Same-sex love around me

As a senior rotten girl who has been exposed to Tambi literature since high school, the word homosexuality is not strange to me at all. When I was a child, I didn't care about this. However, after knowing the existence of this kind of love, I realized that they have been around me since childhood.

(a) primary school handsome T.

In the second grade of primary school, a very handsome girl was transferred to the school. Dark skin, short hair, and two small dimples when laughing. Shoot a clean shot on the basketball court, fly forward on the football field, and then rush to the small water pipe under the teaching building after exercise, with cold water, that is heroic. I remember that many little girls in our class were interested in her at first, and even a few people quietly squatted on the railing to see if she had breasts when she went downstairs and bent down to wash, hoping that this was a handsome boy dressed as a woman. However, after confirming the existence of other people's breasts, several people turned around, sighed, looked at each other, and their eyebrows were all lost.

Later, I heard that a beautiful and brave girl really confessed. I was just shocked at that time, and then I stopped paying attention. Until I graduated from high school, I became good friends with the little girl who accidentally confessed. I just know that young couples at that time could not maintain long-term love. Two people go out shopping, holding hands. In the evening, they said to their parents, "Students are coming to live" and hugged each other and slept. It's not awkward to kiss their cheeks once in a while. It must be said that the convenience brought by gender and young age does exist. But at the same time, it is precisely because they are young and uncertain that their love affair finally ends with another little girl's confession.

I wonder how handsome girls are now. All I know is that the pretty girl who confessed changed boyfriends and then found a handsome guy to secretly associate with ~

(B) junior high school by the mother.

In junior high school, there was a boy in the class. He is tall, with a handsome face and a lovely name. He speaks in a small voice, but he is also gentle, likes to spoil, and has a strong nasal voice. Boys in the class occasionally bully him and call him a "sissy", so they often see his eyes red. I usually can't help it, but I always run over and hook my fingers and say, "Hey! Handsome boy, crying again! Not good-looking! Be happy! " (~ Now that I think about it, I really look like a rogue who molests flower girls = _ =)

At that time, I was a class cadre and held several positions. From study to hygiene to discipline, I take care of almost everything and come home late almost every day. So, this made me see something that was a little unexpected at that time.

Once when I came home from school, I had a little urgency and ran to the school toilet. Different from the university, the toilet in junior high school is separated from the teaching building, and you have to go out from the back door of the teaching building to go to the toilet. When I ran to the back door with my schoolbag on my back, I saw two people hugging and kissing in the shadow inside the door, and quickly separated after discovering me. At that time, I did not stop. I ran to the toilet and kept repeating in my mind: I depend on me, I depend on me, in broad daylight, Lang Lang Gan Kun kissed in the sacred campus!

However, when I came out of the toilet and saw two people blocking in front of me, I was dumbfounded. One of them is a handsome boy in our class, and the other is a tall and strong boy who looks older than us. The first thing they said was, "Don't tell anyone what you just saw!" " I silently rolled my eyes: if you two hadn't blocked me here, I would have known it was you who kissed me just now? ! Alas, it's all made! But I nodded and agreed. The tall and strong man wanted to say something, but the handsome boy in our class stopped him. The handsome boy also said to his man, "Nothing, the monitor of our class is very nice, it doesn't matter." After that, the three of us went home together. On the way, I asked a few questions under the dark face of the tall and strong man. I don't remember exactly what I asked. I only remember that when I finally walked out of the school gate, the tall and strong man waved back to me on the handsome guy's shoulder, and I said I wished them happiness.

I have lost contact with them now, and I don't know what happened to them. However, it is still the same as before. Silently wish them happiness ~

(3) Homosexuality & in college; fewer/ lesser

I just skipped high school. I was busy studying, immersed in various novels, and didn't have much time to observe others. However, I still read many good-looking novels, and the stories are more exciting than reality, haha.

In a blink of an eye, I studied radio and television director and went to the Media College. It seems that homosexuality has always been more artistic than heterosexuality. In our school, there are many homosexuals I know, and they are basically open. You know, I'm a house girl … which shows that there are more homosexuals in our school.

The first gay man I met was a senior. He is fat and a little dark, but the whole person makes people feel particularly confident and attractive. His wish is to marry her husband standing in front of the government in a wedding dress one day. Does it sound unique? I don't know him very well, just because of a club and a department. I don't know anything about him, except that he cried for his ex-boyfriend at a department party and was very sad. A senior next to me told me that whenever he drank wine, he would call his ex-boyfriend's name and cry bitterly. Although they have broken up for a year … he let me know that love between the same sex can be so unforgettable.

The first gay I met was because of my job. He is a senior majoring in makeup and belongs to his mother. Tall and thin, with a moustache. He is kind to girls and malicious to boys, but he will also apologize readily because his vicious tongue hurts others. However, his greatest feature, like his previous senior, is self-confidence. He is confident in his makeup skills, learning ability and love. What he often says is: "Just watch, I'm sure I can ...! "Of course, his self-confidence has never been blind, and his makeup artist and learning ability have never let people down. As for love, he hasn't made up his mind. He said that only those who are motivated and excellent deserve him. He taught me that gays can be so confident.

Say one last thing. It's my college classmate. I remember when she was in military training, she gave a good impression. Several girls sat down in a circle to discuss things. She will be funny from time to time, and she is humorous and charming. When I was a sophomore, I asked her, you are so nice, why don't you go on a date? She said gloomily, "I wonder, too!" Girls always ask me: You are so nice, why don't you have a boyfriend? Boys always ask me: You are so nice, why don't you have a girlfriend? ! I just want to say, how should I know! "

This question seems to have been answered in my junior year. She is with a third-grade student. Both of them are cheerful girls, and they are well matched from appearance to personality to temperament. My junior often accompanies her to our class. Once, I went a little early. As soon as I entered the classroom door, I saw two people sitting in their seats kissing. She smiled when she saw me, and then rubbed her junior's head with a coquetry face. Now that they graduated from college, they are still together. I don't know if I want to come out. However, the students chose to work near the school in order to stay in their junior year. So far, they are very happy. She let me know that same-sex love can be so beautiful.

(4) Tell me about your feelings.

As a heterosexual who has never been in love, it is really beautiful to recall these basic feelings around me. Sadness, happiness, happiness and breakup are all the same, and the seriousness of each relationship is no different from that of the opposite sex. However, it is also true that the society and the government still show an unwelcome attitude towards this relationship.

The play was taken off the shelf; The first episode of "Qipa Shuo" was deleted; Speaking of homosexuality, even I will be surprised and pay special attention to it to some extent.

I like a sentence in American culture very much: I am not gay, I just happen to fall in love with my own same sex.

I hope that one day, our attitude towards love is: there is no homosexuality or heterosexuality in this society, but we are in love, regardless of gender.