I want to find a modern love novel. I studied for about five years since I was a child. It's been so long that I can't remember the names of men and women in the plot.

She has dominated Chu Lin for more than twenty years, some of which are not only her childhood feelings, but also her possessiveness towards him. However, in the face of the upcoming wedding, she became more and more uneasy and afraid, and she couldn't help thinking-if she hadn't done that super "excessive" thing, maybe Chu Lin wouldn't be hers ... so, before the wedding, she timidly "ran away"! He wants to break his head and can't figure out why Dong Rong ran away from home! ? Why run away from marriage! ? Is it because he didn't tell her such disgusting words as "I love you" and "I can't live without you"? They have been dating since they were diapers, but even though they have known each other for many years, he still doesn't seem to know her thoroughly. ...