I often talk nonsense after drinking, and sometimes I get drunk, but I just can't quit. What should I do?

I just enjoy the feeling of fragments, but I have the habit of suddenly giving up bad habits. Personal physique can't be explained clearly in a few words. I intend to give up smoking and drinking soon. I am 13, and I am the kind of person who drinks and smokes indiscriminately. I smoke 5 packs of cigarettes and drink more than 30 bottles of beer in front of the computer alone. Anyway, I don't know if I will regret the vicious circle the next day. Quit smoking and drinking for parents, keep a good body and send them wholeheartedly in the future. And I'm the kind of person who drinks too much and doesn't drink. I can write some books. In addition, I have drunk more than 10 bottles of beer now. Don't mind if the preface doesn't match.