What do you think of Osamu Dazai's "Disqualification in the World" and what kind of person Dazai Osamu is?

The title "Disqualification in the World" can well describe Dazaiji. For Dazaiji, loss is not nothing, and existence is not a kind of gain. For this book, It reflects Dazaiji's life, and it brings comfort to Dazaiji.

The protagonist in the book, Ye Zang, was actually created by Dazai Osamu based on himself. At the same time, this book also bore a lot of pain for Dazai Osamu. Ye Zang’s monologue is You can get a glimpse into Dazai Osamu's inner world. There is this description in the book: I don’t know what it feels like to be hungry. This is not to show off that I was born in a wealthy family, but because I have never felt hungry. This may be weird, but I'm one of those people who doesn't even feel hungry.

Other people don’t understand what Dazai Osamu wants. In reality, he is not a hungry person. What really makes him hungry is that he is restrained. This restraint comes from the people around him and thing. In Ye Zang's heart, he was afraid that his father would deal with him in a terrible way. In order to please his father and others, he played an innocent role as a clown. Being laughed at by others and violated by domestic servants, he was unable to feel close to anyone, and the relationships between people only made him feel ridiculous. Whether it's Dazai Osamu or Ye Zang, they have one biggest thing in common - they care about others but lose themselves.

Finally, before he prepared to commit suicide for the fifth time, he wrote a classic sentence: "I'm sorry for being born a human being." What made him choose to end himself in this way may be because of Dazai Haru has never paid attention to himself. How do you view Dazai Osamu and the book "Disqualification in the World"? I feel that these two should not exist, but I can't get rid of it. It's like a person's mood. I'm tired and sleepy. Please correct me. Be better yourself.