In the days when no one cares, may you become your own sun.

I remember reading a sentence, "In the world of adults, there is no such word as' easy'".

There is no "easy" place, and even "stopping" is more difficult.

Get up at 6 o'clock, the buns and cakes on the roadside stalls are your breakfast to fill your hunger, and I will meet you in class at 8 o'clock, but I am a strange teacher and boss. I've been in a daze all day, whether it's windy or rainy, whether it's lightning or thunder, I still can't sleep in the middle of the night and want to rest, but in a busy world, there is no room for you to breathe, even if it's a breath.

When I was a child, I always looked forward to growing up quickly, but when I grew up, I realized that the life of adults was so small and sad.

A few days ago, a friend sent a message saying that he was not feeling well and drank many bottles of Jiang. All trivial things and troubles pile up together, so that all her emotions are generated in a seemingly ordinary night.

At night, it is dark and silent, but you don't care whether you live or die in this colorful world.

Spicy spirits, bitter sadness, vomiting bile on the stairs after drinking too much, while roommates just numbly took ugly photos of her, made her cry when she was drunk in the morning, and then pretended to be indifferent.

Those people were the first people she met when she came to college.

It is said that "Lu Yao knows horsepower and sees people's hearts for a long time."

A friend said that she knew she had a bad temper and was a little headstrong, but other people's actions were really sad.

I don't think this is a friend's own problem.

All along, I think she is a very delicate person, sincere and hard-working.

Unfortunately, people who meet later in life have their own patterns.

I told her that you are out of place in this world, just learn to be alone.

Me too. No one can understand why I want to live in my own way. All the unwillingness can only be digested by one person to meet the brand-new sun after dawn.

After thinking about it, I sent her a message, "I don't care what others think, I just want to be a volunteer, an international volunteer, take the money I earn to go far away, write a lot of words and take a lot of photos." When one day I can't walk, looking at these past memories, I have a clear conscience. "

Maybe most people just talk about it in their dreams. There is a saying that "many people die in their twenties and just live a repetitive life mechanically."

But I don't want to be that person.

"Tears will dry, wounds will scab, and there is still a long way to go. Don't be afraid, we will grow up alone eventually. "

I met a little brother when I worked part-time on weekends. He studied computer engineering in Shandong and animation design in Shenzhen. Originally intended to enter the company and develop in the Pearl River Delta. Unexpectedly, his mother was ill, so he resigned and returned to his hometown in the northwest. This time, he never went out again.

But who can say that he is a failure? I'm afraid no one can define success.

Now he has set up his own decoration company and works part-time in other places on weekends to treat his mother and support his family. After all, he has no regrets and knows himself well.

I always admire only those who work hard, and those who work hard deserve to be respected.

In the days when no one cares, may you become your own sun.

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