I miss you a little, Northeast.

It's been more than a year since graduation. Unexpectedly, one day I will miss this place and that city.

I still remember three years ago, when I set foot on the northeast again, I felt lonely and helpless. A person's own, there will always be many mistakes, in Shenyang Railway Station, my suitcase password is wrong, and the box will never be opened. I cried helplessly at the train station in the middle of the night because I couldn't open the box. I feel scared, confused and uncertain about the future. At that time, I just wanted to go home.

The northeast is really too far away. Mudanjiang is a prefecture-level city in Heilongjiang, even further. It takes half a day to get there from Nanjing, no matter how fast. Distance always makes me feel a sense of drift. Therefore, even if I step into the school gate, I still doubt whether this choice is worth it.

At that time, I always thought that two years was too long. I have been thinking about when I can go home, when I can go back to the south, when I can feel the misty rain in the south, when I can feel the warmth of winter in the south, and when I can stop wandering.

Facts have proved that when God closes a door for you, he will open a window for you. Now that I think about it, if I were given another chance to choose, I would still choose to go to that city, that distant place.

What is there in that city? I think what I will miss is the biting cold in winter. When you come out of the bathroom, half-dry hair will freeze in a second, and stand up one by one, brittle and hard, which is very interesting. I think I will miss it. It's the skating rink behind the dormitory. In October, 165438+, the school filled the small playground with water, waited one night and went to see it the next day. A natural skating rink is naturally formed here, and the ice is very, very hard. Unfortunately, I haven't played it myself. I think I will miss it. It was 20 or 30 degrees below zero outside, and a group of our friends were sitting in the house, eating pot-stewed vegetables, which were oily and salty. We drank some wine together, gathered around and chatted, which was very happy. I think what I will miss is the coolness and excitement of the river in summer. That summer, the three of us would come out from time to time, drink some wine, enjoy tea and watch movies. We went to the river for three days, blowing a breeze and talking, and we felt very comfortable and leisurely together. I think what I will miss is the short school flower season. Although it is short, it is still beautiful and bright. Wild rose, Gesanghua, pear, peach blossom, etc. Spring in May is the most beautiful season in school. I think I will miss the willow tree that never leaves all the year round. As a street tree, its curved trunk can not only keep out the cold, but also spit out a magical juice, which drips on our heads like big water drops, giving us a fright at all times. I think I will miss it. It's a school dinner at half past three in the afternoon, the night after four, and the dining hall that closes at six. In winter, after 16: 00, it is already dark and nightlife is extremely long. I can always do many things in my dormitory. I think I will miss the days when I stayed alone in the library. I didn't have many plans and plans at that time. I stroll leisurely into the library every day, find an empty table, pick one or two books, and be warmly surrounded by sunshine. I can stay there and read all day. At that time, my heart was very quiet. I think I read more books that year than I did in the past 20 years. I think I will miss the sudden temperature difference between indoor and outdoor, the freezing outside and the warmth inside. I think what I miss is the group of people I met there, the lovely and frank partners, and the good friends I chatted with. I think what I miss is my life mentor, my lovely red mother. I think what I still miss is the excitement of skiing in the cold winter; It is a pine cone never seen before in Beishan; In the evening, it is Beishan Park; It is the thick dusty winter snow that is difficult to melt; It is an authentic Korean barbecue; This is a cut Russian sausage. It is the affordable northeast roast cold noodles; Is the casserole outside the school gate, beef persimmon pot, roasted pork belly, baked potato slices; It is sour and fragrant roasted sauerkraut; It's rice covered with potato sausage; It's a small dish of roast chicken; There is also semi-salty canteen food. I think it's really normal that I gained nearly 10 kg in those two years.

People will say that if you love someone, you love a city. For me, on the contrary, I love the three northeastern provinces and the northeast people. Now, I miss you a little, Northeast China, and I miss you very much, Mudanjiang.

Now, I still retain my former affectation, like walking by the river, like the cool breeze on the river and happy people. Now, I still want to go back to skiing and feel the reality of diving from the top of the mountain. Now, I also want to invite some old friends, have a drink and chat, not talk about life, just talk about romance. Now I sometimes dream about the road next to the dormitory building 10. Now I have the honor to meet you and become a lifelong friend. I really miss you now, Northeast!