10 years of life

10 years is neither long nor short. Now I always feel that I am only in my twenties, and my age is already 35.

Organizing my 10 years, I am deeply touched. Welcome to see my 10 year.

This is me at 20 12. It's my first time to curl my hair, and I like it very much.

I was working in a property management company. Many young colleagues live together in the company dormitory and are very happy.

At that time, I was wearing 8 cm high heels, and I had to come back to the second floor of the company office building every day to get something for the leaders to sign. Not less than 15 times. I was so young then that I don't even wear high heels now.

20 13 get married, flash marriage, full of longing for marriage. I got married within four months, because I think my husband is very considerate and he can do whatever he says.

At that time, I was still working in a mobile company, and my job was relatively simple. I feel good now, because the work now is too complicated. But at that time, I envied others to have a normal rest on holidays, because it was normal for us to have a rest by turns and go to work on New Year's Eve.

20 14 pregnant with a daughter, very happy. When I was pregnant, I wrote a sentence to describe my mood with any commendatory words. I was really excited. I am going to be a mother.

I gained more than 30 kilograms, and my legs were particularly painful in the third trimester. I walked like a penguin, very sad, but also very happy.

20 15 years, to work in the current unit. After giving birth to my daughter, I was particularly moved to hear her cry for the first time. I feel so great and small that I can give birth naturally. I didn't scream again.

I feel scared at the thought of breastfeeding. I'm too tired, too sleepy and too painful. I often feel bloated and painful. I feel that I am breastfeeding every day except for going to work.

Maybe only those who have experienced it can understand.

The first time I left my 7-month-old daughter for training was to wean her daughter.

The child is surprisingly good. On the contrary, I can't bear to be separated from my mother and miss my children very much at night.

I went to Sanqingshan with my husband and looked at the photos so far, feeling very happy.

Sanqingshan Mountain is really beautiful. It's worth climbing, and the beautiful scenery is different every time you climb. It's amazing.

When I was a child, I often went to the mountains to play, and I also had very deep feelings for them.

In 20 16, I had another son, which realized my wish to have children before I was 30.

This is our family of four. Happiness.

At that time, both children were very young, and I wanted to take care of them. With the help of my grandparents, I am also very tired, because I always wanted my husband to participate in parenting, but he didn't. He often goes out to play after dinner, and that's when I began to study family education, so I was very concerned about my children and focused on my children and work.

Because there were many inspections at work that year, and I was particularly responsible for my work, I didn't know how to refuse at that time. I am really tired and stupid.

At that time, I couldn't sort out my emotions, I was very tired at work, and my back ached badly after giving birth to a second child. It is very important to know that parents accompany their children. So I see that my husband is not involved in parenting, and I don't know how to encourage and guide him to participate in parenting in a more appropriate way.

The relationship between husband and wife began to be unsatisfactory.

This is me entertaining myself at the flood control site at work. At that time, Bauer was weaned, and my figure was almost back to what it was before I gave birth.

20 17 participated in the competition for family education instructors through the study of parents' professional courses and won the honorary certificate.

It happened to be Qixi, and I was very happy. I call the certificate a Qixi gift for myself.

There were 1.5 days of training in that competition. It was also in that training that I experienced the hypnosis given to us by my teacher. I became interested in hypnosis. I began to pay attention to how I talked with my children and tried to hypnotize them with positive language.

For example: Baby, you are a baby who loves to learn. Baby, you love cleanliness.

That year, I also learned to interpret the life code. I can use the life code to understand myself and others.

I also took my daughter to Fairy Lake and was very happy.

This is my trip to Shandong with dozens of old people from our village.

At that time, the group-bought travel coupons were very tired. Go to bed late and get up early every day, and stay in the shopping store for about 2 hours every day. One day, there were no chairs in that shopping store. Seeing my grandparents in their 80s standing for so long, I am worried about them. I quarreled with the tour guide and was very angry.

Colleagues laughed at me and said, take thousands of years old people to travel. Haha, now that I think about it, I was brave.

At that time, I also studied online and took notes carefully.

This is a 70-year-old grandmother who teaches women courses, and the Women's Federation has arranged for me to study. I don't even remember the content, but I know that I have benefited a lot.

It turned out that I studied faith at that time, and now I have a deeper understanding of faith through learning cards.

I attended the offline reading meeting, and the book I read was 38 letters from Rockefeller to his son.

I began to strengthen my ability by setting up my own group. I want to share my knowledge with more people and benefit more people.

A photo with my two babies.

I also studied energy management.

This is my participation in Fang Zhimin's sacrificial activities, and I was moved to tears. Revolutionary heroes are immortal.

I also learned to draw mind maps, which is particularly interesting.

20 18, take a photo with my husband, happy.

That year, I was in charge of party affairs, and overtime became the norm. I don't know how to rest at all, and I don't care about my body.

A baby who reads with children and listens carefully to my stories.

I have been to my parents' professional classes five times, leaving only this photo. Mental nutrition is as important as physical nutrition. So far, I am glad that I studied family education when my children were young, which laid a good foundation for my parenting.

It was also the classmates I met in class that brought me into contact with online learning courses, and I have been on the road of learning since then.

Therefore, learning can change the circle, go out to study, connect with people, broaden your horizons and improve your thinking level.

20 19, continue to study. But I didn't pay attention to my inner self. I always understood the truth. I always exerted myself on my children.

I have done a good job in educating children and I can handle things better at work.

The relationship between husband and wife is not better.

That year, I went to attend an offline parent professional class to save my strength.

That year, I improved my speaking ability through lecturer training and got to know Wanning, who brought me into contact with psychology.

It was also a study group, and at that time, it could also provide parenting advice to other friends.

The children danced and participated in the performance, and I also painted makeup. The mother and daughter were very beautiful. Every time a child performs a program, I am very moved. I will ask myself, how can I be so good and give birth to such a lovely child? Ha ha.

I went to Qingdao, Shandong Province for training on a business trip, and I ate the freshest crabs, which were so delicious that I had never eaten such delicious crabs in Nanchang.

The first time I experienced flying, I was a little scared in excitement.

After drinking the big beer there, I vomited and felt allergic all over, but I was still very happy.

I began to listen to Wang Xiaoqi, a teacher I admire very much, and benefited a lot.

My sharing is recognized and affirmed, and I feel valuable.

But my relationship is very bad, because we didn't recognize each other at that time, and I will attack myself again because my husband doesn't recognize me.

So I don't think living is meaningful.

I even threatened him with suicide at every turn.

Now that I think about it, I really didn't like me at that time.

Fortunately, I have educated my children well and have a sense of accomplishment, so I began to want to change myself and improve the relationship between husband and wife.

So I went offline to study psychology again. This time, I went from depression to suicide to seeing great hope. My eyes began to shine, I began to like myself a little, I began to know how to refuse, and I learned to recognize myself.

I took a photo in position C and smiled beautifully.

After I came back, I continued to learn from Xiao Qi on the Internet.

Later, I came and healed myself, releasing a lot of emotions. My shoulders and neck have become very relaxed and painless from the previous tension. At that time, I believed that physical pain was a heart injury.

Parenting knowledge is also continuing to learn.

I am very happy to be a teaching assistant in Xiao Qi's class.

In 2020, I worked hard. That year, I began to dress up a little and pay more and more attention to my image.

Marriage was at a red light, and I was surrounded by doubt and fear, so I consulted a psychological counselor. There is a very painful and sad history.

However, the problem has not been solved, but my fear and anxiety have been alleviated.

202 1, won the municipal prize. Seeing many excellent people, I feel that the better people work harder.

I can drive my children out to play. For someone who didn't dare to ride an electric car before, I am very satisfied with my progress.

202 1, I found myself doubting the truth of my fear, and I was deeply hurt. At that time, I was tempted to die, and I was really allowed to cry. At that time, I just felt that life was worse than death, because what happened to me made me feel that my life was really ridiculous and people's hearts were really terrible.

But I didn't give up on myself. I went to psychological counseling and spent a very painful month.

I started to exercise, smiled and punched in every day, and went back to my parents to feel their love. Skipping rope 300 times a day, I feel very comfortable every time I sweat profusely, and my stiff body begins to become a little soft. It also released a lot of emotions.

The first time I drove alone on the highway, I was very scared on the road, but I told myself that courage is mine, happiness is mine and health is mine. I implanted mindfulness into myself, and I was not afraid when driving, so I felt particularly fulfilled when I returned to my parents.

Besides, my neighbor lent me a computer. I have worked at home for 10 days, which is the longest time I have lived at home after work. I am very happy.

I went to see Mr. Xiao Qi again. I looked at other people's cases and I recovered a lot.

10 years ago, college students who had never met before got together and found us young and carefree during college. We are very happy.

In 2022, I really and thoroughly began to understand myself and change myself.

Fortunately, during the Spring Festival, I learned the new enlightenment card class created by Xiao Qi.

During my study, I saw many problems in myself. I have never managed my marriage well. I always hope that the other party can give me warmth and make demands invisibly. I also saw my persistent control. . . It hurts to see myself who is not good enough, but because I saw the course, I began to adjust, which really changed completely. I managed to let go of the past, because the healing function of the course is very great, and I released a lot of negative emotions. The whole person is very relaxed, and the low back pain after the second child, I thought it would accompany me for the rest of my life. After learning the enlightenment card class, I disappeared, and the quarrel never mentioned before. I have a better attitude towards people around me, and I have feelings for each other.

This is a card I gave to a friend after I finished studying, which relieved her a lot of anxiety about her children's study. After learning the card, you can heal yourself and help others through the card, which is particularly valuable.

I studied very hard in the first card camp and was rated as an excellent student. At the second card camp, I was selected as an auxiliary class. Seeing all kinds of negative emotions in my body slowly release, blossom and bear fruit, just like at the beginning, I am particularly moved and feel particularly valuable.

Because I have benefited a lot from the study of Wuka, I realize that people can face anything bravely as long as they have inner strength.

My cognitive dimension has risen, I have more love in my heart, and I can be more grateful to people and things. These gains are priceless.

Everyone needs healing, and I have found my mission. I want to devote myself to healing, make myself a light, and let healing enter every family.

Looking back on my 10 year, I was happiest when I went offline to study. I love studying. I've always wanted to be a better person. I will be a lifelong learner.

Looking at my 10 years of life, I have grown a lot, I also know what I want, I know my direction, I feel great, keep on cheering!

The past is not equal to the future. I want to live my wonderful life.

Now I can do psychotherapy by myself, and I will become a therapist, so I don't need to go to psychological counseling for anything (psychological counseling is expensive).

I have saved money and gained skills, so I always think that the money spent on study is particularly worthwhile and overestimated.

My teacher, Wang Xiaoqi, combines beauty and wisdom, and has rich experience in personal image-building, psychological healing and hypnosis, and has made great achievements.

I am determined to follow her in my career.