How can people show their greatest value?

I always feel that life always has to make a difference, even if it is mediocre to the extreme, it is considered to have done one thing; Even if you are a beggar, you really deserve this job without money; Even if you are free, you will eventually have time to do what you like, which means you haven't wasted any time. Now, I am busy all day, neither poor nor rich, and I have no time to do what I want. I am really confused about how the value of life is embodied. Perhaps I entered the company office too early and happened to enter the organization department, which has the most direct relationship with the appointment, removal and promotion of cadres. Seeing all kinds of phenomena in officialdom too early makes me feel that my education, talent, hard work and achievements have been diluted. If I want to achieve something in my career, the most important thing is interpersonal relationship. Whether you can be promoted or not is not determined by other factors, but the relationship plays a decisive role. Whoever has a big network and a big background will climb fast. Although this is not the case for everyone, at least it should be said that there are more than 80%. In fact, perhaps all this is not the fault of the leaders, but a social habit left over by the Chinese nation, but it is such a habit that has deeply hurt me, dampened my enthusiasm for hard work and progress, and blurred my direction of progress. I think this essay is the most negative fragment I have ever written, but today's mood is really gloomy. The chaotic phenomenon and negative management mechanism of the company really make people worry about the whole company, ordinary employees and even sigh about their future. When can they prove their worth? Only a serious and rigorous attitude, a fast and efficient working method, and a diligent and down-to-earth working style can reflect your own value? It seems impossible at present. How is the value of life reflected? Confusion ... may be selfish, selfish or jealous, but I always think this phenomenon is incorrect and unreasonable. Sometimes, if you want to live a meaningful life, you don't have to be famous all over the world You have a high position and money, and you have a prosperous population. As long as you can do something beneficial to the people, society and the country, it's ok. But now I find it is still difficult to do this on my own weak strength, but I will still work hard in this direction, even if I am not rich economically, to help a student with financial difficulties. Even if it is to lend a helping hand and donate money and materials when the society needs it, even if it is to save a drop of water and electricity for the country, sometimes I see that officials now forget the sufferings of ordinary people, enjoy themselves, eat and drink luxuriously, and forget the fine tradition of hard struggle. I really want to give them a scolding, but after all, I don't have such courage and courage, and I can only do what I can, that's all. How is the value of life reflected? How can I not waste my life? Wild geese leave a sound, while people leave a name. ...