Thoughts on Mother's Day: Parents are old, please go home often, no matter how life is.

When it comes to maternal love, people often use tenderness and delicacy to describe it. However, my mother is not a gentle mother. She has a loud voice, often lions roar, and her movements are not gentle. She even patted me on the head occasionally, but it didn't affect her love for me at all. On the contrary, I like this kind of rough and unrestrained love without boundaries. But in the past two years, due to some reasons and my mother's special care, her love for me began to become cautious everywhere, for fear of touching my sadness.

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. At this time, my thoughts are myriad, and my heart is full of guilt for my mother.

At the age of 30, I still worry about my mother. The family business is not good, and the work has not improved. Coupled with some changes in my family the year before last, my life became more and more sad.

My father blamed me for not planning my life well and making it so bad. I don't know why, because I didn't meet my expectations, because I let him down, or because I was afraid of my expenses. For two years, my father insisted on not letting me go home and even rarely answered my phone calls. Therefore, my relationship with my father is drifting away, and the father who once loved me and spoiled me seems to be gone forever. This once made me believe that "married daughter, spilled water" is true.

A few days ago, I had a five-day holiday on May Day. I didn't intend to go home, but my mother called me twice and asked me if I wanted to come back. I hesitated when I heard my mother's question. My mother suddenly felt my embarrassment. She immediately changed her mouth: "I have nothing to do. I just want to ask you. Be busy if you have something to do. "

Then he hung up the phone in a hurry. I also felt my mother's careful temptation and embarrassment on the phone. I know she is eager for me to go back, but I really don't have the courage to go back without my father's letting go. I'm afraid to see my father's cold expression.

1 In the morning of May, my mother called me again. She said, "Xiao Kai (my cousin) drove back today. If you plan to come back, you can take his car, but if you have something to do, you can stay. "

After receiving these two calls from my mother, I was a little fidgety. I don't want to disappoint my mother, and I don't want her to wait hard. So I got up the courage to contact my cousin and decided to go home with him. I was afraid that my mother was worried about the safety of our road, so I didn't tell her in advance that I was going back.

It was already ten o'clock at night when I got home, and my parents had already slept. My uncle and aunt were very enthusiastic when they saw me and sent me home all the way. My mother was particularly surprised when she saw me. I heard from my uncle and aunt that I hadn't eaten yet, so she hurried to the kitchen to prepare food for me. While I was eating, she made my bed. Throughout the process, I saw my mother's face full of joy that I couldn't hide.

It's just that dad never showed up. I sneaked into their dormitory to have a look. Dad fell asleep with his back to the door. I dare not call him.

After staying at home for two days, my mother was very busy. She has been busy beside me except sleeping. She didn't yell at me like before and didn't dare to ask more questions.

She just asked me to stay with her, watching her busy and preparing my favorite meals. She saw that I was still wearing sneakers on a hot day, so she quietly bought me a pair of sandals. Look at the style of sandals. My mother should have chosen them carefully.

These two days, my father tried to avoid seeing me. Whenever my father wants to say something, my mother keeps winking at my father to prevent him from saying too much.

In two days, I'm leaving. I can see that my mother is very reluctant. She prepared a lot of special products from my hometown for me to open the package as soon as I got home. I didn't think much when I heard my mother say that.

When I got home, I quickly opened the package according to my mother's instructions. Unexpectedly, my mother actually hid an envelope in the parcel, which contained 5000 yuan. Seeing the money, I couldn't control my inner depression and guilt any longer, and they turned into tears.

Since I graduated from college, I have been busy with work and family. I seldom talk to my mother heart to heart. I always report good news instead of bad news. On the one hand, I am afraid that my family will be worried, on the other hand, I am afraid that they will be disappointed in my daughter. Even so, my mother learned about my present situation from some details and relatives and friends.

The poor inherit the wind, their world is too small, only their own children! I know that the only thing I can repay my parents now is to live my own life and plan my own life. But at present I can't promise anything, I can only move forward step by step.

But now I understand a truth. No matter what life will be like in the future, we always have to go home and have a look, because we are growing up, our parents are getting old, and their sense of security is slowly disappearing. No matter how good the life is, it is also a comfort for them to go back and have a look!