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this passage is like the gibberish of a person in love.

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I think you know me ...

I think you know me ...

I think I would never think that way.

but to my surprise ... ha whatever it always comes to this.

But, to my surprise ... ha, it will always be like this anyway.

When u think someone finally knows u then BAM! Hanop that was' t the truth.

When you believe that someone finally knows you, then, bam! Ah! No! It's not true!

look im not blazing u4anything.

oh, I'm not blaming you for something.

I guess im just hard 2 be understood ...

I think it's too difficult for me to be understood ...

And I said to myself "finally, im free of my nights!"

I said to myself, "I finally got out of this nightmare!" "

What a joke...

What a joke ...

But im not saying this to u, I don t blame u, IM hard...

I didn't say this to you, I didn't blame you, I wasn't easy (understood) ...

And I guess ill have to live with that ... no problem, piece of cake

At the same time, I guess I will live with these ... no problem, it will all be solved.