I fell in love with my brother-in-law, but he refused.

My sister died in a car accident three years ago, leaving two lovely nephews. Looking at my brother-in-law Ding Nan alone with two children, I feel really distressed. I often go to my brother-in-law's house to help him take care of the children. Both children are very sensible and never make their brother-in-law angry. I helped my brother-in-law take care of this family in recent years and was unconsciously attracted by him.

I don't know when I began to like my brother-in-law. I dare not tell anyone about this feeling, for I am afraid that others will accuse me of robbing the man who originally belonged to my sister. So, when I understood my feelings, I didn't tell my brother-in-law, but began to alienate my brother-in-law and children. But when I let go of my brother-in-law, something happened to the two children.

The children miss me and come to my house to find me after school. But the distance is too far, and the two children get lost. My brother-in-law called me and asked me, only then did I know that something had happened to them. I was going crazy at that time, so I called the police. Fortunately, the child is very smart and found an adult to borrow his mobile phone to call me. My brother-in-law and I found the children. From then on, I never dared to ignore my children's feelings in order to escape my own feelings.

But I still haven't confessed to my brother-in-law My brother-in-law is usually a very slow person in emotional matters. At the beginning, my sister also took the initiative to pursue her brother-in-law, and his brother-in-law didn't know her feelings for him. Now, my identity is so embarrassing that my brother-in-law would never have thought that I would have such a mind. He even introduced my colleagues to me, hoping that I could find a boyfriend.

Through this colleague, I know that my brother-in-law is also dating recently, and the blind date girl seems to be quite satisfied with his brother-in-law. I thought my brother-in-law would be able to shrug off this time, but I feel that my brother-in-law seems to be very curious about this woman. I felt bad when I watched my brother-in-law start a new relationship. I hope my brother-in-law can be happy, and I don't want him to fall in love with anyone except my sister. I don't know why I feel this way. In short, I had a miserable life.

Feelings are like coughing, you can't hold it. Finally, on a drunken night, I poured out all my feelings to my brother-in-law. It was the wedding anniversary of my brother-in-law and my sister. My brother-in-law and I had a few more drinks. I told my brother-in-law that I didn't like the man he introduced. I am willing to keep in touch with the blind date, just because the blind date and his brother-in-law are colleagues, and sometimes I can learn something about his brother-in-law in the company through him. I also told my brother-in-law, I don't want my brother-in-law to remarry with other women, I hope my brother-in-law can see me, and I want to give my two nephews and him happiness.

My brother-in-law was very surprised after listening to my words and turned me down on the spot. Since then, my brother-in-law and I have been embarrassed. I obviously feel that my brother-in-law is deliberately avoiding me. Sometimes, I even realize my brother-in-law is embarrassed. He doesn't know how to respond to my feelings and doesn't want to hurt me. After a long time, I know that my brother-in-law has lost contact with the blind date girl since I confessed to him. And since then, I have never seen other blind dates.

I don't know what my relationship with my brother-in-law will become in the future, but I don't want to accept others yet. One day, I will let my brother-in-law see me and let him feel my sincerity. I can't understand emotional things, I just want to follow my heart.