People are like ants and live like ants.

I believe it, and I don't know that walking in the street now, whether it's young people who are full of vigor, middle-aged people who are in a hurry, or old people who laugh at the sunset, will always remind me of these. People are like ants, living easily. ...

Maybe I am pessimistic and negative. Is it because of an unforgettable love? Is it because you lost someone you love? Have you lost your five-year job? Have you lost many friendships? About this, it seems that these are all! The opening of this article was two or three months ago. I already exist. I don't want to open it. Don't know how to update. Time passed little by little, and the days gradually became normal. I opened it. Today is the weekend. I don't want to work. Write if you think about it.

From a good place, quit a good job, leave the tangled people and friends, close the circle of friends, and return to the location of this household registration book. I need to rebuild my circle of friends, find a new house and a new job, so that I can bid farewell to the past and live what everyone calls a new life.

I rented a house and didn't want to wronged myself. It should be said that I rented a good house, halved my savings and started looking for a job. Half a year passed and I didn't find a job I thought was good. There are differences between regions, industries, overall economic environment and myself. I have to bear such a gap, not only in terms of salary, culture, feelings, living habits and people ... I will gradually reduce my expenses, take out the eye cream that was not good before, continue to use it, cook by myself and not buy clothes. I can't squander others except the necessities of life.

Sadness, depression, injustice ... this negative energy mentality lingers. At this time, a lot of resumes are sent out every day. All you can do is wait for someone to give you a chance, which is probably not suitable for you to run around all day. There will be a stage when you will find that you have to give up and feel that as long as you work, you can support yourself, which has nothing to do with your major, hobbies and experience, but only with money. What should I do at this time? I remember that in the last stage, I received countless job interviews for selling insurance or telemarketing, which had nothing to do with what I studied, but they said I was accepted. I am really one of the people who are ready to join this job. I was very sad when I handed in the materials. I was told to train in three days. In this way, I went home and didn't go three days later! There is a simple reason. I didn't suppress my sadness, and I couldn't convince myself. Hold on! In this way, I persisted for a little longer, and now I am working, which is not perfect, but at least it is roughly consistent with my major and planning! On the day I received the offer, I always remembered a picture I saw on the Internet, that is, the picture above, which made me thank myself for not choosing to compromise!

Talking about friends, I actively reduced my contact with friends and really felt the definition of friends once, or how most people spend their lives. In the past six months, I met many people, talked a lot and got help from my friends. That kind of timely help is incomparable to money. Only in this way can I really look at myself and make myself more aware of the intimate relationship around me! Thanksgiving friends!

Why should I use this title?

Because there is no job, I need to go to an interview, I need to handle previous insurance-related business, and I need to go to many places and meet many people. When I am on the bus, I will find that I am surrounded by middle-aged and elderly people. In the past, I probably went to work in the high-tech zone, and there was a shuttle bus to work, surrounded by young people. I don't feel this way, but this time, I feel it very deeply. These old people see the imprint of life from their faces. When these people are busy, they will feel deeply.

When you walk into the labor bureau, you go to the office to move old-age medical insurance. Because it is winter, it will be dark after going in. At first, I didn't quite understand what I was doing. Later, I realized that there was a big screen in the hall, which kept scrolling the recruitment information. Basically, people over the age of 30 and 40 get together to watch and record while watching. They are struggling for their own lives and are anxious. At that time, their psychology was complicated. I think this, maybe this is life, real life. Slowly, I will always think of this sentence in my mind. People are like ants, living with them ... then the question comes, how to get along with them?