Refer to Van Gogh's last words "Pain is life"; Van Gogh's thought is probably ...?

There is no standard answer to this question, because different people have different opinions. I think: since it was Van Gogh's last words, it was a feeling before his death, and "pain is life" was an experience and summary of his life. According to the Bible, people are guilty when they come into the world, that is, original sin, and they must pray for God to forgive them. Van Gogh was born in a Protestant family in the Netherlands. Influenced by his family, he must be familiar with Christian teachings. He worked as a shop assistant, business agent and missionary. He was full of fantasy and love. Repeated setbacks and failures in life have made us realize that everyone has the taste of original sin. In fact, as a person, from the day of birth, the ultimate goal of life is to die. Van Gogh deeply realized this. Life and death, the meaning of life, and painful life experiences have been bothering him, which can't be smoothed and solved, and he is still confused. Finally, at the age of 37, he became mentally ill.