Do you think stepmother is good?

I also lived and grew up with my stepmother. My stepmother brought two children to my house, both older than me. When I was a child, my stepmother didn't eat breakfast herself, nor did she give us breakfast. In winter, she has a quilt and no mat. I was in my twenties at that time, and I thought she was my real mother. Anyway, I have lived for more than ten years, working to buy her clothes and shoes, and I have given all the money I earned. It is impossible to ask her for pocket money. I only gave her a few hundred dollars for living expenses, because she didn't give pocket money and didn't eat breakfast. Later, I got married and rented a house at first. Later, I saved some money and bought a small house from my in-laws. Later my stepmother may be jealous of me. All kinds of accusations are unreasonable and inexplicable. For example, I can't communicate with my relatives for various reasons, and there are all kinds of quirks. I can't finish talking. I always say that it hurts me the most, but I dare not listen, although I don't beat and scold. I remember when I was very young, I was told to wake her children up every morning so that I could have money to eat a steamed bun. One day I overslept and her children got up. As a result, her daughter coaxed me into saying that I didn't have to call them again, and the steamed bread didn't fall to the ground, and all kinds of abuse were heard all the way. My father has been unknown. Until now, I can't bear it. I turned against my mother's family and sometimes wondered if I was unfilial.