I am going to feed the pigs. That joke

I envy watching you talk about it every day. You are good-looking, use a smart phone, have money and many friends, and talk about things that look great all day. Take anything to support my living expenses for a few months. I don't read much, and I am from the countryside. I haven't seen much of the world, but I can only watch you silently and boast from time to time. It seems that I can pretend to know you well. Really, I'm so tired. Anyway, he urged me to give him his mobile phone back. I'm going to feed the pigs ... alas.