A poem describing helplessness

"Going out and looking east, tears fell on my skirt."

He walked out of the disrepair house and looked east. He may still have hope. Who did he see? What do you see? He may have met his long-lost relatives? Maybe I didn't see anything. He walked out of his fantasy blankly and began to cry in a low voice. The words "tears fall on my clothes" are saturated with rich, profound and painful emotional connotations! The contrasting narration between the protagonist and his family has pushed the theme and artistic level of the work to a new height: those who have served in military service for 65 years are actually the only survivors of the whole family, and those relatives who have not served in military service have lush pines and cypresses on their graves. It is conceivable that their poverty and misery before their death are not as good as those foot soldiers who may die every moment; The work specifically describes the unfortunate experience and painful feelings of the protagonist who fought for the country for 65 years but could not return home, but was homeless after returning home. Compared with his relatives who had to walk into the silent, dark and cold grave, his misfortune was "lucky". The work not only exposes the darkness and evil of feudal military service, but also shows the misfortune of an 80-year-old man, reflects the darkness of the whole social reality at that time, and shows the misfortune of all the people, the decline of society and the turmoil of the times.