Sad sentences of cold war with husband

I think I can write a sad sentence about the cold war with my husband.

1, the wind blows away. A year passed like this. It will continue like this next year. I don't know whether there is depression behind stability, or whether there is stability in depression. We just can't find it. This sentence means that I feel very depressed and uneasy, because we can't find the feeling of the cold war before, and I think it is very suitable for the cold war.

I always thought that I could smile calmly in the face of anything, but in the end, when you turned around and decided to leave, I burst into tears. This is, the happiness of the past laughs at the pain in my heart. It turns out that the most painful pain in the world is leaving.

Sometimes pretending can bring happiness, but it's not really happiness.