the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. Everyone in Beijing says that the first lady of the Prime Minister's family is the most talented woman in the world, and her appearance is inferior to that of other women. Minghua has also met the first lady of the Prime Minister's family, and she is really amazed. Sometimes she also wondered why His Royal Highness, the Prince, chose her instead of marrying that young lady.

She remembers that when she was in her teens, the Queen Mother loved the young lady very much and intended to make her a crown princess.

fate is really deceiving. She smiled. Oh, that young lady's name is Jiang Xue Night. She was there when she met the prince six months ago. Isn't it? This marriage is also because of Miss Jiang.

At that time, in March, Minghua and her maid Lan Zhi had a drink on the second floor of Shenglou, and it was Prince Xuanronghua in the private room next door. People come and go downstairs, just as Jiang Xue's carriage didn't know why, and suddenly went crazy, and something was about to happen. She jumped from the window and subdued the horse.

When she looked up, she happened to see Xuan Ronghua holding a glass and smiling at her. He said, "It is worthy of being the daughter of General Ye Da. This skill makes countless men sigh!"

Xuan Ronghua is dressed in Chinese clothes, noble and dignified, but also contains a bit of elegance. She replied, "nothing, let your Excellency laugh."

Maybe the first sentence is wrong. Yes, it's nothing, which makes you laugh.

in the past three years, this marriage has been nothing but a joke. In front of people, she was a noble empress, but after people, she was just a woman who could not be loved. The emperor has done enough kung fu, and he must rest in her palace for fifteen days every month. However, since the new emperor succeeded to the throne, there have been 17 concubines in this harem for only half a year. She is the queen, and there are two concubines, three Zhao Yi, four wives and seven nobles.

There is never a shortage of women in the harem, especially beautiful women. Seeing ministers' heads smashed, they all wanted to send their daughters to the palace. Minghua himself could do nothing. What's more, she and Ronghua are just taking part in accidental amusement.

I still remember that year, when I got married, Beijing was full of excitement. The prince marries a wife, the royal daughter-in-law, and the general marries a woman. Can it be lively? She, Ye Minghua, also enjoyed the wedding scene that women dream of in the world.

I always feel that it was a long time ago, but everything is vivid.

Minghua remembers that when she was in her new house, waiting for the Prince to come back, Liu, the side princess, came to wait on her. She doesn't like being served by outsiders, but rules are rules. The royal rules are too big. Even though she comes from a noble family, she is impatient. When the prince came back, the screen retreated left and right. After a group of people left, she felt that the air was so fresh.

Xuan Ronghua's first sentence is, "I can give you great honor, but I can't give you the favor you want!"

This was like a bolt from the blue. She always thought that Xuan Ronghua really wanted to marry, so she nodded and agreed even though she didn't want to be a woman in a deep house. In fact, she herself has no feelings for the person in front of her. What's more, she can't refuse.

What a proud person she is, Ye Minghua, who grew up as a pearl in her hand. Compared with her, the princess in the palace is nothing more. The people in front of you say this, what else can you do? She never learns to beg for mercy from others.

She smiled, uncovered the red veil by herself, and said with a smile, "Although we are married by meeting the bride, we are not husband and wife because we haven't finished our manners and customs. What His Royal Highness wants me to do, clearly, Minghua should follow it. "

The firmness in her eyes does not contain a trace of hesitation or pain, and it is a bit more arrogant and unruly. All fall in the eyes of Rong Hua, and he is also surprised that he is facing a woman.

Unfortunately, he underestimated Ye Minghua, and Ye Minghua overestimated Xuan Ronghua in his life.

some feelings, spoken from the first sentence, are doomed to a bad end. No matter how hard you try later, the stone-like heart can't cover up the heat. Ye Minghua is such a woman, resolute and decisive.

On the wedding night, two people sleep with their clothes on, each with his own thoughts. Get up early the next day, looking at Bai koi fish on the bed, she picked up the hair clasp on the dressing table, drew it on her arm, and the blood trickled out, which was a job to the world.

She looked at him with a sneer. "Your Royal Highness won't let Minghua have a job, will he?"

Xuan Ronghua turned around and said "Go ahead" lightly, then called her maid in to tidy up.

not a word of concern, not a trace of love. This is her husband, Ye Minghua, the man that countless women in the world want to marry. Sometimes she will think, when we first met, how did Xuan Ronghua talk to her in a polite and appreciative way? I will also guess, who in the world has entered his eyes? If another woman marries him, will the situation be the same as her, and she can have supreme honor without any love?

what if it's a young lady of the prime minister's family?

the new emperor succeeded to the throne. It's like going through a baptism of wind and rain. Everyone in the DPRK is in danger, and the new emperor's drastic measures have made the storm come to the DPRK.

She hasn't seen Rong Hua for ten days, and she doesn't care. Jiang Xue was late, but the imperial concubine who had just entered the palace in March often went in and out of the emperor's bedroom.

She remembers that Rong Hua once said that Jiang Xue could not compare with her later. She doesn't know why Rong Hua will accept her as a princess. It's just that the new emperor first boarded Dabao and accepted beautiful women. She naturally can't say anything, what's more, at that time, the palace, in addition to a queen, a Liu Zhaoyi, three or two dignitaries, and nothing else. It's really not like anything. Nafei is justified.

The first emperor * * * had thirteen sons, except for four royal Highnesses who devoted themselves to the army, five royal Highnesses who devoted themselves to being a businessman, two royal Highnesses who were ordinary, thirteen royal Highnesses who were young, and twelve royal Highnesses who were only seven or eight years old. What other prince was not eyeing the throne?

In fact, on the night of the big wedding, something unknown to everyone happened, including Rong Hua. And this incident almost became a ghost symbol that gripped Minghua's fate. It is also one of the reasons why she has been unwilling to be close to Ronghua for so many years.

it's one thing to know yourself, but it's another to say it from others.

Princess Liu was pregnant. When she came to wait on Minghua, she said it herself. She always thought that the reason why she was unhappy when she married into the Prince's Mansion was jealousy, but she actually thought too much.

who is princess Liu? That's the official daughter of the official residence. As a woman coming out of a deep house compound, her knowledge goes without saying, but her mind must be extremely meticulous.

Liu has never tripped herself up. She gets up early every day to pay her respects and wait on Minghua to freshen up. I have never been lazy with a big belly. Diligent, but more humble than Minghua's handmaid.

Lan Zhi, a servant girl, once asked Minghua why this concubine Liu is different from others. Minghua just smiled. What's different? Even a princess is the same in front of his wife, but she is a concubine and a girl. To put it bluntly, her status is not as good as that of a big girl around her wife.

when Minghua said this, there was a smile on his face, but at the bottom of his heart, there was a burst of cold.

she thinks that she will never forget what she saw that night in her life.

It was 1: in the middle of the night. She heard the sound of Rong Hua leaving the house. Out of curiosity, she got up and quietly followed. She has been practicing martial arts since childhood. Although wearing a complicated and gorgeous dress, it does not affect the action at all.

She remembers that in Liu's yard, Rong Hua sat on the stone chair in the courtyard and said angrily to Liu, "I heard that you are pregnant?" Liu knelt on the ground and kept pleading, "Please help your highness, I am a cow and a horse, and I must not forget to report your highness's kindness and beg your highness ..." She didn't understand why Ronghua had a child, so she was not happy, and she was not happy to be a father.

Rong Hua pondered for a long time, and the middle finger of his right hand pounded on the stone chair, making a muffled sound, but it seemed to knock on Liu's heart, which seemed to kill her. Several close guards behind Ronghua constantly wiped their sweat, and even Minghua hid in the dark, and he could feel this depressing atmosphere. In front of Liu's side princess, she kept crying and pleading.

at last, Rong Hua finally let go. "I allow you to be born, but you know, my children are not born if they want to, and you are not qualified. When the child lands, it is when you leave, understand? "

this sentence is the beginning of Minghua's hatred for Rong Hua. Although this sentence is said to another woman. At that moment, Minghua thought of what her mother once said, being a royal woman is like walking on a blade. A little carelessness is the abyss.

Minghua didn't listen any more. She felt that she was going to be sick to death. The man in front of you is her husband! It's their husband. A woman's greatest achievement in her life is to raise a child, but this concubine Liu is obviously impossible. All this is thanks to this man. She is so, so is Liu.

The next day, Liu came to inquire after her early. She didn't know what agreement was reached between Liu and Rong Hua, but it was definitely related to the court.

After the crowd had retreated, Liu knelt in front of her and said, "I know that my sister saw that scene last night, and I have nothing more to ask. All I ask is that my sister can take care of my children after I leave."

her eyes narrowed and she said faintly, "I don't know what you are talking about". Liu banged his head heavily and gnashed his teeth. "In the heart of His Royal Highness, I am not qualified to give birth to a child. This child is still what I have tried my best to get. If my sister doesn't promise me, my sister wants to know. What will happen if His Royal Highness knows?"

Minghua smiled, and a hint of disdain escaped her face in an instant. After thinking about everything last night, she also wanted to see if a child would stimulate him by jumping in front of Rong Hua. It's fun!

She changed her tone and said, "I can help you, but I want to know, how did you go to all the trouble?"

that day, Minghua thought for a long time, and she began to regret why she met Rong Hua, and why she nodded in agreement. The person around her, in the final analysis, won't allow a woman he doesn't love to give birth to his child, otherwise, he won't give each other "Anshen Yangsheng Decoction" every time.

after more than two years, Minghua still remembers the scene when Liu went. It rained heavily that night, and the emperor's head disease recurred in the palace, and all the princes went into the palace to wait on the disease. At that time, the prince's struggle for position became more and more fierce. The eldest prince jumped over the wall and secretly sent hundreds of jingwei to assassinate the people in the prince's house, targeting Liu and Minghua, who were expecting to give birth.

Minghua's kung fu is rarely matched in Beijing. Besides, there are many guards in the government and countless secret guards. Although at the beginning, it was at a disadvantage, but soon, it destroyed countless enemies. Minghua stayed in Liu's courtyard, and the midwives came in and out. An hour later, Liu finally gave birth to a daughter. At that time, the sky thundered and it rained harder and harder.

Minghua named it Xuan Yuqiu, the first child of Xuan Ronghua.

after all, Minghua didn't have the heart to see Liu's departure. Liu committed suicide. When you die, you are as weak as a newborn baby. She said that she didn't regret it, and it was worth it to exchange her life for the child's life.

at that moment, Minghua wanted to cut Xuan ronghua to pieces. For the first time, she hates a person so much.

Suddenly, she thought, what would happen if Xuan Ronghua lost the position of prince? At that moment, she wanted to pull this man down from the position of honor and send him to hell.

this woman, Liu, is doing her best for her children. Why didn't you reveal the news of your pregnancy when she came? Why did you say it in front of a group of maids and mothers? She clearly calculated that Ronghua would not let her go, and that Minghua would secretly follow the past. Yes, she saved her children and held a proud woman. Only when Ye Minghua saw and heard with her own eyes would she feel sick and would never want to be close to Ronghua again. Only in this way can Ye Minghua, who has no children, be sincere to his children.

I have to say, as a woman, Princess Liu calculated everyone and herself. But people live in the world, isn't that right? Calculate this, calculate that, and in the end, count yourself in. If you don't calculate, there is nothing. This is sorrow, the sorrow of a person who has love.

If they were all like Xuan Ronghua, how wonderful it would be. They have no heart, and they don't care about any means to achieve their goals. They can sacrifice everyone, even their wives and daughters and brothers.

There is no brotherly affection in the royal family, which Minghua realized six months after Liu's death.

Liu's death became a pawn for Xuanronghua to move down the big prince. According to meticulous records in historical books, Shu Ren Xuanrongye rebelled in the 26th year of Tiandu, and sent 1 jingwei to assassinate the Crown Prince, but Prince Renxiao survived. However, Liu, the concubine of the harem in the mansion, died in the Qing Dynasty ...

Xuan Ronghua's way to the top is stepping on dense bones.

when the emperor is old, the old illness that he fought in his youth recurs, and he is indifferent to the struggles of his sons.

Minghua remembers that when the emperor was leaving, she was invited to the audience alone. The old emperor said that the whole world is not a king's land. He who can defend the country here is the one who wins in the end. Losers are always in the wrong. My fancy son will never let me down.