Reflections on the composition "Beyond Self" after 3 days of running.

End point? Where is the destination? The end of success, my end, everything is gone. I can't find it.

Dissatisfaction with learning, falling test scores are called mistakes, and two or three times are called limited ability. Looking at the transcripts handed down, I only feel that it is a shame to find my name. I looked from the left in seventh grade, and now I look from the right. It's really bad. Almost all the five courses, from Chinese, mathematics and foreign languages to physics and chemistry, are full. I hope none of them will reach the high line. I think the number of times I have been on the expressway since the eighth grade is really pitiful. Not bad this time, I'm afraid it's my limit. Maybe I'm lucky to keep this score. Isn't it? Just hang in there!

However, when I ran that day, I had a new feeling. I had to run 800 meters that day. I don't remember how many laps I ran. All I know is that I can't run. I just feel that my throat is smoking and the fire is coming out. I think I'll take a break. I'll be full of energy after a rest. But when I really stopped to have a rest, I found that I was more tired than when I was running. I was bored and ran again. I hesitated for a while, looked at my retired classmates, thought forget it, and stopped running.

A few days later, I ran the same number of laps, but this time I want to try again. What if I run again? Indeed, my feet ran like lead, but I didn't stop, just a little slower. After a lap and a half, there was nothing wrong with my body. Limit, I always thought that running so many laps for the first time was my limit, but I didn't expect the limit to be broken by myself.

After stopping, I thought for a long time. Maybe I was wrong from the beginning. There are no restrictions at all. That's just one reason for a loser. If they want to succeed, there is no limit. No matter what the result will be, I want to try for the first time like running. In my study, I no longer have that kind of extreme psychology, and I gradually begin to believe that a lively potential will not be exhausted.

Like running, learning has improved. I believe that it is this time to challenge the limit and surpass myself to develop. Success is also based on these foundations. Nothing has an end, just an established goal. You must challenge the limits of life to achieve more and achieve more success.

"Shit, who stipulates that running must be tested in sports!" I held up my report card in frustration and thought angrily, casually looking at other people's grades, they are all close to full marks, the worst is 6 points, and I only have 3 points! Blame the last 50 meters! I should never have given up! What can we do now? I am secretly worried.

I didn't like sports since I was a child. When I am free, I can hardly go out. I am a typical house girl. In the third grade, I ran every morning. Naturally, I can't stand such intensive training. Every time I run two or three laps, I can't keep up and quit the team. I did well in this physical education exam except 800 meters. As it turns out, when the dawn of victory was just around the corner, I gave up halfway through the last lap. I really hate myself. Why don't I stick to it? Isn't there 50 meters left? If only I had finished running ... I struggled with it all afternoon until I came home from school.

At night, I lie in bed tossing and turning, but I can't sleep. As soon as I close my eyes, I think of the end of 50 meters ahead. I hate myself and am unwilling. After careful consideration, I decided to take the make-up exam again tomorrow. This time, I must stick to it, I swear in my heart.

The next day, I stood at the starting line, full of determination and motivation. When the teacher gave the order to "run", I rushed out quickly and tried to run forward. The first lap felt ok, but the second lap was a little overwhelmed. But thinking of the oath I made yesterday, I gritted my teeth and kept running. On the third lap, I saw stars, and everything in front of me became blurred. My legs swung alternately mechanically, and the speed was much slower, but I persisted and persisted.

On the last lap, my legs were as heavy as lead, and my breathing became faster and faster. Cold air stimulates my fragile lungs, and I feel suffocated-"Fifty meters! There are still 50 meters! " The teacher yelled at me, but just like yesterday, the idea of giving up almost filled my head. I just want to stop and have a good rest, just for a moment, just for a moment … No, I can't! When I was about to collapse on the grass, a weak but powerful voice in my heart shouted to me, "I can't give up!" " 50 meters left! There are only fifty meters left! "The voice is getting louder and louder, crowding out those seemingly powerful ideas of giving up. The sun shone on my head and seemed to cheer for me. I close my eyes and try my best to move forward, move forward ... "Good! Not bad! "I heard the teacher's voice. Did I really run 800 meters? I looked at the finish line behind me in surprise, panting, and somehow, a sense of satisfaction and pride came to my mind, washing away the fatigue of my whole body.

I lay on the grass and smiled at the sun. The sun also smiled. Give me warm sunshine. Unexpectedly, the 50 meters, which seemed to run longer and longer, was overtaken by me in just 15 seconds. I know I will never give up the previous 50 meters, and I will never give up the immediate victory. Even if there is a big difficulty, I will certainly be able to break through, because I have tasted the unparalleled taste of surpassing myself.

Whenever I have nothing to do, I always ride that small and comfortable bike and walk slowly along the tree-lined path. Watching the scenery on both sides slowly turn into a straight line in front of my eyes, a naughty wind swims slightly beside my face, and what settles in my heart is always warm happiness. Looking back at the mottled past, I dug out the old diary from the drawer and presented myself with countless clear scenes and mixed feelings-

June 2005 14

I am really depressed! I didn't expect today's birthday party to end like this I greeted my birthday present with joy, but my parents bought me a bike. They know I can't ride at all, so why buy it? ! Hum, I am still justly asked to teach myself. My balance ability is not good, which is an impossible task for me.

June 26(th), 2005

I don't know what my parents are going to do today, but I have to go cycling. Reluctantly dragged down, I could only hear my own complaints and screams from beginning to end. I haven't even learned how to get on and off the bus, but I'm so tired that my bones are falling apart. What little confidence I had at first was completely destroyed by failure. I wanted to give up, but my mother refused at once. She told me a great truth, saying that "only by hard work can we surpass ourselves and achieve success". I don't think it's possible. I don't have the talent. Why force it?

July 2005 1

I am determined to surpass myself!

See an article. It introduces the American clinical psychologist Melvin Kinder, who has written many bestsellers, such as Haste makes waste. 1 1 years old, he lost a leg because of an accident and became a burden to his parents. At first, he enclosed himself in a narrow space. Over time, he realized that he couldn't waste his life and should do something. He turned himself to another world, a world of reading literature and historical works, which paved the way for his outstanding academic achievements. "To live is to constantly surpass ourselves, the past and the suffering. In this way, life will be wonderful and value will be reflected! " This is the last paragraph of the article, and it is also the most shocking one for me. If you can't even overcome this difficulty, what can you do?

July 20(th), 2005

I have to set a goal for myself. Because only when I have a clear understanding of the road ahead and try my best to do it, can I surpass it. If you don't even have a goal, how can you do it well

I accidentally hurt my leg while riding a bike the other day, and my blood came out. Looking at my leg scratched by rough concrete, I don't know what to say. Don't complain, didn't you say that there must be hardships before success? Besides, it's just a small test for me.

I must learn to ride a bike! !

August 26(th), 2005

I'm so happy today, and I finally achieved my goal! It's a wonderful feeling to wander around easily by bike. I have fulfilled my promise, surpassed the obstacles in my heart, and even accomplished this thing that I thought impossible. ...

Close the diary, gently heaved a sigh of relief, there is a touching smell lingering in my heart. Only when people find the right goal and struggle with unremitting actions will they always surpass themselves and everything. Although it is hard, we can gain a lot of feelings from it, and people are constantly surpassing their own values.

Change it yourself, hehe