What do you want to say to someone you secretly love?

So-and-so, time flies and youth slips away quietly. You and I are already young. I don't know how you are now, and I dare not ask and can't bear to imagine.

I did have regrets. Maybe I can always go further, but I am always shy and afraid to face your face or even make eye contact. I will pretend to be calm and look away from my flustered eyes. In fact, I am in a key class of the placement system in high school. I asked the teacher not to be too stressed and stay in the regular class, but you know the teacher's stubborn temper, so I can only compromise.

So when I got to the key class, I deliberately lowered my grades and fell to the third place almost every time. Sure enough, half a year later, I was assigned back to my class, but I was so disappointed.

Maybe I thought too much. I thought I would meet you happily, but the reality is that I saw you as if I met you for the first time, ignoring you and passing by. I clearly saw you at the back door of the classroom many times in the key class and made eye contact many times. To tell the truth, I really don't know why I'm still young and can't bear such a sudden result. Well, then I have to drift away.

Half a year later, I was transferred to the regular class again. This time, I didn't ask the teacher again, but left quietly. I deliberately slowed down the time of packing, thinking that you would come to talk to me, only to hit my face again. All right, let's go.

In a hurry, after attending the college entrance examination, I feel that the last year has passed very quickly and I am very anxious. On the day I took pictures of the students who answered well, I found a shady tree to sit on the ground, and the sound reached my ears. I don't have to look back to know that you are by my side. I dare not speak, for fear that you really don't know me, so I lowered my head and pretended to avoid the sun, but suddenly realized that I had hardly seen you in the last year of panic. The school is really like this. Has it changed? Take a look and encourage yourself to look up and find that you have been staring at me, and you can still remember your embarrassment, but you seem very happy to ask, what am I doing, hiding here all the time? Well, that's weird. How did he know I was here all the time? I was speechless and didn't know how to respond. Does he know me? I can only respond with a shy smile and bow my head to block the sunshine again, but you ask me strangely why I like to bow my head so much, huh? You said that every time you see me, I almost keep my head down as if I were collecting money. I'm a little hunched at jokes, aren't I? Is it? You met me? The color of the glasses frame is still nice, but this one is not nice, huh? Is it? When taking pictures, stand there in the sun, because you are not in the same class. You are still sitting under the tree, exposed to the sun and fidgety. When you turn around, you find yourself looking at me. Yes, I am sure, because I didn't dodge this time. I just want to look straight and see if there has been any change in the past year. Fortunately, everything is the same.

Coincidentally, we met you unconsciously in different schools in the same city. We are surprised to know that we are in the same city, but how do you know? I think that day was the best time, talking and laughing together, no estrangement and strange chat, looking at you seriously, nothing changed, and everything remained the same.

However, I haven't seen you since that day. You never came to see me again. I have been to your school several times, and I haven't seen you until now.

Memories are really happy, but they will be very uncomfortable. I don't know what you are like now, if everything is the same.

If I may say so, I want to say that I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. I like being in the same classroom with you very much. I will not bow my head when I pass you by, and I will not dodge when I meet your eyes. The first shift to a key class should be killed. When I see you at the door of the classroom, I should ask you what's the matter. Later, when I transferred to the classroom, I should have asked you why you didn't seem to know me, not gambling. I will ask you directly why you are observing me so carefully. When did you meet me? I will face you under the tree and ask for a photo together. I asked you whether you really happened to be in the same city and university, whether you met me by chance at school, whether it was all accidental, and whether it was really such a coincidence. Really will tell you the first time, like you, and then meet for the first time. I will look up and tell you the moment I walk past you.

However, I don't have these ifs, and no one gives them to me. Everything is nonsense.

I'm glad to know that you got married years ago. I didn't see your face this time, but in my impression, I will think you are as good as ever.