What do you mean, "I am like Q and want to draw the last circle"?

In Lu Xun's novel The True Story of Ah Q, there is such a detailed description of Ah Q kneeling on the ground before his execution after being arrested in the county government-

Ah Q wants to draw a circle, but his hand holding the pen is just shaking. So the man spread the paper on the ground for him, and Ah Q fell down and drew a circle with all his strength. Afraid of being laughed at, he decided to draw a circle, but the hateful pen was not only heavy but also disobedient. I almost closed it with a shake, but I shrugged my shoulders and painted it like a melon seed.

Ah Q was ashamed that his painting was not round, but the man didn't care. He has chosen a pen and paper, and many people arrested him for the second time.

When he entered the fence for the second time, he was not very depressed. He thought that heaven and earth in life sometimes had to be caught in and out, and sometimes a circle had to be drawn on paper, but the circle was not a circle, but a stain on his "line".

Everyone is born with the motivation to get things done. (Andy .. I feel sick%>_<%)