Forgive my improper use of words, I can't write what you want.

Li Na stared at me at my desk for a long time, and I almost wanted to kill her at a glance.

If you envy my beauty, it's easy to say that the key is to stare at me and write love letters. Just look, she still doesn't like all kinds.

Alas, it's hopeless.

I knocked on the table with a pen in my hand. "Hey, I said, big sister, can you stop staring at me?"

Li Na is too lazy to move. Pig's trotters are a palm on my head. "Write your love letter carefully! If you can't write well, I won't tidy up you! " I waved my fist in front of my eyes.

Alas, the hardest day is to write a love letter to this sister. There are not enough brain cells. Stop it, sad tears.

After a long time, I finally combined all kinds of sour sentences into a sour love letter. I quickly shook off my goose bumps and threw the love letter to her.

She took a quick look, found fault with everything and summed it up in one sentence: not sensational enough.

I gave a dirty look. "Li na, your sister and I don't like a little girl like you. Sister, didn't I write you a love letter? "

Li Na grinned before my eyes. "Hey, hard, hard, invite you to dinner next time! But ... "

Accustomed to her usual style, I grabbed the love letter and waved it in front of her eyes. "Li Na, if you don't give it to Zhou Yan, I will destroy it immediately! I will never write to you again! "

Li Na grabbed the love letter from me and put it carefully in her coat pocket, laughing like a fool. But this makes me inexplicably distressed.

I am leitian. On weekdays, I concentrate on my studies, often play cool, and occasionally write love letters to Li Na, a fool named Zhou Yan.

Up to now, I have written twenty love letters to her, but I haven't received any reply.

Before falling in love with Zhou Yan, Li Na was a super cool girl like me. But after getting to know Zhou Yan, Li Na became a melodramatic young woman in literature and art, well, a pseudo-literary youth.

As usual, Li Na stayed late after school in the afternoon. When she and I were alone in the classroom, she carefully stuffed the love letter into Zhou Yan's book box. When she left the classroom, she looked at Zhou Yan's seat with nostalgia.

In fact, sometimes I don't quite understand. What is the reason for her seemingly fruitless persistence?

When we got Zhou Yan's response, we had graduated from senior three. In other words, Li Na, a fool, spent three years in this way, and three years of persistence only got Zhou Yan's five words: Thank you, I'm sorry.

Zhou Yan put the love letter of three years in high school in a wooden box, and wrote these five words in beautiful font on the first envelope.

Li Na was holding the wooden box, and the letter in her hand froze. That letter, the first time after the college entrance examination, was written by her own hands, and even the envelope was made by herself. This is a beautiful envelope: the design is Blue Sky Bai Ou. Because she knew that Zhou Yan's dream was to be a navy.

As I remember, she learned to draw in the last semester of senior three. I admit that her painting is really beautiful, but it's a pity that it was given to someone who didn't care to appreciate it.

I remember when she labored to write the last word, holding the envelope like a fool and shaking it happily in front of my eyes for a long time.

I watched her standing in the big sun stubbornly holding the wooden box, her eyes were red, and she stayed where she was for a long time until the heat in the air gradually dispersed and the fog in her eyes became thicker and thicker.

I walked over and angrily grabbed the tight envelope in her hand, tore it into pieces and scattered it on the ground without hesitation.

She suddenly squatted on the ground like a madman, picking up those pieces bit by bit, crying and picking them up.

I kicked the wooden box she put at her feet, and the love letters in the wooden box were scattered all over the floor. I endured the bitterness of the tip of my nose and shouted at her sullenly: "Li Na, you idiot! Isn't it just one person? Are you worth it? "

Li Na raised her swollen eyes and answered word for word: "Qiqi, he is not just a person, he is the one I love. It is the person that Li Na loves. "

I was out of breath, so I squatted down and held her in my arms to let her vent her emotions.

In the past three years, I have witnessed Nana change from a calm girl to a humble and sensitive girl, and fell in love with spring for Zhou Yan.

Know that she gets up early for half an hour every morning to help Zhou Yan deliver breakfast;

I know that in order to stay with Zhou Yan for a while, she stays late after school every afternoon, so she is scolded by her uncle and aunt every time.

But Zhou Yan didn't even know that. Of course, he doesn't need to know.

I know too many secrets of Li Na.

So, I was not surprised when I learned that she had filled in her volunteers in the city where he went.

When I came out of the library in my second year of high school, I saw Li Na standing in front of the library with red eyes, and my heart was slightly sour.

Zhou Yan is in love.

I accompanied her to drink and chat in the bar. I didn't drink much, so I sat by and watched her finish bottle after bottle. I know, we can't get drunk at the same time.

After Li Na drank too much, she began to whisper, "Kiki, do you think I am too ordinary?" So ordinary that he will never see me again ... "

I patted her lovingly on the back. "I don't understand. What's so good about Zhou Yan? There are so many boys chasing you that you are much better than him. Is he worth destroying yourself like this? "

Li Na looked up and looked at me with big red eyes. Her voice choked: "Qiqi, just because he is the man I love."

I stopped talking and just continued to watch her drink. I can do nothing but accompany.

Love comes once in a lifetime. At the moment, I especially hope that Nana is a heartless person.

She drank a lot that day, and she was always drunk when I helped her back.

She patted me on the head and cried and scolded me: "It's all your fault. It's all because your love letter is not well written, otherwise, he would have accepted me! "

I said impatiently to her, "Li Na! You are bored to death! "

She began to cry loudly, and her voice caught the eyes of others. My face was burning hot. I helped her wipe away the tears on her face at random and gently admitted my mistake: "Okay, okay, blame me, hey, aunt, will you stop crying?"

After crying for a while, she began to sing loudly and scream like a pig. I stared at my drunken sister regardless, thinking, God, what a shame!

Watching her cry and make trouble, my heart tightly pulled into a ball.

Some injuries, I only dare to sneak a look when I am not awake.

When she graduated in her senior year, Li Na took part in a graduation trip, and Zhou Yan and his girlfriend were also there.

They went to Wuzhen. She called me, smirked at me, and then said, "Qiqi, Wuzhen is the most beautiful place I have ever been. I will come once a year in the future! "

I frowned at the other end of the phone and replied, "OK, I'll go with you later."

Some people will fall in love with a city because of one person. Such as Li Na.

Some people, because of one person, give up some dreams. Like Zhou Yan.

Zhou Yan did not become a soldier in the end. He said that he would marry his girlfriend when their graduation trip was over.

But, ah, stories are not always complete. Some complete stories are due to the efforts of some people.

While in Wuzhen, Zhou Yan's girlfriend sprained her ankle, and Zhou Yan carried her across the road. Talking and laughing all the way, I ran through the red light.

When the "thud" sounded, Li Na was already in a pool of blood.

When I got the call, I rushed to Wuzhen like crazy. Waiting for me is the death notice in the doctor's hand.

I looked at the death notice in the doctor's hand, and my tears fell in big drops. I took the pen in the doctor's hand and didn't write.

I couldn't help it, especially without quality, and shouted, "Li Na, can you be a little creative?" Even if the name is so popular, even the way to die is so bloody! Can you have some personality? "Say that finish, I covered my face painfully.

The doctors and nurses standing beside me were stunned by me. Then the doctor sighed and said to me, "We have tried our best. I'm sorry. I feel sorry for your loss. "

Holding Nana's ashes, I sat on the return train, expressionless.

I whispered to her in my heart, "Nana, I'll take you home."

Nana, forgive my rude words. I can't write what you want, which makes you miss the person you love deeply.

But ah, silly girl, your love for him, why use words, just a look, has been expressed incisively and vividly.

Grandma, I saw him when I was shopping today. He is with his wife. It's so sweet. I know, this is also the ending you expected.

Nana, this time, I won't ask you if it's worth it.