I used to be an honest person. I would listen to what others said. I would blush when I saw a girl. I couldn’t even speak to a girl like you.

How to say, benevolent people have different opinions, everyone has their own good side, but they can’t discover it by themselves, and in reality, you have never met a noble person who discovers you. I was the same. Before I turned 30, I had no goals in life and no one. I never had real sex, not even once. Later, I found a job and changed my mind, but I couldn’t change my introversion and honesty. Now I don’t have any scheming, I’m just a bit stupid and believe what others say. But you must have your own bottom line. My bottom line is to try my best to do my job well, raise my parents well, and not find a mistress, young lady, or the like. I have had the opportunity to sleep with several girls and women (no money needed), but I kept my bottom line. Because this happens too often, my friends always laugh at me and say I’m screwed. But I still don't want to change. I am just over 40 this year and got married two years ago. Of course I met the noble man who discovered me. It can be said that we are the same kind of people, and it is good for women to be like this, but if no one is with you, it can only be said that in this society, you have no money, you really can’t have fun, and your friends don’t care about you. This is normal. But you have to understand that if you pay, you may not get anything in return, but if you don’t pay, you won’t get anything in return. Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year. I am at work, and many employees who should be on duty have gone home. I am the only one here to watch. Although I know that I will be fine if I go home, I still choose to go to work. Because I know that this is my duty.