What does it mean to have a golden night?

But I suggest you read this article.

The topic is I love you, lost in the fleeting time.

Many years later, I still wonder how good it would be if I broke free from your hands until I died.

1111/prime warm year

The noisy skating rink is sixteen-year-old Su Wennian's favorite entertainment place. Noisy crowd, unscrupulous screaming, sliding freely. The main reason is that when he pulled himself down, she knew she was doomed.

On the midsummer night when I met Xu Mu, Su Wennian just ran out of the broken family and shivered in the corner alone. Xu Mu and a group of teenagers dressed as gangsters have just come out of the Internet cafe. When they passed Su Wennian, a man shouted, "Isn't this Su Wennian who rejected countless people at school?" Why are you crying in the street? You must have been rejected! Everyone burst into laughter. Su Wennian looked up and his eyes were as red as rabbits. He recognized that it was a group of frightening gangs in the school. He opened his mouth and said only one word "get out".

Before that, Xu Mu often saw her, watching her walk by his classroom with her exercise book in her arms and her eyes open. This time, I saw her crying red eyes, hugging posture, full of preparedness. Xu Mu retreated from his brothers and took Su Wennian's cold hand and ran to the skating rink. Su Wennian was a little shocked at first, but he struggled hard but refused to shout it out. Xu Mu turned around and said, "Come with me. I'll take you to a relaxing place." . Soft tone, clean smile, warm temperature coming from the palm of his hand, Su Wennian thought, "He shouldn't do anything to himself." Think of this and quietly let him pull himself to run.

When he came to the skating rink, the deafening music and the screaming crowd made Su Wennian, who had been a good student for more than ten years, a little scared and could not help but shrink to Xu Mu. Xu Mu noticed her change and comforted her, saying, "Don't be afraid. The people here are harmless. They are all lonely, which makes them feel very busy here." Su Wennian looked at this gangster but dressed up beautifully. Perhaps, many things are not as unified as they seem, such as the sad tone when he said these words, at least not as indifferent as his appearance.

That night, although Xu Lian held her, Su Wenniang kept falling. She did it on purpose. Finally, she hugged herself and wept bitterly. She said bitterly, "What should I do? My parents are getting divorced. What should I do? " Xu Curtain gently held her in her arms, unable to stop the pain in her heart and let her cry freely.

After that night, Su Wennian began to indulge himself. Her parents divorced and she moved to a small rental house alone. Xu Mu watched her cut her long hair and dyed it bright red. Look at her wearing heavy makeup and getting 16 pierced ears. Watching her skip class, fight and curse. The teachers shook their heads at her speechless, and the students stayed away from her. She changed from a beautiful girl that everyone loved to a bad girl that everyone hated.

The previous Su Nuan years were so clean, with long hair and shawls, beautiful smiles, and good grades and looks, which made people curse God's preference. She will say "I'm sorry" when boys tell her that they are blushing, so that those people can't hate it because they are not good enough to like it.

Xu Mu has been observing her changes. He tried to dissuade her, but how can the stubborn and strong Su Wennian change? She said maliciously, "I want them to regret it, because they forced me to do so." Xu curtain gently sighed, silly girl, you should be a woman as warm as jade, so why torture yourself. Xu Mu knows that this seemingly fierce and rebellious girl is actually kinder than anyone else. When you see stray cats in the street, you will take them back to your little house and name them Xiao Nuan. She said, "Xu Mu, I still have you to rely on, but that kitten is so poor and lonely."

But Su Wennian ignored the fact that she and Xu Mu can only use the word friend. Xu Mu was very proud. She didn't say that she liked her. The girl's reserve made her afraid to say that she liked him first. She firmly believed that Xu Mu liked her.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have rushed in to break the bench when she was fighting with others.

Otherwise, he won't stay up in the middle of the night. As long as she makes a phone call, he will drive away his sleepiness and chat with her all night.

Otherwise, he wouldn't see other families and houses on the street and leave by her hand, so that she couldn't see the picture that stung her heart. He knows her, her duplicity and his duplicity. They get drunk and crazy together, and make public their youth together.

However, Su Wennian waited from the first year of high school until the last semester of the third year of high school, but it was the end of summer. Su Wennian, who was still dressed as a bad girl, was looking for a gift for the birthday party the day after tomorrow in a shop on the street when she was discovered in late summer. When walking past a clothing store, Su Wennian was attracted by a white shirt with a little fox printed on the left breast. Little fox crouched quietly, his eyes infinitely dim. She suddenly remembered the little prince's book she read in junior high school. The little fox in it that made her sad for several days was more like this one. Su Wennian walked out of the clothing store, holding a dress in a black bag. I saw this amazing girl in front of me, wearing a white skirt, tall and tall, but beautiful without rouge. Inexplicably rejected, she narrowed her eyes and asked, "Who are you?" My name is Xia Mei, and I'm Xu Mu's girlfriend.

In the sunny weather in May, it feels as cold as falling into an ice cave in the warm years of Su. She screamed, "I don't believe it. Xu Mu never said he had a girlfriend. " The girl in front shook her head and said sympathetically, "Then you are really sad. You have been with him for so long that you don't even know this. Just call you Su Wennian. It's shameless to hear that you walk around the curtain all day. " This vicious remark was made at the end of summer with a smile.

Su Wennian is not a kind person. When he saw the winner's face at the end of summer, he slapped the white face at the end of summer and cursed: "Who am I?" So I didn't see Xu Mu running from the opposite street, so the smiling face at the end of summer, Su Wennian's loud slap in the face, and her sentence, "What does it matter to you who I am?" Everything fell into Xu Mu's eyes and was heard in her ears.

The words girlfriend, Su Wennian's heart is bleeding. When he turned around, he saw Xu Mu's cold face. Su Wennian suddenly panicked, and his mouth was about to explain, but he was suddenly pushed to the ground by Xu Lian, and his bag was thrown aside. Su Wennian watched him nervously hold the end of summer in his arms and asked, "Are you all right?" My heart is bleeding, as if I were missing a mouth. This scene deeply hurt Su Wennian's heart. She thinks they are really a good match. Both of them are hand in hand, and they are very accurate.

Leaning against the wall and crying, pear blossoms bring rain. At the end of summer, I shook my head and went to sleep in the warm year, but my hand was pinched at my waist. Sue changed to a warm year, sighed bitterly, and quickly pushed away the end of summer, but she didn't want to hit the wall of the end of summer. Su Wennian was very angry at that time, swearing "What the fuck are you pretending to be …" and "Enough"! In front of me is an angry Xu curtain: "I didn't expect you to be so vicious." Why did you hit her? "

The world suddenly quieted down, and Su Wennian looked at Xu Mu's red face and suddenly smiled. She said, "You call me vicious, but I don't like her, so I will hit her!" " Xu Mu gave her a cold stare and left with the hand that had never spoken at the end of summer. Looking back at the end of summer, his face is still pale and terrible, but he is smiling. Su Wennian has to admire her amazing acting skills, and her face can instantly turn white to morbid. Su Wennian stood up slowly, picked up the dress and whispered, "Xu Mu, I am a little fox waiting for the little prince's love."

When I was studying by myself last night, my mobile phone vibrated. Su Wennian saw that the note was the little prince's mobile phone number and a message: "Go to the skating rink after school." Su Wennian didn't wait until after school. She thought it might be that Xu Mu wanted to apologize to herself, so the head teacher checked the number of people and just left, she ran out of the classroom with her hind feet. But she didn't want to be stopped by the end of summer when she transferred to the same school. Su Wennian squinted at her: "What, do you still want to smoke?" At the end of summer, instead of being angry, he smiled: "You are going to see Xu Mu. Wait a minute to see if his slap is hard or your mouth is hard. "

Su Wennian said mercilessly: "Shut up, are you worthy of him?" You vicious woman! At the end of summer, I giggled, "Tell me and see if others believe me or you, little sister." . Su Wennian is full of momentum: "I don't need others to believe me, and Xu Mu will believe me."

When I came to the skating rink, it was the time when people were buzzing. Su Wennian skillfully came to a corner in the west. Sure enough, she saw Xu Curtain sitting there with his head down, with smoke between his fingers emitting a star-like red, and the colorful light shone on his highlighted yellow hair, which was particularly beautiful. She whispered, "Xu Curtain". Xu curtain answer raised his head and looked at Su Wennian. Sipping his thin lips and saying nothing, Su Wennian slipped to Xu Curtain's side, grabbed the cigarette from Xu Curtain's hand, sucked it into his lungs, and gently spit on Xu Curtain's face for a long time. The diffuse smoke blurred Xu Mu's face, but Su Wennian still captured the unbearable flash in his eyes.

Xu Mu said that I would teach you to back off in the warm year, so she took her hand and slipped into the skating rink without waiting for Su Wennian's answer. Xu mu's palm is always warm, which makes Su Wennian feel very at ease. Su Wennian is in front, and Xu Curtain is behind. Round after round, Su Wennian thought that if she could hold this hand forever, it would be the most beautiful myth in her world. However, Xu Mu's hand has taken away Sven's beautiful late summer, and the late summer confiscated her name of waiting for Xu Mu for two years.

When the number of people in the skating rink gradually decreased, Su Wennian was able to retreat slowly by himself, without falling down once.

Xu Mu suddenly laughed, but his eyes were filled with endless sadness. He said: "a warm year, thanks to my conscientious master, it took me a long time to turn you into a master." You said, "Should you repay me?" Su Wennian lowered her head and whispered, "Shall I be your girlfriend?"? "

Xu looked up and looked puzzled at the curtain swing. Su Wennian knew that the deafening music of the skating rink masked her humble request.

Sadness flashed by, and Su Wennian fought back a smile and shouted to answer him: "How do you want me to repay you?" Xu Mu said: "As long as you don't make trouble at the end of summer, it is the best way for you to repay me." . The girl looked up stubbornly and said, "What if I say no?"

Xu Mu was angry, too: "Can you be more rational in the warm year of Sue? You really make me tired. I'm going to have a birthday party in Qilixiang tomorrow night. Go apologize to the end of summer. After all, you hit people first.

Su Wennian looked at the boy with a sad face in front of him and asked with difficulty, "Do you really want me to apologize?" Xu Mu nodded: "Warm Year, you are not a child, you should be responsible for what you have done. Late summer is a kind girl, and she won't do anything to you. " Su Wennian fought back tears and said, "Well, I apologize to her. You go! "

Su Wennian continued to retreat alone, but the speed increased several times. Finally, when she turned around, she fell to the ground on her back. She got up slowly, shrank into the corner, hugged herself with thin arms, and tears fell to the ground drop by drop. Xu Mu, I can't wait for your words, and I can't enter your heart. In the summer of seventeen years, you held my hand. I thought it was a happy paradise, but I didn't expect it to be a terrible hell.

See you at Xu Mu's birthday party in late summer. Su Wennian smiled faintly at her through a group of people. Xu Mu has been pouring wine for everyone happily, and the atmosphere is lively. I don't know who asked Su Wennian to sing a song, but Su Wennian refused but wanted to go on stage. The accompaniment sounded and the crowd was still noisy, but when Su Wennian sang Stephanie's meeting in a pure and clean voice, everyone was quiet.

Su Wennian looked at a happy Xu curtain and sang and cried. Meeting you is really my most beautiful accident. Turned to wipe tears, Su Wennian didn't see it, and didn't make the next tear. With thunderous applause, Su Wennian smiled and walked beside Xu Mu, took out clothes wrapped in boxes and said "Happy Birthday" to Xu Mu. Xu mu gently held her in her arms, causing screams around her, then let go of Su Wenniang and told people around her to go out and make a phone call.

Su Wennian looked at the end of summer with a black face sitting next to him, picked up a glass of red wine on the table and walked towards the end of summer. At the end of summer, she wanted to raise a glass to celebrate her wine. Before reaching for the glass, Su Wennian spilled the wine on himself. At the end of summer, everyone screamed in fear and looked at the girl with short red hair and white silver earrings. She said, "Sorry, late summer, you told Xu Mu that this was my responsible way."

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Facing Xu Mu's sad face and bloodshot eyes, Su Wennian turned around and said softly, "Xu Mu, you want me to apologize and say goodbye. You put me in charge, and I paid for it. Similarly, if you slap me for this woman, I will remember it. " With that, she left without looking back, because she was afraid that the tears on her face would make what little dignity she had left lose.

That night, Su Wennian cried like the first time she saw Xu Mu when she was sixteen. The slap broke her heart, but it didn't destroy her yearning for curtains. The teenager she loved for more than two years slapped her, saying that she was a really vicious woman and how vicious she was. What a sad thing.

The next morning, Su Wennian left Beijing by the first flight. When the plane broke through the aura and flew into the blue sky, Su Wennian looked up at the familiar city below, and tears slowly shed from her sunglasses. Xu Mu, I don't think I'm mature enough to forgive you for slapping me at the end of summer, so now that I'm gone, you can give me hard-won happiness!

When he got off the plane and saw his long-awaited father, Su Wennian suddenly let go. I really can't be so decadent Although my parents are divorced, they still love themselves as always, but they are too headstrong. From then on, Su Wennian took off her earrings and grew her long hair in ancient Beijing, a southern city thousands of miles away, and restored her beautiful appearance. Quiet class, college entrance examination, university. Perhaps young love is like a flower that has just opened, and it can't stand the wind and rain that comes with it.

It's just that Su Wennian didn't expect to meet late summer, April 20 10, 20 18 in Beijing. Because of my foot injury, I was admitted to a hospital full of potions. As soon as I entered the door, I saw the late summer wearing a hospital gown and sleeping in the bed next to her. My face was yellow and there was no vitality. At the end of summer, tears came down when I saw this girl with clean long hair. She said "Warm Spring, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" over and over again. Su Wennian looked at the tearful end of summer, but there was no resentment in his heart. She shook her head and said, "Never mind. The end of summer has passed. " Who knows that at the end of summer, she cried even louder, and her voice was hoarse: "In the warm year, Xu Lian died, Xu Lian died."

Su Wennian felt that it was dark at once, and all she could hear was that Xu Mu was dead. She smiled and said, "Late summer, are you kidding?" This joke is not funny at all! But tears gushed like spring water. At the end of summer, Xu Mu cried and said, "In that warm year, Xu Mu really died. He has been looking for you since you left. He called your name downstairs every day for two years. He said that you would answer him one day. But you never showed up. A week ago, he didn't know who said he had seen you in Qinghai, so he immediately got on the train to Qinghai. But in the earthquake four days ago, he was found in a temple in Yushu, still wearing the white shirt you gave him on his birthday. Do you know why he protects me like that? Because I have leukemia, which is incurable. I returned to China that year because of this illness. At that time, I had nothing to love. It was Xu Mu who kept me going. But I know he likes you very, very much, but you know what? I grew up with him, and I like him as much as you. I was afraid that he would break up with me, so I forced you to go and hurt him!

Su Wennian didn't expect that the truth he had always misunderstood was so hurtful.

When leaving the hospital, Su Wennian gave Xu Mu's blog address in late summer. She said that my days are numbered, and I can accompany Xu Curtain soon, but you must have a warm year. This is the hope of Xu Curtain. Su Wennian gently hugged the girl who loved the same boy as herself and sobbed.

Su Wennian returned home, turned on the computer and entered Xu Mu's blog home page. He saw his lonely side face holding Xiao Nuan and looking up at the blue sky. There is a line below: "My little fox, when will you come back to take care of my love?" He wrote in his diary: "Warm Year, I'm sorry. Warm year, where are you? A warm year, I love you. "

Su Wennian's heartache was unbearable and he could not breathe. Dear little prince, how can I tell you that Warm Year has never hated you. It's just that we can't always be together.

Dear, if I broke away from your hand until I died, I would have been a stranger. In that case, you won't go that way, because you are looking for me!