Graduation is a boring day.

on June 7th, 2xx, I began to welcome the college entrance examination. On June 8th, I finished the college entrance examination. In the afternoon, I started to move things home like other students. On the 13th of June, I attended the school graduation ceremony and got my diploma.

I graduated, yes, I finally graduated. This is my dream, but I am always unhappy in my heart. It turns out that graduation is a boring day.

I was so eager for graduation at the beginning. I felt that I couldn't stay for a day at school. I was tired. Now, I have graduated, but I am still imagining whether this is a dream or not, and whether I can go to school with my schoolbag when I wake up tomorrow. However, the fact is that you are no longer a high school student, and your 12-year study career has been completed.

I have been watching classmates, friends and friends on QQ and WeChat for a few days just after graduation, and I only replied: Did I graduate? Why? I don't feel anything. Even now, I don't feel anything at all. Perhaps, the so-called all-poison is just a sign of numbness, perhaps, I am afraid to face this fact.

Now that I'm independent, I've started to work, and then I realize that work is more tiring than reading. Of course, people who haven't graduated always don't think so.

There were many books I wanted to read at first. Now, every time I want to pick up a book to read, I can't read it anymore, even if I tried my best to read it in class, I can't read it now. I've been telling myself, just pick up a book and read it. Don't read it in detail. But I still can't do it. Yes, I will never love reading as much as before. When I was in school, when I had good books, such as magazines and literary masterpieces, I always said to myself, don't finish such a good book so quickly, and I won't have to read it after reading it. But now, they have been piled up by me to fill the desk, but I have never seen them again. I just suddenly feel ugly.

after graduation, all the burdens are gone, and I feel so relaxed. I don't have to work from five to twelve anymore. After graduation, I feel so bored, maybe there is nothing to do, and my classmates are far apart. However, I can't bear to part with it. I know that my school may be bad, the food is bad, the accommodation is bad, the system is bad and so on. How I wish I could have another meal and stay for one night, and then, when I get up tomorrow, I will start to vomit: "What kind of school is this?" This is not good. That is not good. I don't want to study here, I want to graduate soon. " However, I know it will never happen again, and I can't do it again. Thought of here, I can't help feeling a little tearful.

My classmates, how boring I am without you. I still have a lot to tell you, and there are still many secrets you don't know. I also want to scold you and be caught by a group of you. My teachers, who were so tired of you at the beginning, hated you and your nagging, now want you to scold me face to face: "What happened?" Can't bear to part with it? 。” Then, I cried and said, "Yes."

Although I can go back to school again in the future, I'm worried that you will forget me and don't know me, just like when I first met you. You don't know me and I don't know you. Perhaps, it is difficult to find a day in this life when everyone is free to come out and get together; Perhaps, the imprint on the table in those days has already been wiped clean by the next alumni; Perhaps, I can't find my desk again; Maybe ...

My three years of high school have ended, and my 12-year study career is gone forever.

I've always wanted to write my youth into a book, but I can't write it, and my heart has long since lost its original thickness and level.

No regrets are not youthful. Fortunately, you can always think of it, always regret it, and then cry.

remember? It was raining in the afternoon of the college entrance examination that day. Don't forget the brothers, girls you loved and everything you spit out in those years.

the rain suddenly became so soft.