Being close to new happiness makes you happy (in memory of your aunt)

Is it happy to enter new joy? -In memory of my aunt.

Speaking of which, my first impression was that when I was studying in Zhengzhou, my boyfriend (hereinafter referred to as Xin) sent me a screenshot of chatting with him, saying that he invited me to Luoyang to enjoy the peony. I felt very happy at that time. I think our little love has been blessed and recognized by our family.

The first time I came to Luoyang, I listened to my aunt's recommendation and went to drink Sandan mutton soup. In the scorching sun, my boyfriend stood in line for fear that I would get sunburned. The second time I came to Luoyang, I visited my boyfriend Xin's house. The first gift I received was a teddy bear bag containing cocoa, which was chosen by my boyfriend's mother (hereinafter referred to as aunt) and my aunt.

At that time, I had not met my aunt. The first time I met her was when she moved to a new home in Panshan. Xin and I went shopping and met my aunt downstairs. She was very kind and blushed, which I liked at that time. Now I think this may be the magnetic field of mutual attraction. I loved writing in college, because Xin was my first love, and I wrote it down in words at the beginning of my love.

Xin also sent me what I wrote, saying that I like writing very much. After learning about Xiao Yan, I can't help looking through Xiao Yan's circle of friends, only to find that she is such a talented person. I like to go to Luopu Park to pick mushrooms, and I am obsessed with white clouds, sunrises and sunsets under the blue sky.

The first time I had dinner with my boyfriend's house, I was very nervous and shy. My aunt solved my embarrassment and jokingly advised Xin to take care of my girlfriend. After graduation, I worked in Luoyang, alone in other places. Coupled with my delicate mind, the changes from school to society will inevitably make me sad. I dare not mention it to my family in my hometown, and I often cry secretly alone.

My aunt helped me a lot and sometimes took me to my aunt's house. Every conversation and contact with my aunt is a moment for me to broaden my horizons and relax my mind. When the former unit just took office, the road was being built next to the school, so it was very inconvenient to travel. My boyfriend offered to give me a tram on Tanabata, and also let me relax and relieve my depression when I was not studying at night.

I was going to buy a used car, but after docking with the other party, I found it was too broken. My aunt suggested buying a new car, and she followed me when buying a tram. At that time, the new house had just been renovated, and the Xin family was not wide, so menstruation had to help pay for it. Finally, my boyfriend bought it with his monthly salary.

When I didn't study at night, I went to eat mala Tang with my colleagues and bought some fruit snacks to go back to school, which also made my life in Luoyang "Beipiao" less sad.

My home is not as good as my boyfriend's. To put it bluntly, even if my boyfriend's family is kind to me, I will care more or less about the lack of manners, and I will feel insecure in many cases. It happens that my aunt is a career-oriented lady, who is often "careless" and doesn't pay attention to details. ? My dear aunt always gives advice and tells her what to do. Later, I learned about Uncle menstruation's experience, only to know the reason for her carefulness. We are very much alike. She also met my uncle's university. My uncle's only son is relatively rich, but her three sisters are slightly poor. My situation is exactly the same as my aunt's, which makes me understand her intentions every time.

My aunt is always so careful that she gives me red envelopes during the Spring Festival. Although I confiscated it, I still remember this idea. At that time, I also wanted to introduce me to work through relationships. Such a considerate person, I can't help but burst into tears when I write here.

It's a pity now. Sometimes Xin goes to work on Saturday, and I'm bored at home. My aunt shut herself up at home, too. Why didn't I talk to her? Before my aunt went to Beijing, Xin and I wanted to see my aunt, but we didn't go to see her because we were afraid that it would be too deliberate to leave and stimulate my aunt who was about to face surgery.

After the video chat with menstruation, menstruation was still so optimistic and said, Let's get married quickly. She helps us to look after our children and train them to be children of Tsinghua Peking University. It's a pity to recall her red nose every time.

Later, after listening to menstruation's illness report in Beijing, I found that menstruation, a strong woman, was always on the verge of collapse. Later, in a coma, Xin Wei and I recorded an encouraging video. At that time, we also said that Xiao Yan should recover quickly and return to Luoyang. Xin intends to propose to me after she comes back and recovers, hoping to give him some advice for someone who knows a little about romance.

See you later, Xiao Yan. After returning to Luoyang, Xin and I went to the hospital to visit. In the hospital bed, her eyes could not be opened because of high intracranial pressure, but her legs kept moving. She knew we were coming, so she answered. The last time I went to the hospital with Xin was last week. My aunt's condition was very bad.

For the first time in my life, I experienced the plot in a TV series, waiting outside the ICU to push a hospital bed for a CT scan. I saw my aunt's eyes slightly open with tears in her eyes. I was really having a hard time, and the whole person couldn't accept it. Seeing my uncle's decision behind me and Pippi's brother hiding his face and crying, my heart seems to be broken.

I can't bear to continue writing on this point. When writing the title of this article, I gave it a name: approaching a new joy makes me happy, because I know my aunt doesn't like the way we are sad. This is my aunt's attitude towards life, and it will definitely be her favorite name.

Although Xiao Yan is not my sister-in-law, I really want to tell her: Xiao Yan, I am lucky to meet you. I will always continue your optimistic, positive and interesting attitude. I will carefully read the Huangdi Neijing recommended by you. I will listen to you and take Xin for a good exercise. In the future, I will support Pippi's younger brother and help Xin's uncle. May your heart be in another world. I love you, and you will live in our hearts forever.

I miss it!

June 22(nd), 2022