Five Thoughts on Reading The River of Sorrow

Reflections on A River of Sorrow Against the Current

Although I wrote a naive sentence before: youth is a gray sky in our eyes, occasionally revealing a few rays of sunshine. But it has a ball, right? Teenagers don't know the taste of worry, so they insist on saying worry for assigning new words. Meaning of. Really, I never thought that youth could? Sad? River against the current? .

Yi Yao, whose parents are divorced and whose mother is a prostitute, has always been hated by some people.

Qi Ming, a rich boy with excellent grades, has always been shrouded in a halo.

Tang Xiaomi, who smiles sweetly and innocently, has a vicious heart.

Gu Senxi, a kind and considerate punk in Yi Yao.

Gu Senxiang, who has been surrounded by aura, can't tolerate a little darkness in purity.

When this group of people are in the same space, fate is destined to give their youth an ending, and sadness is a river.

This may be a sad story of youth that has nothing to do with feelings, but because? Love? Push yourself into the abyss of destruction.

? I hate her, but sometimes I love her? This is Yi Yao's complicated feelings for his mother Lin Huafeng. Poor two hedgehogs who don't know how to express their love, but each time they get closer, it hurts more. Always concerned about why Gu Senxiang is Qi Ming's? Xiangxiang? You just ... Yi Yao? Who would have thought that on the other side, there is a person you love and hate, who always calls himself privately? Yao Yao? . Only when you understand that that person is gone forever.

? I don't care if others can trust me. What I care about is why you don't believe me. ? What Yi Yao cares about is Lan Yan's confidant Qi Ming. He always cares silently around him and helps himself silently, but it has nothing to do with feelings. When Gu Senxi thinks that Yi Yao killed Gu Senxiang, she only has pain. Qi Ming also said at that time. Why don't you turn yourself in? Yi Yao really, really hurts. Why don't you believe me? You really don't want to see me again? Do you think I'm really as vicious as them? It was Qi Ming's distrust that led to Yi Yao's suicide. Maybe. Can you stand the sudden departure of people who have been around you? It's hard.

My favorite sister died, Yi Yao died, and Ji Ming died of guilt. You're the only one left, Gu Senxi. What should you do?

In retrospect, if Yi Yao and Lin Huafeng could be less obscure; If Yi Jiayang can care more about their mother and daughter; If there has never been a Tang Xiaomi who makes waves; If Yi Yao hadn't been pregnant with that damn man's child; If Yi Yao didn't forward the information to hell to Gu Senxiang; If they have never met; If we just take a small step back, the whole world will be calm.

Is it the cruel trick of fate? Is it the tragedy that their respective personalities inevitably cause? Or should we directly blame Jing M. Guo's ruthless pen for giving them a sad youth?

I can't help but feel sad when I close this book with such a sad cover and look at the sunny green mountains, blue sky and green water outside the window. I once lamented that my life as plain as water was so boring. Now think about it, it is possible to achieve happiness along the peaceful track.

Reflections on A River of Sorrow Against the Current

I started reading my fourth-grade novel, which was quite successful in art, but I never went deep enough in thought. Students are obsessed with the fourth grade, so I will borrow it by the way to continue the Ming sadness brought by M. Guo in high school.

Happy people all have the same happiness, and sad people have their own sorrows. I often travel alone. I looked at the sky, the end of the road, and a disappearing figure. Only at this time can I belong to myself completely. I need to stay away, need quiet sentence patterns, and need to escape.

Yi Yao, a lonely girl, I deeply sympathize with her, because my fate is similar to her.

I used to have many happy times. I wrote in my diary as a teenager that my happiness ended in the summer when I was ten years old. In my thoughts, memories and dreams, I still deeply remember the breakfast that Grandpa reminded me of on the way through the iron gate in the morning and the breakfast that Grandma carefully prepared for me every day. Still those warm evening winds that no longer exist, I am wandering by the river holding my parents' hands in a light coat; Or those midnight snacks that grandma no longer prepares for me. ? Dad? I can't reach this word. The next cry should be another funeral.

That clean boy, Qi Ming, had so many afternoons of silent waiting, so many desperate rescues, so long of infinite tenderness, so long of infinite tenderness. Only in the end, when the world put Yi Yao down, he also put him down, and a youth was over.

Gu Senxiang, cut his wrist and committed suicide.

Yi Yao committed suicide by jumping off a building.

Qiming, commit suicide in the dark.

Gu Senxi is the only one who is strong and alive.

This world is never wrong, because misery and pain are the original appearance of this world, and what is wrong is only the fragility of the mind. We can't get rid of the harm in the world, so we will suffer from the disease of the soul for a long time. I don't want to easily criticize how fragile and irresponsible they are. When the great river of sadness overflows any teenager's head, they will question the benefits of life. Some people choose to leave, I admire their free and easy; Some people choose to stay, and I appreciate their courage.

I hope those lifelike teenagers, whose lives are as thin as paper, as brittle as porcelain and as beautiful as flowers and jade, can be reborn silently in the dark sad countercurrent.

Thoughts on Reading The Sad River

The warm sunshine in the morning shines in the damp and dark alley. As usual, Ji Ming's mother prepared for Ji Ming who got up late, and Yi Yao prepared breakfast for her noisy abuse.

Two people with completely different fates are good friends.

Qi Ming and Yi Yao, they started from different places, but in the end, they returned to the same destination.

Death.

Yi Yao is unlucky.

Her parents' divorce, her mother's insults, her credulity to others, Tang Xiaomi's ridicule, and her misunderstanding. Finally, desperate for life, she chose to leave this world happily, leave all the insults and ridicule, and go to that spring-blooming paradise.

Finally, Qi Ming also left.

Because of pressure, because of depression, but also because of the departure of Gu Senxiang and Yi Yao.

Leave all of them.

This is the end of the story.

I don't know if this ending is perfect, but this is the ending, and there is no follow-up.

A happy or sad ending.

An extreme ending.

Jing M.Guo said that his novels are like this, with too many characters. In the end, they all died, leaving one person to finish.

Ethics, feelings, ridicule, everything that can find a shadow in reality, are all presented there.

Women gossiping in the alley are different, because Yi Yao's mother's scandal mocked Yi Yao, and because of the relationship between Yi Yao and Qi Ming, they said that Qi Ming was one way or another.

Easy to get over it, it doesn't matter.

I thought I found someone I could rely on. Unexpectedly, I turned out to be a liar and pregnant with his child. How to abort! Only stop.

But Tang Xiaomi saw it.

Yi Yao, who prepared for the worst, didn't see Tang Xiaomi talking about himself at school, but his scandal was uncovered in front of everyone at the moment.

Haha, it turns out that the bad thing is there.

However, why, I want to be a bad person but I can't bear it. In the end, I still have a bad reputation.

Hum, everyone says that the world is fair. Why don't they have any experience?

Haha, maybe it's my bad luck.

Livelihood, everything is for livelihood. My mother would have let herself do such a thing for a living. It turns out that all the insults are just for my life. Originally, she has been very good.

Misunderstanding, yes, both Qi Ming and Gu Senxi misunderstood me, but why didn't anyone listen to me and explain why? Nobody believes me.

I really want to be a good boy, but why do those people always laugh at me?

Haha, this is what the world used to look like. No matter how much you change, others only remember the past. Perhaps, only when I die can I get rid of this fate.

Yeah, maybe, just dead.

Haha, I finally felt the feeling of flying before I died, even for a moment.

Haha, God, I'm coming.

A child of 16 years old, I, there, dare not say that I have seen through the world, but I still have half.

Being poor doesn't know whether it's good or bad, so I learned it long ago.

I wish I were so ignorant that I could ask my mother blankly, why is this aunt always good to us, but now she is speaking ill of us? I can not understand the hardships of livelihood and life, and I can say to my mother in a coquetry way, mom, I want this, but I am sensible and extremely sensible.

I understand that people speak ill of us behind our backs because we are poor, but they are only a little richer than us. I understand the hardships of life, and I understand how bitter tears are hidden behind that smiling face. I also understand that what I want may make them work hard for another month. I also know that no matter how others laugh at them, they will still smile, because others are God, the God who provides us with food and clothing.

In the past, I was always angry because they laughed at me and my parents. Maybe I will rush up and have a good fight with him, but now, I won't, because they are gods. My quarrel will only make my parents' hot faces stick to their cold ass a few times, and when they laugh, they say nothing, just smile and agree. I put my edge in real life bit by bit in my life.

I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it will make me stay in this world longer.

Haha, it's still a living. But is there another way?

Friends say that society is such a reality. I understand, what she didn't say is that it is such a reality. If you have money, you look good, and you can live comfortably. If you have no money and are not good-looking, I'm sorry, you can only live so humbly.

Yes, living in extreme poverty.

This seems to be the hidden rule of society, which has not changed since ancient times.

Besides, dignitaries always seem to live longer than the poor.

The world is so helpless.

However, we still have no other way, only to walk hard, work hard, and work hard to thicken our skin.

These are just to protect us from harm.

As long as the world continues, injustice will continue.

Don't those gossipy women know that their crimes are committed in secret just because their husbands are still around and their children are still studying hard? And they, in broad daylight, openly killed a living life. In this way, they are still comforting themselves from time to time, they are right, and they deserve to die. Perhaps, they just need to tell others, you see, how great I am, except for a disaster for the motherland. In fact, what they remove is their own eyesore.

When my closest relative has left me, when my best and most concerned person tells me that I no longer trust you, I want to leave you and abandon you. You are a bad boy. Goodbye, no, goodbye. So, what are the benefits of life? Really, if you lose the most important thing, even if you are alive, you will only be a walking corpse, which will increase the burden on the country. What are the benefits? You might as well go to a dream place. Maybe life there will be better.

I don't understand what the benefits of life are. I only understand that the form of life is eating breakfast made by my mother every morning, carrying my mother's schoolbag, going to the school chosen by my mother, learning the textbooks bought by my mother, riding my mother's bike back to the room cleaned by my mother, and writing some useful and useless things in the notebook bought by my mother. It turns out that I have always lived for others. Haha, what's the point of life? I left, left, yes, it's time to leave, world, goodbye!

The warm sunshine in the early morning still shines in the damp and dark alley every day, but the lights of that family in the alley can't be lit, and those gossiping women also lack a funny and boring topic.

Reflections on the countercurrent of sadness

? In other words, after I bought a limited-edition box of "The River of Sorrow" in the fourth grade, I couldn't wait to start watching it. Although I have read the serial of the most novel for the sixth time, I have reread it from beginning to end.

Because it's a limited edition, and I'm a fan or something? Is that weird? People, so when reading, be careful, even your best friend can't stand it.

Of course, I still believe. Go your own way and let others talk? In this case, you won't move.

Well, that's not the point.

After I watched Sadness, I felt very tangled.

Xiao Si's style has always been sad. I understand, after all, I used to cry when I read his novels. I was ready to cry when I serialized the cutest novel.

But what I didn't expect was that I read the whole book without shedding a tear! ! !

OMG！ ! I can't help sighing. Obviously, it is the legendary super tragedy that people hit the wall and flooded Jinshan Temple, but I didn't cry! This is completely out of line with my previous character of crying at ordinary tragedies!

Then I can finally understand, because this novel is a tragedy that makes me so sad that I can't even shed tears. It feels a bit like a reason not to cry.

In fact, the relationship between the characters inside is very clear. The relationship between boys and girls is ambiguous, but people can see through it at a glance. It is almost impossible for me to write such an article.

Yi Yao (Yao Zi), the heroine in it, is the saddest person in my opinion. Mother's dislike (although superficial), friend's distrust (this is completely clear), incomplete emotional view (I like a person because he is handsome and will pick her up from school), unmarried pregnancy (which I can't understand at all), and being framed and ridiculed by Tang Xiaomi (this person is my most disgusting! ! )。 So many events led her to finally choose the end of suicide (it was really a life without love, and even the seven sons who always took care of themselves believed the untrue facts, and even I committed suicide)

Qizi, he is really a prince! ~ excellent grades, the love of parents, he is the darling of heaven. I want to do my best to help Yao Zi, who lives a miserable life around me. It can be said that he really wants to help (but I think there is no lack of showing off his good life). However, it was because of the previous care that Yao Zi was even more sad after losing trust, so that she finally died in front of him. This is the blind people who used to live in the dark. After seeing the sunshine and colors, they will take away this potential, and when they fall into darkness again, they will be even more desperate.

Gu Senxiang is also a godsend like Qizi. His parents protected him very well and made her so simple. That's why she chose to cut her wrist and commit suicide, because the author didn't write it. It seems that it is her parents' fault, but we can't help but say that it is also her own fault. The psychological endurance potential is not enough, so I choose suicide to escape when I encounter something I can't control.

Gu Senxi is a child who lives under the aura of her sister and is not valued by her parents. The inner anguish is also unimaginable. I thought his appearance would make Yaozai happier, but I didn't expect him to be another murderer who contributed to Yaozai's death. It's really disappointing to think that Yaozai is sitting on his bike and getting farther and farther away from Qizai.

I really don't like Tang Xiaomi ~ ~ Even if she likes Qizi too much, it's too much. I really don't know what words to use to express my hatred for her.

I think the most pitiful person should be Yao Zi's mother Lin Fenghua. In order to raise Yaozai, he sacrificed so much and used deception to make Yaozai feel at ease. Even at the beginning, the resentment against her usual insults disappeared when she fell to the ground and died. I still remember the words she shouted to Yaozai, which hurt my heart.

Of the four people who died inside, the one I didn't expect to die was her Lin Fenghua. I can't say it. Maybe it's because I felt a great sadness when I saw that she was really dead. Although I think it's really hard for Gu Senxiang and Yao Zaiqi to die, I think they deserve to die, but it's really not worth choosing death for some reason.

Personality is Gu Senxiang, and I think he was the last person to commit suicide. I can understand that Yao Zi really committed suicide because he had no love. Jizi will choose to turn on the gas in the future. I can forgive his cowardly and evasive character, but I can't understand and forgive him.

I still want to make some comments on Band 4.

Even if you write a tragedy, I won't expect you to write a comedy to adjust readers who are used to your taste, but at least you should write less articles that make people want to cry but can't laugh. Although we all know that you want to use tragedy to earn everyone's tears, don't let us have inexplicable fear of your next article. After all, it is really a laborious thing to read such a tangled and painful story!

Is it really because you are older and your mentality is getting older and more abnormal? Will I feel very happy after reading such a tangled article?

Reflections on the countercurrent of sadness

I read A Sad River at the age of 18. It's a birthday present from my only friend in my sophomore year. Open the title page, then stupidly wrote the heartfelt words. It constitutes the most disproportionate reflection of sadness.

I have always liked Jing M. Guo's writing style, although the scandal of "one dream and several flowers falling" once made me somewhat resistant to him. Cheerful or sad, sunny or sunny personality may be the same as every child struggling to change in immaturity and maturity. Including me, of course.

From the first part of Fantasy City, the reflection of the left hand, the time of the right hand, the edge of love and pain, how many flowers fall in the dream, and the summer solstice has not yet arrived. I gradually found that the fourth grade has grown up. "A river flows against the current to become a river" let me see my deep thinking about social contradictions after unloading the burden of fame and fortune, cynicism and so on that should not be borne by this young man.

A few lines of dignified English in CryMeASadRiver are deeply engraved on the cover of vicissitudes of life with a dark old texture, and a persistent and subtle sense of oppression fills my chest in silence. I remember a friend's evaluation: the upstream is the river, and the downstream is still there? I think this river will reflect the beauty I expected.

Yi Yao, 17 years old, Qi Ming, 17 years old. Grew up in the same narrow alley. But they are two rays released from the same endpoint, moving in two directions and getting farther and farther.

There is such a girl. He would rather give her his morning milk. He would rather ride a bike for an hour to buy her a pregnancy test. He is willing to copy her notes every day and send them to her home. Although they only live in the alley together, they are illuminated by the same sunlight with different intensities. Maybe in the end, we will never meet. Because he is destined to transcend feelings.

High school girls are pregnant before marriage and are sharp and sensitive. In the fourth grade, they drew a sad memory that they didn't want to mention in this ancient alley with delicate brushstrokes. Some are overwhelmed and thought-provoking.

Young feelings, perhaps the reason is as simple as ridiculous. Will fight for her. Very handsome. After school, I will wait at the school gate to send her home. It is this simplicity that will pull out more intense pain than a person's chest pain. Sixteen-year-old sky, overhead is a light gray cloud. In this context, what happened is even more suffocating. If you don't pay attention, there will be a dull feeling in your chest. Personality is that someone touches some familiar memories.

Prostitute, rotten girl. I hate her. But sometimes I still love her. Sharp and contradictory, this is a thorn seed scattered in the hearts of thirteen-year-olds in Yi Yao. After all, not everyone will go against ethics to dislike his mother. That rotten girl, entangled in love every day, exchanged her humility for the growth of her favorite daughter. This is the most contradictory family relationship I have ever seen. There is no warm light, no caring, no dining table for the whole family, and profound meanings are intertwined in fierce curses and tears. Behind the indifference is actually overwhelming emotion. Only in front of life, everyone must choose to bow their heads. The silent love between mother and daughter is staged in an escape but still stubborn way.

Xiao Si's keenness is an enchanting huge rose with a thorn at the end, which emits all pungent fragrance more and more strongly. I first learned about abortion in a book. The result is so heartbreaking. When the story got there, it began to walk into the cold and silent abyss. This narrative is the essence of this book. In order to really touch this sensitive word, Xiao Si consulted his friend who works in the hospital. Scenes flooded my mind. The rest is endless sadness. Depressed, but I'm angry. Although he is a male, it is more objective and true to clearly mention the bloody and painful description of the Qing dynasty dilator under his brush strokes.

Just like the damp and dark old alley in Shanghai, there seems to be no trace of warm sunshine in the story. Even if there are a few rays of light occasionally, it is to set off greater sadness. The ending swallowed up all the voices. Division, struggle, silence, darkness, hatred, love. Faces with sharp edges and different expressions are approaching the infinite cliff of their choice step by step in the fierce contradiction collision. Lin Huafeng, Gu Senxiang, Yi Yao and Qi Ming, in their own way, left their last figure on the last page of the book and slowly closed their tired eyes. Perhaps, all kinds of intricacies, just to create this final division, are all unexpected long journeys to another world.

In my impression, all tragedies choose a heroic sacrifice as the ending melody. This tragic aestheticism is perhaps the most perfect and beautiful image in China's impression. Because of tragic and tragic. Harvest the most eager recognition in the blurred tears of readers.

My tears are dripping quietly, not because of everyone's last heroic choice, not because of Yi Yao's endless pain, not because of Lin Huafeng's humble contribution to her daughter. But the subtle emotion between Yi Yao and Qi Ming.

You can feel this feeling from beginning to end. There is no clear definition. Not feelings, not friendship. Between Yi Yao and JiMing, has been maintained. I shed tears because of this period of Qi Ming's most sincere dedication to Yi Yao.

You can't wait to give her everything you have, give it to her and throw it to her, even if she doesn't want it.

You can't help but want to wipe away her tears. You will want to buy a lot of gifts and stuff them into her arms. You will feel the same heartache when she is crying. You will be firm when she asks you for help, because you want to see her smile happily, even once. Or you don't need to smile, as long as you can raise your hand and dry your tears without crying.

I have such deep feelings around me, not feelings but beyond feelings. Love buried deep in the heart, though unable to ferment, can become more and more mellow. In those days when I was in love, I was deeply moved by the feelings beyond friendship between friends and felt ashamed.